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Mystic Experiences with the Spirit of Jesus

Manifestation of the Face of Light of Lord Jesus
‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of Jesus’
The Son of Man coming in the Clouds of Heaven

Manifestation of the Face of Light of Lord Jesus

The first Mystic Experience of my life was the extraordinary dream I had with an Angel of Light that gave me a Ring of Light on the day of my birthday, the 25th of March of 1994, with the celebration of the Annunciation of Archangel Gabriel to the Blessed Virgin for the conception of Jesus (section 11A1). The Angel of Light that appeared in my dream could have been the Light of Jesus to acknowledge the song I had composed for Lord Jesus (Messenger of Love). In November of 1997 I started my project to give evidence of the existence of God by showing Paranormal Miracles that I went to seek and find in the Sanctuary of Apparitions of the Blessed Virgin (section 1). The first Mystic Experience with the Light of María occurred in the Sanctuary of Banneux in the context of the Icon of the Annunciation (section 11B1). The Mystic Experience with the Light of María had been so inspiring that I found myself desperately craving to see additional Miracles of God and thus I made plans to visit the closest Sanctuary of María that I could find near my home, and this was in the beautiful town of Kevelaer, a famous Apparition site of María in Germany, close to the border with The Netherlands, only one hour drive away from my home. One week after my Mystical Experience in Banneux, I was in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer, where quickly I found the Mystic Experience of many Manifestations of God, with the Blessed Virgin, with the Angels and the Lord (CW). Here I will describe the most important Mystic Experience that I had in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer, and this was the Apparition of the Face of Light of Jesus of the Vera Effigies of Kevelaer.

The Face of Light of Jesus appeared to me in the night while meditating next to the Chapel of the Annunciation of the Blessed Virgin of Kevelaer. The Chapel of the Annunciation of the Virgin had images of petals of roses and here I had found through a Telepathic Manifestation a Petal of a Rose that had the imprint of the Heart of Jesus. This Heart of Jesus in the Petal Rose had the same features as the Heart of Jesus of the Miracle Statue of Jesus in the Cathedral of Lisieux. Next to the Chapel of the Annunciation was an image of a ‘Very Sad María’ holding the dead body of Jesus. In this Chapel of the Annunciation I had another Telepathic Manifestation to pick up a leaf of the Flower of Eastern that made Manifest the image of the Very Sad María. A few meters away stood the image of an Angel of the Annunciation and here I had a Mystic Experience with a Light of María. The details of all these Mystic Experiences I describe in the complete works, here I will describe only the Manifestation of the Face of Light of Jesus which was my first Mystic Experience with the famous ‘Holy Face’ of the ‘Lord God’.

It was a very cold night in the winter on December of 1997 and I was standing next to the Chapel of the Annunciation of Kevelaer, when suddenly my whole body and Soul was flooded by a Trance Ecstasy of a Spiritual Physical Experience, as I was confronted with the Face of Light of the Holy Spirit of Lord Jesus. High up in the air, a few meters away, in front of me, I saw in the midst of the fog of the night, this awesome breath-taking beautiful Miracle Image of a Face of Light, that to my Soul was the Spirit of Light of the Holy Spirit! I was overwhelmed by wonder and awe, as I saw the astonishing beautiful Face of Light of Yellow Golden Light, that my Inner Little Self knew was a Manifestation of Light of the Face of the Lord! My Spirit immediately entered a Trance Ecstasy, while my body was overwhelmed by the Spiritual Physical Experience, induced by the awesome Face of Light of an Apparition of God! I could see the perfect contours of a Face of Light, but could not distinguish any physiognomic features within the Face of Light to recognize the human form, due to the strong intensity of the Light of the Face of Light that my Soul recognized as an Apparition of my Lord. My Soul was fully Embraced by the Light of the Holy Spirit, as my eyes saw the Symbol of God of the Face of Light with the Spirit of the Love of God!

A beautiful Yellow Golden Light was Manifest with the White Face of Divine Light that suddenly had appeared through the white misty fog of the dark night. I could not distinguish whether the Face of Light had Yellow Golden Hair, or if the Face of Light was covered by a Veil of Light, but my rational mind and my spiritual being were seeing the Face of the Lord. The Apparition of Light did not move, and I did not move, for I stood frozen, fixed on the Holy Ground, looking in awe at the Miracle Apparition of the beautiful Manifestation of God. The Face of Light was so breathtaking extraordinary beautiful, that during many long minutes, I was motionless, and could not take my eyes away from the Countenance of God! Indeed, even if my eyes burn when I see Your Light, I shall see Your Light, for when I finally find Your Light, I shall become forever part of the Light of the Holy Spirit of God (section 12).

Rays of Golden Light from the White Face of Divine Light came forth towards me, through the fog of the night, as the Light caressed my Soul, and my Spirit felt embraced by the Countenance of God. The Face of Light was Manifest a few meters away from me, levitating in the air, and I could not see any physiognomic details within the Face of Light, because the strong light and the fog interfered with my vision of the Apparition of God. However, the fog did not interfere with the ‘Eyes of my Spirit’, that clearly saw the Spirit of the Face of the Lord! Indeed, during many minutes, while in a Trance State Ecstasy, I saw in the Face of Light the beautiful Face of an Angel, made Manifest by the Light of the Holy Spirit with the Face of my Lord! For a moment, I was in Heaven, exposed to the Apparition of Light of the Countenance of God! As I watched in astonishment, at the Face of Light, I felt levitating in the air, as if floating in Heaven, as I had experienced one week earlier, during my Journey towards the Light in the Sanctuary of María in Banneux (section 11B1). The Apparition of the Face of Light was to be one of the most beautiful Visions of my life that I experienced with the Light of my Lord! I do not know how much time I spent in a Trance State Ecstasy, during my Close Encounter with the Face of Light, which a few months later, I would confirm was the Face of the Lord (see below). I had lost all notion of space and time, for I was immersed in the Spiritual Matter of the Dimension of God.

Two hours after being exposed to the Face of Light, my rational mind, that was still left in me, was able to regain some control over my Trance State Ecstasy, and thus I slowly moved into a lower Trance Passion, to prepare my rational mind to establish if the Face of Light was a Vision made Manifest within my Spirit, or whether this was a true Apparition of the Light of the Lord. I was standing next to a big tree, and the Face of Light was Manifest high up in the air, in front of me, between the branches of the tree, about 20 meters away from me. The awesome astonishing Face of Light did not loose any of its Wonderful Beauty as I down-graded my emotional Spiritual State from a Passion of Ecstasy to a Trance Passion, but my Soul could no longer ‘see’ the Vision of the Face within the Light of the Apparition of the Face of God. More than 2 hours had passed since I encountered the beautiful Face of Light, but I could not get enough looking at the Wonder Beauty of the awesome Face of Light of the Countenance of God. The Face of Light was to me like the Burning Bush of Saint Moses, the Symbolic Physical Presence of the Holy Spirit of God! Indeed, I had found my own Apparition of Light in the Sanctuary of Apparitions of the Blessed Virgin!

Later in the night, the fog moved out from the ground of the Sanctuary, and soon I discovered that the Face of Light seemed to be a ‘Reflection of Light’ made manifest on the glass of a window of an apartment next to the Candle Chapel of the Blessed Virgin. During two hours, I stood motionless, frozen in my stance, in the freezing cold night, looking at the awesome Apparition of the Face of Light, and when I finally moved my body to the side, the Reflection of Light moved with me, but the Face of Light remained undistorted, maintaining its perfect astonishing beauty. Inner Little Self of my Guardian Angel had walked me to this perfect site, in the Sanctuary of Apparitions of María, from where I could see this Reflection of Light, that made Manifest for my eyes and my Soul the Face of Light of the Countenance of God! Mother Gaia had brought down a Misty Fog in the night, which further enhanced the Mystical Beauty of the Face of Light in the Sanctuary of Apparitions of the Blessed Virgin. I no longer saw the Vision of a Face of Jesus, but I was still dumbfounded by the astonishing beauty of the Apparition of the Image of the Face of Light of Yellow Golden Light of the Angel of the Lord. I stood still in my position, in front of the Face of Light for at least another 2 hours, with my body exposed to the extreme cold winter night, but my Spirit exposed to the Warmth of Heaven, enjoying the Apparition of the Light of the Holy Face of God! It was one year after the Apparition of the Face of Light, that I could confirm that this was the Face of Lord Jesus, as shown in Miracle Pictures made Manifest by Grace of Revelation of a Gift of God (see below).

During the following two years, I returned many times to the Sanctuary of Kevelaer, armed with my camera, to try and get a picture of the Face of Light, but never again did I see the Miracle Image of the Face of Light of the Vera Effigies of Kevelaer. During my second visit to the Sanctuary, the Face of Light was transformed into the reflection of light of a lamp, and never did I see again the Miracle Image of the Face of Light of Kevelaer. Almost two years after the Apparition of the Face of Light, after much prayer to receive the Gift of a Miracle Picture of the Miracle Image of the Face of Light, I was Visited by the Holy Spirit, and the Face of Light was Manifest in the Spirit of the Face of the Lord (below). The Lord made his Face shine upon me, with the Grace of the Spirit, and I saw the Light of the Holy Spirit of God of my Love!

Never again did I see the Face of Light and I did not see the Face of Light when I took the picture of the lamp in the department; but the Face of Light that I saw in my Vision with Jesus is Manifest in Miracle Pictures through Grace of Revelation to show me the Image of the Lord. Here I show the Miracle Pictures of the Face of Light of Jesus that I had seen during my Mystic Experience of the Apparition of Jesus in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer. The Face of Light that is shown in the Miracle Picture is Manifest with the same ‘Spirit of Light’ that I saw during my Vision with the Apparition of the Face of the Lord. The Miracle Picture of the Face of Light, with the beautiful Golden Hair of the Lord, is Grace of Revelation of the Spirit of the Lord, since the Face of Light, as seen in the Miracle Picture, cannot be seen by the human eye, since a reflection of light of 2 lamps is the only thing to see on the window of the department. Even tough the Miracle Picture shows a beautiful image of a Face of Light, the Vision of the Face that I had seen with own my eyes was much more beautiful and astonishing during my Trance State Ecstasy with the Face of Light of the Lord. Verily I say unto you, the Face of Light that I saw that night is thousands of times more beautiful than the Face of Light that I show in these Miracle Pictures.

Beneath the Face of Light was a Miracle Medal of the Blessed Virgin of Kevelaer. On this Miracle Medal I also saw amazing Manifestations of Light during the whole night (CW). Here I show one Miracle Picture of the many that I took that shows a Face of Light that was Materialized on the Medal of Kevelaer.

The morning after the Apparition of the Face of Light, I bought a wooden Icon of Jesus, to remember my Spiritual Experience in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer. The Miracle Icon of Jesus, with the Face of the Lord, validates my assertion that the Face of Light is a Manifestation of Jesus. The details of the Face of Light are shown in the close-up scan of the Miracle Picture. The ‘Form of the Head’ and the ‘Hair of the Head’ of the Face of Light, shown in the Miracle Picture, has the same contours and lines as the head and the hair of the face of my wooden Miracle Icon of Jesus. I had taken the picture of the Face of Jesus of my Icon of Jesus more than 1 year before I took the photos of the Miracle Picture with the Face of Light, and both images show the same contours of the head and ‘pattern of hairline’ in the face of Jesus. The Energy of God moved the ‘waves of light’ in the Face of Light into a Pattern of Light to make Manifest the same head and hairline of the face of my Miracle Icon of Jesus, the same Icon Relic of Jesus that I had bought the day after my first Mystic Experience with a Face of Light to commemorate my Spiritual Experience with the Face of Light, so that I may recognize and confirm that this was a Manifestation of Jesus! The Pattern of Hair of the Face of Light is exactly the same as the hair pattern of the Wooden Miracle Icon of Jesus. It is no chaotic physical casualty but a Causality of Synchronicity that the Face of Light would resemble my wooden Icon of Jesus that I had bought a few hours after the Apparition of the Face of Light, bought one year before I took the Miracle Pictures of the Face of Light of Jesus. This same Miracle Icon of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, which shows the Spirit of the Face of Light, made Manifest the remarkable Materialization of the little Heart of Jesus, one week after the Apparition of the Face of Light of Lord Jesus (section 11C2). The Miracle Pictures do not adequately portray the awesome Vision of the Face of Light that I experienced during the Apparition of the Vera Effigies of Kevelaer. Nobody will ever appreciate the awesome Vision of the Face of Light that I saw during the striking Apparition of the Hoy Face of Kevelaer. The Miracle Pictures are however a new Miracle all by itself, that provides supporting evidence to my Vision and Mystic Experience with the Holy Face made Manifest by the Grace of God, to show me the Covenant of God!

The last Manifestation of Jesus showing a Face of Light I encountered in Jerusalem, in the year 2000, in the Mount of Olives, in the Garden of Gethsemane, in the Holy Church of the Agony of Jesus (CW). I will not describe the Mystic Experience of my Vision with Jesus; I will only show the Miracle Pictures, that instead of showing a Face of Light that i had seen in my Vision, show the Apparition of Persons of Light that come out from a Heart of Light that was Manifest on the main altar of the Church of the Agony of Jesus (CW).

The Manifestation of Light which was the Source of Light from whence I had seen the Face of Light is shown next to the candle on the table of the main altar of the Church of Jesus. Blue Spiritual Light is Manifest with the White Light, which from the distance might show the Apparition of Light of the Gestalt of the Lord. The Apparition of Light is not present in the control picture, that I had taken earlier to show the main altar of the Church. The first Miracle Picture of the series of Miracle Pictures, shows the image of a Heart of White Light, surrounded by Blue Turquoise Light, the Symbolic Color of the Holy Spirit. Within this Mystical Light, which is Manifest as a Heart of Light, I had seen the Face of Jesus! The second Miracle Picture, shows the Heart of Light with Blue Spiritual Light, transforming and opening up, to release from within, Images of Light, that eventually make Manifest several Saints of God. The Blue Turquoise Color, shown in the Heart of Light of this Apparition of Light, is the same color of the Holy Spirit that I had seen a few days earlier, during the Apparition of the Light of the Holy Spirit of Pentecost in the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Mount Carmel (section 11A3). The third Miracle Picture in the series of Miracle Pictures, shows the transformation of the Heart of Light into Persons of Light, and additional Blue Turquoise Light is Manifest in the Miracle Picture with the Symbols of God. The fourth Miracle Picture shows distinct Images of Light that will become the 5 Persons of Light of the Consolation of the Agony of the Blessed Virgin and Jesus. The fifth Miracle Picture shows now the distinct images of one Person of Light, holding another Person in Agony, with the Main Spiritual Person looking down at the Person in Agony. A fourth Person of Light is behind the Main Spiritual Person, and both are watching the Blue Spiritual Person that is holding the Blue Person in Agony in the Church of the Agony of Jesus.

A different awesome Miracle Picture shows the Miraculous Image of a Face of Light that is Manifest coming out from the Blue Turquoise Light of the Holy Spirit of the Covenant of God. The remarkably perfect Face of Light, showing its half profile, coming forth from the Blue Turquoise Light, is looking with Its Two Eyes at me, as I was taking the Miracle Picture of my Vision, as I saw the Face of the Lord! Indeed, the Miracle Face of Light is looking at you, straight in the eye, at the viewer of the Miracle Picture! Here I Am, and I Am Watching you! saith the Miracle Picture of the Face of Light that I took during my Vision with the Face of the Lord! The Miracle Face of Light is looking at you from within the Spiritual Light of the Covenant of God! This Miracle Image of the Face of Light is not the Face of the Lord that I had seen during my Vision of the Face of Jesus, but provides evidence to my Miracle Experience with my Vision of the Face of the Lord!

The Face of Light that I had seen in my Vision, during the Apparition, had the same features as the Image of the Face of Jesus of the Church of the Crowning of Thorns of the Lord. It is a Synchronicity of God that the same Blue Turquoise Light shown with the Miracle Face of Light is Manifest on the forehead of Jesus of this Miracle Icon of the Face of Jesus! No such Blue Mystical Light is shown in another beautiful control picture with the Face of the Lord. All the physiognomic features of a human face are Manifest in the Miracle Face of Light within the Miracle Light of this Apparition of God. The Miracle Picture with the Hoy Face of Light in the Shadow of Blue Spirit Light of the Apparition of Light provides the material supporting evidence that all other Miracle Pictures shown in these series of Miracle Pictures are a Miracle of God! Moreover, the Miracle Picture of the Face of Light, in the context of all the other Miracle Pictures of the Agony of Jesus, is supporting evidence of the Agony of Jesus in this Holy Ground of the Mount of Olives of the Holy Land of the Lord!

The last series of three Miracle Pictures show in more detail the Miracle Images of the Persons of Light, with the Faces of Light and the Characters of God, that were Manifest from the Heart of Light of the Miracle Apparition of the Consolation of the Agony of María and Jesus! The first Miracle Picture shows the three main characters of the Persons of Light depicting the scene of the Consolation of the Agony with María and Jesus. The second Miracle Picture shows the ‘Woman of Light’, holding the ‘Person in Agony’, and the Holy Face of the ‘Man of Light’ can now be clearly distinguished, looking down with its eyes on the Person in Agony. The last Miracle Picture shows the fading Blue Light of the Person in Agony, still held by the arms of the Woman of Light, with the Man of Light looking down on the Person of the Agony. These are the series of Miracle Pictures with the Heart of Light, the Face of Light, and the Persons of Light, with the Apparition of Light of the Consolation in Agony, made Manifest in the Church of the Agony of Jesus! The Scene of the Persons of Light in the Miracle Pictures provide a Symbolic Representation of the Consolation of the Agony as inscribed in the wall of the altar in the words of ‘Confortans in Agonia’, that become Apparent in Blue Spiritual Light on the altar of the Church of the Agony of Jesus! The Miracle Pictures give supporting material evidence to the existence of a Spiritual Dimension that can change normal images of light into Symbolic Images of Light, to create ‘Let there be Light’ with a Manifestation of Light, to give a Message of God! Moreover, the Miracle Pictures provide supporting evidence to the account of the last hours of Lord Jesus, in this Holy Sanctuary of the Mount of Olives, as described in the Bible.

‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of Jesus’

It was the end of November of 1997 and I was back home in The Netherlands recovering from my overwhelming Mystic Experience with Jesus with the Apparition of the Face of Light that was Manifest in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer (section 11C1). Moreover, I still had to come into full awareness of the Apparitions of Light with the Blessed Virgin that I had encountered one week earlier in the Sanctuary of Banneux (section 11B1). Here I was in my apartment, wondering if the many Miracles of God that I had experienced over the past two weekends had finally come to a concluding end. My intuition was telling me that instead of being the end of a time with Miracles of God, this was rather the beginning of my Journey of Enlightenment with the Light of the Holy Spirit of God. I was meditating and writing in my computer, describing the Mystic Experience of the Materialization of my Little Red Rose with the Imprint of the Heart of Jesus that was given to me that weekend through a Telepathic Manifestation of Our Lady of Kevelaer (CW).

As I was writing about the Heart of Jesus made Imprint on Little Red Rose of my Gift of María, it came into my mind, that the original lyrics of my song ‘Let your Love’, that I had recorded one year earlier, was actually about the ‘Heart of Jesus’. Moreover, the original title of the song was not ‘Let your Love’, but rather was ‘Heart of Jesus’, meaning the Heart of the Love of God. ‘Let your Love’ was about letting your love flow out from the Heart of God, and so was the Spirit of the ‘Heart of Jesus’. The sweet melody of the song of the ‘Heart of Jesus’ was quite unusual to my musical style, because it was quite a contrast to my other aggressive symphonic rock style of music, as shown in the production of PanGaia.

‘Let your Love’ with the ‘Heart of Jesus’ was very unique because it had been Communicated to my Spirit by the Holy Spirit, through a Dream with the Light with an Angel of God! Indeed, an Angel, disguised as a human male, that appeared to me to be Paul McCartney, appeared in my Dream of Light, and with this Humanized Angel, sitting in front and right next to me, Inspiring my Soul, I composed, with my guitar in my hands, the melody of ‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of Jesus’. As I woke up in the morning, I remembered my Dream with the Angel, and the melody of the song was still within my Heart, and thus quickly, with my guitar in hand, I composed the lyrics of the ‘Heart of Jesus’, to the music of the song. Within 1 hour, the melody and lyrics of ‘Heart of Jesus’ was born, from within my Soul, with the Angel in my Soul, in my Dream with the Light of God (Let your Love). This was the only song of my repertoire of PanGaia that was specifically composed in a Dream with the Light of an Angel of God!

A few months later, I decided to change the lyrics and the title of the song from ‘Heart of Jesus’ to ‘Let your Love’, to make the lyrics less religious, and more acceptable to the human factor, driving the commercial music record industry (CW). I was in desperate need of the elusive record contract to expose PanGaia to the world, but the record companies were getting scared with the Word of Jesus that was present in many of my songs (CW). I thought that by making the lyrics of ‘Heart of Jesus’ less religious, with a more neutral Message of Love, such as expressed in ‘Let your Love’, I could make the song more palatable to the commercialized music industry, to find a contract and expose the music of my songs.

My new Mystic Experience with the Light of María at Banneux, and the Light of Lord Jesus at Kevelaer, brought however my Heart back on track, and thus I became committed in the Spirit, to put up a fight for the original lyrics of the Heart of Jesus. Thinking in front of my computer, whether I should change the lyrics of ‘Let your Love’ back to ‘Heart of Jesus’, I raised from my chair, and walked towards the Miracle Icon of the ‘Heart of Jesus’, that I had bought the last weekend at Kevelaer, to commemorate my Encounter with the Face of Light of the Lord. Standing in front of my Icon of Jesus, with the Heart of God, I discussed with the Spirit of Jesus, this matter of my Heart, for I was ready to record once again ‘Let your Love’ with the lyrics of ‘Heart of Jesus’, if this was the Desire of the Lord.

While looking at the Miracle Icon of Jesus, and thinking about this issue of the Heart of Jesus, I suddenly heard Inner Little Voice telling me to look down on the floor, for there was something for me to see within the fluffy matter of my white yellow carpet. Without understanding why and how all of this was happening, I immediately obeyed the orders of my Guardian Angel to look down on my carpet. Quickly, as if per a miracle of finding a needle in a haystack, I found a tiny small ‘white yellow object’ that was camouflaged within the fluffy white yellow carpet. I grabbed the small white yellow object from the white yellow carpet, and holding it in my hands, I could not figure out what was the tiny little object all about that my Angel made me find on my carpet. The white yellow object had an elongated, somewhat triangular form, measured about 0.9 cm long by 0.7 cm wide by 0.2 cm thick, and had a soft plastic texture to the sense of the fingers of my hands. As I looked at the little object I wanted to see a Heart in the little white object, for it would be a wonderful Synchronicity of God of a Gift of God to receive a Heart of God in the context of my thoughts for my song of the Heart of Jesus. Moreover, Inner Little Self had made me see the little object hidden in the carpet, and thus I sensed that this could be a Gift of God. For a moment I could see, with a ‘little big’ imagination, that the object had the form of a little heart, but pity, it was no indisputable Heart, with the Symbol of Love of a Heart. I felt disappointed and sad that my little object that I had found, through the Whisper of my Angel, was not the Symbol of the Heart of my Love. I asked myself anyway, if the formless object with no Sign of God that I had found with my Heart, was a Gift of a Materialization, from Jesus, that was Manifest for my thoughts regarding the song of ‘Heart of Jesus’. I did not think so I thought to myself, for the little object was far from having the indisputable form of a Heart of Love, and only through a perfect Heart of Love would I understand that this was a true Materialization, and a real Gift from Jesus, for my song of the ‘Heart of Jesus’. Pity and more pity I thought, for I wanted the Manifestation of the Heart of the Lord!

While holding down in one hand the little object in my fingers, I thought what was I to do with the little object of the ‘Heart of Jesus’. I was not prepared to consider and save the little object as a Miracle Relic, as I had done that week with Little Red Rose with the Imprint of the Heart of Jesus, for the little piece of something did not show any Symbol of God to become a Relic of the Lord. While looking around throughout my living room, waiting to see whether my Inner Little Self had anything to say with the little object of my Heart, I started to rationalize this had been a false signal, a false intuition of my Soul, and started to consider throwing the white yellow thing into the bin of the garbage. I was standing next to the Miracle Icon of Jesus, thinking to throw the little object into the waste garbage, when suddenly, I was surprised to realize that the little object broke into pieces, within the fingers of my hand! I was astounded and could not understand how and why, and by what strange force, had the solid plastic object, that I was holding with great care, been broken within the fingers of my Soul! Many little pieces of the broken little object fell down on the carpet, except for one entire larger piece, that remained Stuck Fixed within the fingers of my hand! Indeed, the large piece of the broken piece remained glued to the fingers of my hand! As I looked at the broken object that was left fixed between my fingers, I quickly realized in great wonder and awe, that now I had in my hand, this awesome Gift of God of a Miracle Heart of the Lord! As I edit this section, I shed Tears of Emotion, as I appreciate again this awesome Miracle of God!

I remained still, standing next to the Miracle Icon of Jesus, my mind dumbfounded and in awe, holding tightly, but with great care, onto my little Heart of Jesus, understanding nothing what had happened, but knowing that I was in the Presence of the Spirit of the Lord! A few seconds after realizing that the Perfect Little Heart was indeed a Gift of Jesus, the Spirit of the Lord entered into my body, with a Spiritual Physical Experience, which can be described as a Close Encounter with the Kingdom of God! The perfect little Heart was a Gift from Jesus, sending me a Message of Love, through this Symbol of the Heart of God. Minutes after the Materialization of the Heart, I recovered from the Trance State Passion, and realized that the Spirit of Jesus was Come into my Spirit, to make Manifest this Gift of God! The Holy Spirit was Manifest within my Soul, moving every little muscle of my fingers, through this perfect Kinetic Manifestation, to break the little object into many pieces, for the perfect Materialization of a Heart, the Heart of Jesus, as a Gift for my song ‘Heart of Jesus’, to ‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of the Lord’!

I saved my Heart of Jesus as a Miracle Relic Gift, and several months later, once I had bought my Baby Camera, I took pictures of my Relic Gift of the Heart of Jesus, that shows, in Mystic Light, the Symbol of the Heart of Love. I never knew what was the physical nature of the little object that I had found on my carpet and that broke into pieces to give me the Heart of the Lord. My first rational analysis of the texture concludes this may be a little piece of white chocolate that in the past I had lost in the floor. If it is biological chocolate, then the Gift of God showed also Arrested Biological Degradation, because for many years, it has remained Immaculate Untouched by the wrath of the microbial world, to further establish this Miracle of God (section 11G6).

A few days earlier, I had seen the Face of Light of the Lord (section 11C1). Now I had received my first Miracle Relic Gift from the Spirit of Jesus, in this awesome Heart of Jesus through a Kinetic Manifestation of God! That evening, after the Materialization of the Heart of Jesus, I realized that my blessing to receive Miracles of God were not over, but rather were everlasting, and with awareness, I only had to seek to find Miracles of God, and ask and receive Manifestations of God! This was the beginning of my Enlightenment with the Lord, the awakening of a most wonderful interactive relationship with the Spirit of the Heart of God! ‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of Jesus’, to seek and find the ‘Heart of God’ LET YOUR LOVE
The Son of Man coming in the Clouds of Heaven

And Jesus said to him: ‘I tell you, hereafter you will see the Son of man coming on the clouds of Heaven’ (Mathew 26:64).

Pentecost is the religious celebration of the Symbolic Communion of humans with God, when the Holy Spirit is Manifest from Heaven on Earth, to establish the Covenant of God. In June 1998, I celebrated my first Pentecost in the Sanctuary of the Apparitions of María in Banneux, and was given the Gift of my first Miracle Pictures that provides evidence of the existence of God (section 11B1). The weekend of Pentecost 1999 arrived and I was high in the Spirit expecting to experience a major Manifestation of God. My Inner Little Self knew that another big Miracle of Pentecost was waiting for me in the Sanctuary of Banneux where I had already experienced awesome Manifestations of God. My Spirit was filled with the hope that I would see the Light of God and this I had requested from God in my prayers, both in thought and in writing, to have a conscious Close Encounter with the ‘Being of the Lord’. I had also become excited about my adventurous project of sleeping outside, under the sky, on the Holy Ground wherein I had seen the Rainbow of Light of the Covenant of God. During this celebration of Pentecost I wanted to be as close as I could to the Physical Source of my Spiritual Experience with the Light of María, and thus I decided to sleep in direct contact with the ground, where I had found the Green Phosphorescent Lights, right next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. This had been the same Holy Ground where the previous year I had been exposed to the Spirit of Pentecost, as shown in the Miracle Picture with the Light of the Spirit with the Covenant of God that was taken by a ‘Humanized Angel’ of the Lord. My Inner Little Voice was telling me loud and clear, that on this night of Pentecost I would have a major Close Encounter with the Holy Spirit of God. There was for me no other better place in the world to have a Close Encounter with the Lord than right next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation that showed Archangel Gabriel with the Holy Spirit come from Heaven to the Blessed Virgin, for the Immaculate Conception of the Lord, the Covenant of God, celebrated on the same date that I was born! I was excited as only few times in my life before, for I knew that on this day I would experience a major Mystical Encounter with the Holy Spirit of the Lord.

I was alone in the Sanctuary with my Angel of Love and I knew that soon would come the high-light of the weekend, with a Mystical Experience of Pentecost with the Covenant of God. My Inner Little Voice was telling me that soon I was to experience a Miracle of God, for I could not think of any more perfect time and perfect place to see a Miracle of God. My Inner Little Self was nervous in my Heart, with a restless Spirit, for my unconscious mind knew that I was about to have a conscious experience with the Mind of God. I was alone on my own in a Trance Passion State, in the darkness of the night, in the Holy Ground of the Sanctuary of Banneux, primed by a full weekend of prayer with my Lady and my Lord. If there was a time to see a great Apparition, this was the perfect time to see an Apparition of the Spirit of God. I had my camera with me, ready to take pictures, and I knew, that one way or another, I would receive on picture print a Manifestation of God. This night I did not come to receive unconscious Grace of Revelation, but rather I was actually prepared to see with my own eyes, a live Manifestation of God, for this I had requested in writing to the Holy Spirit of God (CW).

The Manifestations of Light that I first experienced in 1997 had come about in the context of the Light of the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. I had therefore chosen to be right next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, to experience a Conscious Encounter with the Lord. This time there was no artificial light coming from the Miracle Icon, because the light of the Icon was broken since my last visit to the Sanctuary. I had given advice to the staff of the Sanctuary that the light of the Icon was broken, but nothing was done to restore the light of the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. I was disappointed to miss to see the Mystical Light of the Miraculous Icon of the Annunciation, but this was no longer to me a major concern, for now my intention was to see the Holy Spirit, descending from Heaven, and get a Miracle Picture of the Holy Spirit of Pentecost. Now I had come for the real thing, to see with my own eyes the Revelation of Grace of the Holy Spirit of Heaven! I was alone on my own, with Hoy Nature, in the darkness of the night, within the forest of trees of the Holy Ground of the Sanctuary of Apparitions of María, waiting to see the Apparition of Light of the Holy Spirit of God!

At 11:30 of the night I was next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, and mounted my camera on a stand, to take pictures of the sky, with the purpose of capturing a Miracle Image of the Spirit of the Light of Pentecost. The mystical light of the moon was creeping in and out behind thick clouds that were moving rapidly with the winds, high up in the sky, within the arena of my Holy Ground. During the night of Pentecost of the previous year, I had taken Miracle Pictures of the Light of Pentecost, standing 100 meters away from the Icon of the Annunciation and a Face of Light was Manifest with the Light of Pentecost. Now I had placed myself next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, beneath the site of the Apparition of the Heart of Light with the Face of Light that had been Manifest in the sky, with my camera pointing up towards the sky, through the open space left by the trees of the Sanctuary. I was also only a few meters away from the site of the Apparition of the Lady of the Light, with the Face of Light, that was Manifest as shown in the Miracle Picture of Pentecost of the previous year. Standing next to my camera mounted on my tripod, I was thus ready to take pictures of the Holy Spirit coming down from Heaven, to commune with my Spirit, during this Pentecost of the Covenant of God! Crazy as it sounds, I was standing next to my camera, waiting for the Holy Spirit to come to Earth from Heaven, and take a picture of the Spirit of God! In other words, I was waiting for God to Be Manifest in the sky, to take a picture of God! Indeed, in my Trance-like State, I was listening attentively to my Inner Little Voice of my Guardian Angel that would make me aware of the Apparition of God and tell me when to shoot the pictures of the Apparition of God!

I did not have to wait any time for the Apparition of God since within the minute that I had uncovered the lenses of my camera, to take pictures of God, I see in the sky, the swift formation of a Wonder in the Sky, with a Manifestation of God! Quickly all of a sudden, right in front of my eyes, was an interaction between the clouds and the light of the moon forming a perfect White Yellow Heart in the sky, that showed me the Symbol of Love of the Heart of God! The interaction between Love Brother Cloud and Love Sister Moon made Manifest for me a Heart of Light with the Symbol of Love of God, on Pentecost, in the Sanctuary of Apparitions of the Light of God! A White Heart of Light was surrounded by Yellow Red Light that had the form of a Heart, and a narrow stretch of White Light surrounded the Yellow Red Heart, on the background of the black sky! This was the Heart of Light that was Manifest as the Sign of God for the up-coming Apparition of the Face of the Lord in the Clouds of God! Within a few seconds, the Heart of Light opened up, and I saw the formation of 2 Shadows of Persons, made Manifest within the White Light, within the Yellow Red Heart of Love! Immediately I recognized these Images of Light as the Shadow of María and the Shadow of Jesus, as Symbols of a Manifestation of God! I was so astonished by the Yellow Red Heart, with the Shadow of María and the Shadow of Jesus, that I forgot I had my camera right in front of me, pointing directly at the Manifestation of God!

The Apparition of the Heart of Light with the Symbols of God was most beautiful, and I was so dumbfounded in awe, that I could not take pictures of the Manifestation of God. Quickly however was come something greater, for I had never consciously seen such an amazing Manifestation of God! Right in front of me, high up in the sky, I suddenly saw, the Apparition of the Holy Spirit of the Face of God! Next to the Yellow Red Heart was Manifest the Miraculous Image of a Face of the Lord! The Face of God was suddenly Come with the Clouds, moving in the sky with the wind, a Face of the Lord that was 10 times larger than the Heart of Light with the Images of María and Jesus! The Face of God had all the features of a human face with perfect yellow brown red skin color, and was so imposing-amazing to my sight, that I did no longer pay any attention to the magnificent Manifestation of the Yellow Red Heart with the Shadows of María and Jesus! My Soul was totally absorbed with the Face of God that was right in front of me, in the sky, with my Spirit in a Trance State Ecstasy with the Holy Spirit with the Face of the Lord! I do not know what happened to the Yellow Red Heart, because now I was face to Face confronting the Miracle Image of the Face of the Lord! The Face of God that was Manifest with the Cloud was amazingly majestic, very large, about 50 meters high, and was looking at me, straight into my eyes, piercing the Spirit of my Heart! The perfect Face of God that was Come with the Cloud of the Spirit had this Majestic Expression, and was moving slowly, ever closer to me, as I watched in awe the Face of God in the Face of the Lord watching me through this Countenance of God! I could not think that I had my camera right next to me to take the Picture of God for I was totally petrified in my stance, unable to move anything but my eyes, that followed the path of the Face of God! The Face of the Lord was a majestic Face of Light in the cloud, with a perfect blend of yellow, red, brown and black colors, that formed a human face, with shoulder-length dark hair, eyebrows and brown eyes, a long nose, cheeks and chin, lips and a beard, the perfect representation of the Face of the Lord! This was indeed the Materialization in the Clouds of the awesome Face of the Lord! The Face of God in the cloud was so awe inspiring majestic, that I must confess, that I was not only overwhelmed, but also literally scared to death of the awesome Apparition of the Face of God! I watched in awe at the Face of Jesus during the eternity of what seemed to be 15 to 20 seconds, and thereafter the Apparition of the Face of God, the Image of the Face of the Lord, moved swiftly away with the wind, behind the trees, to disappear from my sight, and this was the end of this Manifestation of God! My little Spirit had thus been confronted with the awesome Apparition of the Face of the Lord, with the Holy Spirit of Pentecost, that was Come in the Clouds, during the celebration of the Covenant of God!

The whole Manifestation of the Yellow Red Heart with the Shadow of Jesus and María and the Face of God had lasted a little more than one minute. There I was, dumbfounded, next to the Miracle Icon of the Covenant of God of the Annunciation, with my little mind recovering from this Big Encounter with the Face of God. I had asked for an Apparition of God, and my petition was answered with an Apparition of the Face of God! My prayer request that I had put in writing a few days earlier for Pentecost had been answered! Even though my camera was pointing at the Face of the Lord, slowly crossing the sky, I could not think of taking pictures, for I could not think in my camera, nor in anything else, for I was stunned by the Apparition of the Face of the Lord. I cannot describe the awesome feeling I experienced during this Close Encounter with God. I can safely say that this Manifestation of the Holy Face is one of the Apparitions of the Lord that I can count as one of my greatest Mystical Encounters with the Holy Spirit of God! This Apparition of the Face of the Lord during Pentecost 1999 was perhaps only surpassed by the conscious Apparition of Light of the Holy Spirit that was Manifest to my eyes in the Sanctuary of Mount Carmel, during Pentecost 2000 in the Holy Land of the Lord (section 11A3). I also have to mention herein, the great Manifestation of the Angel of Light, with the Ring of Light, that was come to me during my Vision-Dream, with the Messenger of Love, one of the great Mystical Experiences of my life (section 11A1). If I did not take pictures of the Apparition of the Face of God, the Angel of my Lord would make sure that I would not leave the Holy Ground of the Apparition without taking a Miracle Picture of a Face of the Lord! Thus, quickly I Come, with the Grace of Revelation of a Gift of God, with a Miracle Picture, to show a Face of the Lord that is Come in the Clouds, as predicted by the Prophets of the Bible!

And Jesus said to him: ‘I tell you, hereafter you will see the Son of man coming on the clouds of Heaven’. ‘Behold, He cometh in clouds, and every eye shall see Him…I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord’.

A few minutes had passed, and as my mind was slowly recovering from the Apparition of God, I looked again towards the sky, to the site of the Apparition, and saw what appeared to be faces in the clouds. Although these faces did not impress me much, for I had seen the awesome Face of God, my rational mind decided to take three fast pictures, one right after the other, for this I felt I was now being told by my Inner Little Heart. I took the pictures as commanded by my Angel, but with a feeling of disappointment, because now I was realizing that I had lost the big evidence of a Miracle Picture during the Apparition of the Face of God. Now it was in the hands of my Inner Little Self of my Guardian Angel, that ordered me to shoot the 3 pictures at a precise moment, on the clouds that were passing by, even though my eyes did no longer see any faces in the sky. Looking through the lenses of my camera, as I shot the 3 pictures, I did not recognize anything but the blurred light of the moon, with the white clouds that I could not even focus, for I was still numbed in Cloud One, from my Close Encounter with the Face of God. Still there was my Angel within me, that moved my Soul, to move my camera, to take 3 pictures, at that perfect moment, and perfect place, to provide physical evidence of the Spiritual Physical Presence of God! Indeed, several days later, after development of the pictures, I realized that God was still with me, when I took the pictures, moving the matter of Love Brother Cloud, with the light of my Love Sister Moon, to make Manifest the Symbols of God of the Holy Spirit, that was Come in the Cloud, on this day of Pentecost with the Covenant of God!

There are no pictures of the Face of the Lord that I saw that night; however, the Holy Spirit was Manifest by Grace of Revelation to provide evidence of the Miracle of God with Miracle Pictures of a Heart of Light and a Face of the Lord! A few minutes after the Apparition of the Face of the Lord was gone, I had taken three pictures of the sky of Banneux, one after the other, to satisfy the purpose of the mission that I had established in my Heart. I did not see any of the Images of Light of the Symbols of God that were Manifest in these Miracle Pictures that I show below, and that provide evidence to my Mystical Experience with the Face of the Lord. These are the Miracle Pictures taken by the Angel of my Love, to show the Face of the Lord of Pentecost to establish the Covenant of God!

The first Mystical Picture shows a Heart of Light made Manifest in the context of the light of Love Sister Moon, with the clouds in the sky, and trees in the foreground of the Sanctuary of Banneux. I did not see this Heart of Light when I took the Mystical Picture that shows a Yellow Red Light that surrounds part of the Heart and that provides a draft concept of the Yellow Red Heart that I had seen right before the Apparition of the Face of God. The Heart of Light is a Gift of God, to acknowledge, with a Mystical Image, the Heart of Light that I had seen before the Apparition of the Face of the Lord! I must mention again that verily I say that the Heart of Light shown in the Mystic Picture does not match the awesome Heart of Light that I saw with the Miracle Clouds with the Face of the Lord.

After seeing the Heart of Light, I saw the Image of Shadows of María and Jesus, within the Light of the Heart of God. A similar Miracle Image of the Shadow of María or a Shadow of Jesus made Manifest in the clouds is shown in the Miracle Picture of the Manifestation with the Rainbow of Light of the Covenant of God. This Miracle Picture I took three months earlier, during my pilgrim trip to the Sanctuary of Lourdes (CW). The Miracle Image showing the Shadow of the Angel, that is ‘Clothed by the Clouds’, with a Rainbow of Light upon its head, is mentioned in the Bible in the Revelations of Saint John: ‘And I saw another mighty angel come down from heaven, clothed with a cloud: and a rainbow was upon his head, and his face was as it were the sun’ (Revelation 10:1). This Miracle Picture shows a Face of Light within a Rainbow of Light, with the Eyes of God looking at you, with the Message of God: ‘I Am Watching you’. Can you see the Right Eye of God that is looking you, warning you: ‘I Am Watching you’? The Eye of God watching you, with the Rainbow of Light of the Covenant of Pentecost, as shown in the Miracle Picture, is a Sign of God as described in the Miracle Picture of the Broken Heart of Light with the Eye of God made Manifest with Love Sister Moon in the Holy Land of the Lord (section 11G1). The Miracle Picture is an awesome Miracle of God!

The third picture of the series of 3 pictures, that was taken that night, by Inner Little Self, is the Miracle Picture with the Face of the Lord, made Manifest through Grace of Revelation as a Gift of God. As I took the Miracle Picture I did not see any of the Faces of Light that are Manifest as a Symbolic Apparition of the Face of the Lord. A different pattern of a Heart of Light is shown next to a Face of the Lord in the Miracle Picture with Symbols of God. The Heart of Light seems transformed into the Image of an Angel of the Lord. Right next to the Messenger of Light is the Face of the Lord that is coming in the Cloud of Heaven! The Face in the Cloud next to the Angel of Light is the Face of Jesus, as shown by another Synchronicity of God, made Manifest by the Spirit of the Lord! As I recognized the Holy Face, I was immediately struck by the fact that this Face of Light in the cloud had a remarkable resemblance to the face of Jesus of my own Miracle Icon of Sleeping Jesus of my Crucifix of Jesus! My Crucifix of Jesus is the most important Relic of Jesus that I have among my collection of Relics of Lord Jesus. Through the image of the Face of Jesus of this Relic of Jesus I recently experienced Ecstasy with the Spirit of Jesus (CW). Moreover, through this Icon of the Crucifixion of Jesus I felt in my hands the Beating Heart of Jesus. The Face of Jesus of my Relic Crucifix of Jesus has the same physiognomic features as the Face of Light that was Manifest in the Cloud. This is a Symbolic Synchronic Miracle of God!

I took a picture of the Relic of Jesus, to show the resemblance of the Face of the Metal Icon with the Face of Light on the Clouds of Banneux. A beautiful Image of Light, that Appears as a Messenger of Light, is also Manifest, by Grace of Revelation, on the forehead of the Miracle Icon of Jesus. I do not know how on Earth was Manifest this Angel of Light on the forehead of Jesus, in this Miracle Picture of the Face of Jesus! Do agnostics believe it is the ‘circular’ reflection of light of the flash-light of my camera? The Manifestation of Light on the forehead of Jesus, shows the Angel of Light, with Wings of Light and Tail of Light of the Angelic Image of a Messenger of God! This Image of Light on the forehead of Jesus shows the similar Pattern of Light of wings and tails of the Messenger of Light made Manifest next to the Face of Light on the Cloud of Banneux. Maybe it is, maybe it is not, but I rather see than see not, a Miracle of Gott. The Face of Light on the Clouds of God is Manifest in the same Spirit of the Peaceful Face that is present in the Peaceful Face of my Relic Icon of Sleeping Jesus! The Face of Light on the Cloud of God shows the same closed eyes, the nose, mouth, and pattern of eyebrows, with the darker left eyebrow as Manifest in the face of my Miraculous Icon of Jesus. The Face of Light in the Cloud of God, made Manifest on Pentecost, represents the Apparition of the Lord that is Manifest in the likening of the Face of my own Miracle Icon of Lord Jesus! Everything is Manifest on the Sainte Face in the Clouds of God, for me to recognize this Sign of God to be my Sleeping Jesus! I did ask Lord Jesus that night of Pentecost for an Apparition of the Lord!

One night I had a Mystic Experience with Saint Pater Pio who had many Mystic Experiences and made many Miracles of God (CW). I took pictures of the black and white picture of the face of the saint on the cover of a book of this great Saint of God. As I was scanning the negative of the black and white picture of the Saint of God, suddenly was Manifest a Miracle, when the black and white picture turned into a Color Picture of the Face of the Saint that now has a Face of Jesus on the forehead of the Saint of God. The Face of Jesus that was Manifest on the forehead of the Saint of Jesus is similar to the Face of Jesus of my Miracle Relic of Jesus. This is another Miracle of Saint Pater Pio one of the greatest Saints of Jesus in the history of humankind.

I did not see anything of the Manifestation of God that I received on the Miracle Pictures, and I saw everything of the Manifestation of God that I did not get on a picture, but that was Manifest to my eyes and Spirit as a personal Manifestation of God! The Face of God that I saw that night of Pentecost was meant for my eyes only, a personal Close Encounter with the Face of the Lord. Many times I prayed, as written in the Bible: ‘I shall seek thy Face my Lord’. Many times I would seek the Face of the Lord, and many times I found the Face of the Lord! Indeed, one year later, I read aloud for a crowd, in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, these same words in the Bible, that ‘I shall seek thy Face my Lord’, and soon thereafter, a Face of Light was Manifest in Light in the Church of the Agony of Jesus in the Mount of Olives of the Lord (section 11C1). The Holy Face in the clouds shown in the Miracle Picture, that I took a few minutes after my Close Encounter with the Face of the Lord, provides supporting material evidence to my personal Spiritual Experience with the Son of Man that cometh in the Clouds of Heaven!

I set forth with my Spirit to the Sanctuary of the Blessed Virgin of the Annunciation, in search of a Manifestation of God, and I was Blessed by the Grace, to see the Face of the Lord! Seeing the Holy Face with my own eyes was fulfillment of the prophesy written by God with Blue Spiritual Light on the Poem of Love that I had written for God during my Ecstasy with the Spirit of Jesus (section 11A3). ‘Believe in Me and I shall believe in you’; ‘Seek and ye shall find, ask and it shall be given’, saith my Lady and my Lord!

‘Behold, the Lord cometh in clouds, and every eye shall see Him. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord’.

The Apparition of the Face of the Lord that was Come in the Clouds, at Pentecost, during the celebration of the Covenant of God, fulfills this prediction in the Bible! Be aware of the signs with the sun, and the moon, and the clouds, with the Son of Man; for when these things come to pass, lift up your Spirit, for your redemption is close by!

And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations…for the powers of heaven shall be shaken. And then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh (Luke 21:25-28).flecha-arriba