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Mystic Experiences with the Spirit of the Blessed Virgin

The Manifestation of Light of the Virgin of the Annunciation
Manifestation of a Tear of Sadness of the Blessed Virgin
The Tears of Light of Love of Our Lady of Banneux

The Manifestation of Light of the Virgin of the Annunciation

One of the most important Mystic Experiences of my life occurred one cold winter night in mid November of 1997 during my first pilgrimage to the Sanctuary of Banneux where the Blessed Virgin appeared 8 times to an 11 year-old girl in the year 1933 in a small town of Belgium. The Mystic Experience that I would live, in the context of the Light of the Blessed Virgin of Banneux, was a breakthrough Spiritual Revelation, that changed the course of my life, into my written destiny, to give evidence of the Spiritual World and to fight for the cause of the Animals of my Love. It is no casualty, but a Causality of a Synchronicity, that this important Mystic Experience would happen in the context of the Light of the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation to María, celebrated on the 25th of March, the date of my birthday, and the date of birthday of the Saint that saw the Light of the Apparition of Notre Dame de Banneux (CW). The Annunciation to María celebrates the Apparition of Archangel Gabriel to the Blessed Virgin, to announce that the Holy Spirit is come into the womb of María for the Conception of Jesus to establish the Covenant of mankind with God. Here I briefly describe the first Manifestation of Light that I experienced with the Spirit of María in the context of the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation.

I arrived at the town of Banneux late in the evening and the first thing I did was to visit the Chapel of Apparitions where I learned to recite the Ave María prayer that I had never in my life heard before. Within one year after having learned my first Ave María in French, I have memorized the Ave María in the 8 languages that I understand, and I recite without any accent the beautiful Mantra of the Ave María in these 8 languages, whenever I want, to come into contact with the Blessed Virgin, with Jesus, the Angel of the Lord, the Saints, and the Holy Spirit of God of my Love. Minutes after learning by heart the Mantra of María my Inner Little Self took me by the hand to walk me to the Miracle Icon of Notre Dame de Banneux. The Image of María was next to the Source of Water that had been uncovered by the Saint of Banneux as was Manifest during the Apparitions of Lourdes. This Miracle Icon of María celebrated the Light of María that appeared at this second site of Apparitions of God. Light was reflected on the Image of María and beyond this Mystic Presence was the darkness of the night, with the trees of the woods whispering the sounds of the wind that soothed my Heart with the Spirit of Mother Gaia. I was Under the Influence of María, in a Trance State, inspired by the long prayers of the Ave María, and my Inner Little Self knew that I would experience the Presence of God. I was alone in the night, in the Sanctuary of the Apparition of God, with the Blessed Virgin in my Heart, when quickly I see in the night, the Presence of the Light, that to me was no other than the Mother with the Light, made Manifest to the Spirit of my Heart! In the distance, I saw this most beautiful ‘Image of Light’ that no mortal words can adequately describe! Immediately I knew that the Mystical Light had to be what my Heart wanted to see, which is the Holy Light of the Blessed Virgin! I could see in the distance what appeared a ‘Being of Light’, irradiating around and about the most beautiful Colors of a Rainbow! I had never ever seen such a beautiful Image of Colors of Light in my life before, even more beautiful than the Light of a Rainbow. My Spirit had been in a Trance State Passion, and with the Apparition of Light of the Rainbow, coming out from this ‘Source of Light’, I entered a Trance Ecstasy with the Holy Spirit of God! Blue Turquoise White Yellow Orange Rays of Light coming to my sight through the space of the night, were intermixed with Violet Red Brown Green Colors of Light that irradiated out from a Core of White Light that my Inner Spirit saw as the ‘Being of Light’ of the Blessed Virgin! The beautiful long Rays of Light of Colors of a Rainbow, which extended out from the Bright Core of White Light, reached my eyes through the dark space of the night, in between the trees of the Sanctuary of the Blessed Virgin. The Mystical Light was intense to my eyes, but at the same time gentle, embracing my whole body in this ‘Aura of Peace’, as my Spirit felt the Heart of the Mother with the Spirit of God. I had never seen such a beautiful Mystical Light in my conscious life, with the Colors of a Rainbow of a Miracle Light coming out from what I thought was an Apparition of the Blessed Virgin! As my rational mind, that was still left within me, realized the Manifestation of Light, my whole body was flooded by the Spiritual Physical Experience, and thus I was in a Trance State Ecstasy in Communion with the Light of God! Hypnotized by the Manifestation of Light, I soon entered into the woods, and walked towards the Miracle Light, ‘In search of the Light’, for a Close Encounter of the Spiritual Kind, searching the Light of my Lady in the Light of my Lord and the Angel of God!

My Inner Little Voice was telling me this was an Image of Light of María, and indeed this was the Light of María, with the Archangel of the Lord, with the Holy Spirit of God! Quickly I walked into the forest of the Sanctuary, and slowly I moved in the darkness of the night through the trees of the woods, towards the Light of the Manifestation of God. The ground of the woods in the Sanctuary felt so soft to my feet, and to my Spirit, that I felt I was ‘Walking on Feathers’, or in the air, like on a ‘Cloud of God’! Slowly I moved forward, towards the Source of Light, looking at the Manifestation of Light that I thought was the Light of the Blessed Virgin. Walking in my Trance Ecstasy I felt Floating in Heaven! The Mystical Experience of ‘Walking in the Air’ was so wonderful, that for a brief moment I stopped and closed my eyes to see if I could Levitate Myself completely from the ground and float towards the Light of God! Indeed, as I closed my eyes I felt completely weightless, floating in the air, but quickly found my feet back on the ground, when I opened my eyes again, for I wished to see the Mystical Light that I wanted to touch, to melt into the Light of God! I had to kneel for a moment, to touch the Holy Ground with my hands, which felt like pure silk, to confirm to my rational mind, that I was walking on solid ground, that was actually Holy Ground, touched by the Light of God!

As I knelt on the ground, I suddenly saw in great wonder a Green Phosphorescent Ring of Light glowing out from the soil of this Holy Land that several months later I captured in a picture as Heart of Green Phosphorescent Light. I analyzed the Circles of Green Light from a close range but the awesome Manifestation of Light that I had in front of me required my immediate attention, and thus quickly I decided to continue my Journey to the Light of the Apparition of God.

My anxiety was now running extremely high, and my tempo, even in the darkness of the night, had become faster, for I could not wait another minute, to reach the Source of Light, and have a Close Encounter with the ‘Being of Light’ that I felt was the Light of the Blessed Virgin. Quickly I came closer to the Being of Light, and within a few meters from the Source of Light, my Vision of the Being of Light was suddenly replaced by the vision of the real nature of the Miracle Image of a Miracle Icon of God. My profound Trance State Ecstasy was now replaced by rationale thinking, and with my feet back on solid ground, I could no longer see the Being of Light, nor the Blessed Virgin, but rather, a human made icon of light, that however contained Images of God. The Source of Light with beautiful Mystical Colors of the Rainbow of Light with the Covenant of God suddenly transformed into a man-made glass sculpture, with white yellow red pink purple brown green turquoise blue black crystals, that depicted the Virgin Mary with Archangel Gabriel, and the Holy Spirit, during the celebration of the Annunciation of the Immaculate Conception of the Lord.

My great excitement for a true Apparition of María had come to an end, but my Heart remained elated, because I quickly realized that I had seen a Vision of Light of María, within the Source of Light of the Annunciation to the Blessed Virgin! I did not have a Physical Close Encounter with the Materialized Light of María, but my eyes and Spirit had been confronted to a Manifestation of Light of a Symbolic Rainbow of Light of the Covenant of God made Manifest through the Image of María! Indeed, my Inner Little Self was right to feel that I had seen the Light of María in the Source of Light of the Icon of the Annunciation, for quickly would be Manifest the Apparition of the Lady of Light with the Spirit of María (see below).

As my rational mind recognized what had been the physical source of the Manifestation of Light I slowly recovered from my Trance State Ecstasy, but I still was in awe, not understanding how on earth could I have seen such a Vision of Light in the man-made Icon of the Annunciation. I was dumbfounded by the fact that the image of the Being of Light of the Source of Light was so much different from what was the actual reality of the glass sculpture of the Annunciation. How could my eyes have seen such a Vision of Light on this glass sculpture of the Annunciation? I sat down on the floor of the Altar of the Annunciation, meditating on my Mystic Experience with the Source of Light, still convinced that this had been a Manifestation of Light of the Blessed Virgin. The Vision with the Light had been so mystically intense that the 10-minute walk towards the Light seemed like the eternity of a full night Miracle Exposure to the Light of the Blessed Virgin. I felt deep in my Heart that I had been blessed by the Grace of God, since at least for a moment, my Spirit had seen the Light of María, within the Manifestation of the Rainbow of the Covenant of God, in the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation!

During more than one hour I stood next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, wondering about my Vision, thinking about the Source of Light upon which I saw a Vision of Light with the Spirit of María, in the Miracle Icon of Archangel Gabriel and the Blessed Virgin with the Holy Spirit of God for the Incarnation of the Lord. I had been born on the same day of the celebration of the Annunciation that was depicted in the Icon with the Source of Light that showed me the Rainbow of Light with the Holy Spirit of my Angel and my Lady of my Lord! The Holy Spirit had shown me a Manifestation of Light through the Image of the Incarnation of the Holy Spirit in the Lord, which is the Covenant of God with humans that love God. The great significance of this Mystic Experience, with the Light with the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, I would only comprehend a few days later, after reading the literature on the Apparitions of Banneux. Indeed, as I read that Saint Mariette, the Visionary of Banneux, had been born on the same date that I had been born, on the celebration of the Annunciation of the Lord, I would finally understand, that I was a born a Servant of the Annunciation, to present evidence of the Annunciation of the existence of the Angels of God! Indeed, quickly I come, with another Manifestation of God, with Miracle Pictures made Manifest with the Miracle Image of the Annunciation of the Lord!

After the Vision of the ‘Being of Light’ with the Source of Light of the Icon of the Annunciation, I sat down next to the beautiful vitraux, to meditate on the Vision of the Light that I had seen with the Rainbow of Light of the Blessed Virgin in the Sanctuary of Apparitions of María (see above). One hour after this contemplative meditation, digesting my extraordinary Mystic Experience with the Source of Light of the Annunciation, my Angel called on me once again, suggesting I should walk into the dark forest of the Sanctuary, to come into the wilderness, to search for the Light of an Angel. A few seconds after a short walk into the wilderness, a few meters beyond the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, I suddenly saw, in great wonder, right in front of me, the most beautiful Image of Light of the Blessed Virgin! I was still under the influence of my previous Vision of the Being of Light, in a Trance Passion State, when I saw, just a few meters away, standing right in front of me, this most awesome Image of Light of a Lady of Light of the Blessed Virgin. As I saw the Apparition of Light of the Lady, my body and Soul exploded into a Spiritual Physical Experience, and quickly I entered a Trance State Ecstasy, with the Light of the Lady of my Love! At last, my Heart called out aloud, the Spirit of the Lady was Manifest in the Light of a human form! The awesome Figure of Light of the Manifestation of Light was clearly human, as I saw the arms of a Being of Light extending out towards me, in a sweet invitation of an Embrace of Love. I cannot describe in mortal words the Pleasure Feeling of Ecstasy that I had in my Heart, when I saw the Apparition of the Lady of the Light of the Sanctuary of Notre Dame de Banneux.

I could not distinguish the Face of Light in the Being of Light within the Image of Light that was Manifest in front of me, but I was clearly able to feel the Spiritual Presence of María in the Image of Light of Our Lady. The Lady of Light was all White Yellow Light, standing out from the black dark background of the night. The Lady of Light was as tall as myself, standing ‘Face to face’ in front of me, about 3 meters away from me, as I froze on the spot, dumbfounded by the Apparition of the Light of mein Lieber Gott! As I saw the Light of the Lady, my Heart instantly melted into the Heart of God! Consumed in my Passion of Wonder for the Lady of my Love, I stretched out my arms in response to the Invitation of Love that I was receiving from the Lady with the Heart of God! I called out loud with all my Heart, the Name of María, beloved Mother of the Lord! As my eyes and my Heart beheld the Lady of the Light, my body and Soul was flooded by a Spiritual Physical Experience, feeling the Paradise of Heaven in all my body, fusing my little Soul into the Soul of the Mother, with the Holy Spirit of God! I remained static, for several seconds, amazed at the awesome Sight of Beauty that was Manifest in the Light in front of me, and soon I decided to walk towards the Lady of Light, for I needed more Love of my Lady, to hold and embrace the Heart of my Lady, to melt into the Light of the Holy Spirit with the Lady of God in my Heart!

As I advanced towards the Being of Light, with my arms stretched out to embrace the Light of the Apparition, the Vision of the Lady was instantly transformed into a different Image of Light. The Vision of the Lady of Light was suddenly reduced in size, as if the Image of Light was moving away from me, when I moved closer towards the Light of the Lady. As I saw the Being of Light moving away from me, I stopped my advance towards the Image of Light, while my Soul left the Trance State of Ecstasy, to experience a lower Trance State frequency with the Spirit of God. My dumbfounded mind could not understand what was at hand, and when I retreated to my original position, the Person of Light increased into its original human size! As I moved a little to the side, the Image of Light moved with me, and after further assessing the behavior of the Manifestation of Light, I soon realized that the Image of Light was a Reflection of Light on the window of some building, that stood in front of me, and which I had yet no seen, due to the darkness of the winter night. After a few minutes of rationale analysis, I soon discovered that the ‘Reflection of Light’ of the ‘Being of Light’ was a Reflection of Light that was Manifest from the Miraculous Icon of the Annunciation! I still kept looking in awe at the Image of Light, trying to see the Lady of the Light within the Manifestation of Light, but I could no longer see the extraordinary Vision of María that I had seen a few seconds earlier. The Vision of the Lady of the Light was thus gone within a few minutes of my Trance Ecstasy, but the Miracle Image of a Person of Light was still Manifest as a Reflection of Light that was Manifest from the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. The evidence of my Vision with the Lady of the Light, with the Apparition of María, is shown in many Miracle Pictures of the Lady of the Light that was Manifest a few months later, during the celebration of Pentecost with the Covenant of God (see below).

It took me many minutes to come down from my Trance State Ecstasy with the Lady of the Light of the Our Lady of Banneux. After the Vision with the Light of the Lady, during many hours, I spent walking in the night, next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, in Communion with the Holy Spirit, thinking about the Vision, digesting the Apparition, while my mind was assaulted by this Inner Loud Voice that was telling me the word ‘Evangelizare’, a Message of God that I would understand during Pentecost 1998, on my second pilgrimage to Banneux. The Voice of God was Manifest through my Inner Little Self, giving me, via a Telepathic Manifestation, the goal of my Soul, the purpose of my life, to become a Servant of Evangelization, to announce my Spiritual Experience and to present evidence of the existence of the Spiritual World!

Six months after having experienced my first Mystic Experience in Banneux I returned to the Sanctuary to take pictures of the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, and the Miracle Statue of Notre Dame de Banneux, to have on print the physical source of my Mystical Experience with the Light of God. It came to pass, that through the Forces of Synchronicity, my second visit, to the Sanctuary of Apparitions of María, was to coincide with the celebration of Pentecost, and this would be my first Mystic Experience with the celebration of Pentecost of the Covenant of God. I had recently bought my camera, and I had never taken pictures in the night with a non-automatic camera; thus I had no idea what would come out from the Mystical Photo Session with the Lady of Light that was a ‘Reflection of Light’ of the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. I spent almost two hours in meditation with the Spirit, taking a picture now and then of the Image of Light of the Lady of the Light, while enjoying my Trance Passion with the Spirit of my Love, alone on my own, under the beautiful summer night, with a sky full with stars, in the Sanctuary of Banneux. The Miracle Pictures of the Lady of the Light shown herein are Grace of Revelation of a Miracle of God. These pictures were the first that I had ever taken with a non-automatic camera, and are the very first photos that I had ever taken in the complete darkness of the night! Not bad for an ‘amateur’ artist that has no talent whatsoever for technology, and had absolutely no idea about diaphragms, exposure times and other technological mysteries in the complex craft of photographic art. The only thing I did that night, without having any idea of what I would get, was take pictures with a relative long exposure time, as was told to me by my Guardian Angel! It is not the object of the picture that makes art of the picture; it is the artist behind the object that can make a picture become a Miracle Picture! I must however state herein, that I did not take these Miracle Pictures, because I had no idea I was taking Miracle Pictures. The Spirit of God can only make Miracle Pictures, through the Angel of God that brings Light of the Spiritual World into the material world! One has to give credit to those that deserve the credit, and thus I give all the credit of these Miracle Pictures to my Love Guardian Angel! It is my Adorable Guardian Angel that I love with all my Heart, that guides my Spirit and my body, to make Manifest, through Grace of Revelation, these Miracle Pictures as wonderful Gifts of God!

This is the light of the Icon of the Annunciation wherein I saw the Being of Light that was Manifest in every color of a Rainbow of Light. A Heart of Light is Manifest in the sky right above the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. This Miracle Picture shows a Face of Light that is Manifest within the Heart of Light in the sky above the light from whence I had seen the Vision of Light of the Blessed Virgin. This strange Miracle Picture shows a strange Face of Light in the sky during the celebration of Pentecost when the Holy Spirit comes down from the sky to commune with mankind for the Covenant of God. This is the Image of Light where I saw the Image of the Virgin. A Face of Light that I never saw in my vision is Manifest above the Image of Light. The Face of Light that accompanies the Lady of the Light has all the features of a face, with eyes, perfect nose, lips, forehead, and hair or veil of a male or female Symbolic Image of God. This Miracle Picture shows the Lady of Light, holding a Rosary of Light as shown in the statue of Our Lady of Banneux. This is another Miracle Picture showing a Face of Light of the Image of Light that was Manifest from the Icon of the Annunciation. Another beautiful Miracle Picture of the Image of Light makes Manifest the Young Girl of Light of Notre Dame de Banneux. Close to the Icon of the Annunciation was a Cross of Light that gave a mystic ambience to my experience in the sanctuary. This is the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation from where I saw the Image of Light of the Blessed Virgin. The is another Miracle Picture of the Icon of the Annunciation because the images of the Blessed Virgin and specially Archangel Gabriel have been Retouched by the Light of the Holy Spirit of the Spiritual World. The Person of Light that I saw during my Vision with María resembles the beautiful image of the Virgin that I took in Banneux during another mystical photo session with the Blessed Virgin. These are the main pictures that I took during that first night of photography in the sanctuary and that I present in this summary of my first Mystic Experience with the Blessed Virgin. The following day I had more Mystic Experiences and I got many other Miracle Pictures.

Early in the morning I was next to the statue of the Saint of María that had inspired me to have a Telephatic Manifestation with the Word of Evangelization with the Angels of the Lord (CW). One of the Miracle Pictures that I took from the statue of the Saint shows that the Saint is a true great Saint of God because the statue of stone speaks out the Word of God. Indeed, a Heart of Light with the Symbol of Love is Manifest from a Smiling Mouth of the non-smiling statue of the Saint of God! The Heart of Light is Manifest by the Interaction between Love Mother Gaia and Love Brother Sun! The Face of the Saint shows the Big Smiling Mouth that is Manifest by Causal Lines in the Miracle Picture that has been re-Touched by the Holy Spirit, to confirm that the Heart of Light, coming out from the mouth of the Saint, is indeed a Manifestation of God! I was given the Word Evangelizare within my Inner Little Self through a Telepathic Manifestation, a Message of God that was written on stone with Saint Alphonsus María, and now, this Word of God was confirmed with a Heart of Light with the Symbol of God that is Spoken by the Statue of the Miraculous Smiling Image of this Intellectual Doctor Miracle Maker Saint of God!

While meditating on fundamental issues of my life next to the statue of the Saint, I was suddenly ‘interrupted’ by two friendly Irish pilgrim women, who had come to the statue, and quickly we engaged in friendly conversation. After our brief chat I asked one of the ladies if she could take a picture of me with the statue of Saint Alphonsus in the background, to remember the Divine Nirvana Experience that I had experienced a few minutes earlier in this site of Apparitions of God. One of the ladies took my camera and shot one picture, and some shot this was, for the Mystical Image was a Miracle Picture that endorsed the veracity of all my thoughts regarding my Mystical Experiences and established that I was a target of Manifestations of God! This was to be my very first Miracle Picture that I received as a Gift of God to indicate that I was a Servant of God!

A magnificent Circle of Light of Blue Spiritual Light was Manifest floating in suspension above my head, to show a beautiful Symbolic Picture worth a thousand words. It might be that the woman who took the Miracle Picture was no human pilgrim, but an Angel in human disguise, to Manifest the Spiritual Light with a Message of God! Blue Turquoise Light is the Symbolic Color of the Spiritual World made Manifest in this my very first Miracle Picture of a Gift of God! This Miracle Picture, with the Blue Spiritual Circle above my head, is the first picture of my hundreds of Miracle Pictures, with which I realized that I had been blessed by the Grace of God to receive Miracle Pictures to see the Light of God! This was the very first picture of the many pictures that I took during that weekend of Pentecost that indicated to me that I had been exposed to the Light of the Lord, on Pentecost with the Covenant of God. As I received the pictures from development, I was initially confused with the Manifestation of the Blue Spirit Circle above my head, and only after seeing the Materialization of the Blue Spirit Light, made Manifest that same night, on the statue of Notre Dame, I realized that the Blue Spiritual Circle was a Manifestation of God. Another Miracle Picture shows the Red Spiritual Light of Pentecost with the Image of Our Lady. The Miracle Picture of Our Lady of Beauraing shows the Materialization of the Light of the Holy Spirit on the shoulder of the Blessed Virgin with the Symbolic Blue Turquoise Light of the Holy Spirit of Pentecost. Indeed, a similar Blue Spiritual Light I saw coming down on me during Pentecost of the year 2000 in the Monastery of the Blessed Virgin of Mount Carmel (section 11A3).

The Spiritual World made sure that the face of Saint Alphonsus María would be included in the Miracle Picture, right behind my head and beneath the Blue Spiritual Circle. A Sainte Face of Light is Manifest by the Causality of Dots upon the face of the Saint. Although the face of the Miracle Statue of Saint Alphonsus does not bear any physical resemblance to my own face, it is a Causality of Synchronicity that the Miracle Picture shows a remarkable likeness in the features of my face when compared to the face of the image of Saint Alphonsus. Furthermore, not only my face and my overall posture, but also my coat, specifically around the neck, matches perfectly with the image of Saint Alphonsus. This Matching of Images is a Synchronicity of God that is Manifest through the Intercession of the Angels of God!

The Blue Spiritual Circle of Mystic Beauty that was Manifest with me in the Miracle Picture is no chaos casualty of the material world, but rather a Driven Causality of the Spiritual World that was Materialized by the Holy Spirit in my first Miracle Picture, so that I could find the Seal of God, telling me that I am another Instrument of the Lord for the Annunciation of the Angels of the Spiritual World! The Spiritual Circle of Blue Light above me, the Blue Violet Light on my forehead, with the Sainte Face, the Halo of Light above my head, the Red Heart, and other Symbols of God, made Manifest with the physical presence of a recognized Miracle Maker Saint of God, are Signs of God that make me aware that I am one of the chosen Servants of God! Yet to become a full servant of my Lady and my Lord I had to clean further my Spirit from the small sins of the past and thus I had to encounter another Miracle with María to have a Pure Heart to convey the Message of my Soul to love and care for the life of all Living Beings with the Holy Spirit within my Heart (section 11B2).

Manifestation of a Tear of Sadness of the Blessed Virgin

On my first pilgrimage to an Apparition site of the Blessed Virgin, I had a Mystical Experience with María, that changed forever the direction of my life, to seek and find Manifestations of God (section 11B1). During my first night I was confronted with the Vision of a ‘Being of Light’ that was Manifest from the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. Soon followed the Apparition of the Lady of Light that was to me no other than the Light of the Spirit of the Blessed Virgin. The Apparition of the Lady of Light was followed by a Telepathic Manifestation with a Message of Evangelization indicating that I should commit my life for the cause of the Holy Spirit and the Animals of my Heart. There was one last astonishing Miracle of María that I had to experience during this first pilgrim visit to an Apparition site of the Blessed Virgin, so that I may heal my body, cleanse my Soul, enlighten my Spirit, for my new Mission to Battle for the Cause of the Lord! This is my first Mystical Experience with the Miracle of an Apparition of a Tear of María that changed my life, to become a Servant of the Lord!

The day after my Vision with the Lady of the Light I quickly was again with the statue of Notre Dame de Banneux. I was delighted to realize that once again I was alone on my own in the Sanctuary of the Blessed Virgin, in silent mystic contemplation with Our Lady of Banneux. With the light of the day, I could now see the beauty of the sculpture of the Impeccable White María, with her rosary and blue sash, in the Pure Image of the Blessed Virgin. The face of María showed a lively color of pink skin, with red lips, and a look of compassionate and sad melancholic eyes. I meditated on my Spiritual Experience of the night, and became so excited with my ‘spiritual achievement’, that I decided to ‘celebrate’ my victory, with what I shall call herein an ‘adventurous breakfast’ (CW).

Soon after the ‘adventurous breakfast’, I was back with the statue of María, standing next to the Impeccable White María of Notre Dame de Banneux. When I looked at the Face of María, I suddenly realized, with greatest surprise, that the Image of Notre Dame de Banneux was no longer an Impeccable White María, but rather was a ‘Sad Weeping Madonna’, because a Black Sad Tear was running down from the left eye of the Statue of María! I was astounded to see this Black Sad Tear that was ‘running down’ from the inner corner of the left eye of the statue of María, over the pink skin of the Impeccable White María! Never before had I seen such a Tear on the Face of the statue of María during the many hours that I had been exposed to the image of María, but now I saw Manifest this evident Black Sad Tear on the Eye of María of Notre Dame de Banneux! This Tear of María that was Manifest on the Statue of Banneux was the first Miracle of God that I saw with my eyes with the light of the day, that changed the direction of my life, from one day to the other, through the Intercession of the Blessed Virgin. Allow me to describe this Miracle of God.

I was very confused why and how could I have missed the presence of the Black Sad Tear on the statue of the Blessed Virgin, when I had looked at the Image of María for quite some time, a few minutes earlier. Moreover, even in the night with the light of the reflectors in the Sanctuary, I had been exposed during many hours to the Image of María, and thus I could not have missed a Black Tear on María, because this was a very evident Black Tear on the Eye of María. As I write this text a few years after this Manifestation of María, it is to me amazing that I did not immediately realize at the time of the Apparition of the Tear, that the Black Tear of the Sad Weeping Madonna was indeed a magnificent Manifestation of the Blessed Virgin. Even though I had seen Manifestations of Light with the Blessed Virgin the night before, now it was different, it was plain daylight, I was no longer in a Trance State, susceptible to Visions and Apparitions with the Spiritual World, nor was I further seeking Manifestations of God. I had seen enough Miracles of María the previous night, and I was not searching nor expecting any other Manifestation of God. Had I been so inattentive to the details of this Image of María? Or was this some black leaf, or insect, that had fallen by ‘chance’ with the wind on the eye of the statue of María? I started to consider all kinds of natural explanations that would account for the Black Tear on the Eye of María. I felt however very strange about the fact that the ‘Forces of Nature’ had formed such a naturally sized Black Tear that was running down from the Eye of María, to show the image of what was a very evident Sad Weeping Madonna. As I think today, many years after the Mystical Experience, with all what I have come to know about how God uses the ‘Elements of Nature’ to Express Spiritual Presence, I would have concluded at that time, that had this actually been a leaf or an insect, fallen on the eye of María, this would also have been a Manifestation of María through the Intercession of the Holy Spirit. The presence of a Black Leaf or a Black Insect fallen through the Forces of Causality on the Eye of María, to Manifest the Black Sad Tear, to generate a Weeping Madonna, would have been sufficient to convince me that this was a Manifestation of God. I was at the time of the Apparition of the Black Tear still in spiritual diapers, and my Awareness for Manifestations was almost absent, and I was still over-excited and confused about the Manifestations of Light of the night before. At the time of this Apparition of the Tear of María I had yet never seen or read anything about the Manifestation of Weeping Madonna’s, and not in my wildest dreams would I have thought that the Black Tear was the Manifestation of a Tear of a Weeping Madonna on the statue of the Blessed Virgin. Thus, a personal Weeping Madonna was Manifest to me in the flesh, through the Miracle Icon of Our Lady of Banneux, through the Spiritual Intercession of the most Blessed Virgin!

I stood still, in silence, in front of the Image of María, looking at the Tear of María, trying to understand what was at hand. Time passed by, and the Black Tear on the Eye of María did not go anywhere, except deeper into the conscious realization of my confused Heart. Time passed by and I became increasingly captivated by the strange Manifestation, and after one hour I started to give thought to the possibility that the Black Tear might indeed be a Miracle of God, intended for me, as a personal Message from the Blessed Virgin! Thus, I decided to take a closer look at the Black Tear on the Eye of María, to try and establish what was the physical nature of the Black Sad Tear of the Weeping Madonna. I carefully climbed above the stones of the well, and wall of the well, to come into a close proximity to the face of María. Once I was as close I could get, only a few centimeters away from the face of María, and analyzed the Black Tear, I concluded that the Black Tear was no dirt, no black insect, no leaf, nor any other vegetation that might have fallen by chance on the Eye of María. The dry Black Tear was Imprint on the white marble of the statue of María! I thought on the possibility whether the white surface of the sculpture had been erased by inclement climate, to let expose an inner black layer out to the surface of the white pink skin of the Weeping Madonna. This possibility quickly became unbelievable, and thus I just could not figure out what was the Black Tear all about. How could such a Black Tear be so engraved on the white marble of María? Then I considered that maybe the Black Sad Tear on the statue of Our Lady of Banneux was deliberately man-made, to portray the image of a Weeping Madonna. But then, why had I not seen the Black Tear the night before, and earlier in the morning, if this was a man made sculpted tear on the face of the statue of María? I wanted to wipe that tear away from my loving Sad Weeping María, and for a moment, I considered touching the Black Tear with my hands, to see if I could remove the Sad Tear from the Sad Weeping Madonna. Quickly however my Inner Little Voice ordered me to abstain from touching the Holy Image, touched by God, and this was also supported by my rational thinking, that rationalized that if somebody would only see me climbed on the statue, touching the Face of María, I would have been lynched on the spot, or even worse, put in jail! I was already in this most awkward position, climbed on the stone of the wall of the well of the Source of Water of María, with my head a few inches away from the Eyes of María, and I felt that I was more than intruding into forbidden Holy Sacred Land. Promptly I decided I had seen enough, and thus climbed down from the stones of the well, leaving the Image of María at what it was: a Weeping Madonna. As I edit this text, years after this Manifestation of María, I burst into Tears of Emotion as I recognize the awesome Miracle Gift that I received from the Blessed Virgin!

I sat down on the stone, close to the statue of the Weeping Madonna, and started to think, not about my present Experience with María, but rather about my past experiences without María. I thought about my sins of the past, and the sins that were still present in my life, and quickly I began to feel sad and very guilty for now I was seriously considering that the Sad Weeping Madonna was the Image of God with a Symbolic Message for my Soul, weeping for my own sins, including my ‘little sin’ of that early morning ‘adventurous breakfast’ (CW). Was the Weeping Madonna sad because of my sins? Or was the Sad Weeping Madonna crying because of the sins of the world? It was clear to me that the Black Tear was a Sad Tear and the overall Miracle Image of the Weeping Madonna was an evident Symbol of Grief made Manifest through the Blessed Mother of God. For another hour I remained in front of the Weeping Madonna, thinking about these things, feeling guilty and feeling sad that María was Sad with me and with the rest of the sinful world. I was very distraught and eventually I shed Tears of Sadness in front of my Sad Weeping María! After spending some time punishing myself with many guilty feelings, I eventually came back to my rational senses, with the conclusion that the Sad Tearful Image of the Blessed Virgin was no Miracle Weeping María, but rather a man-made painted image of a Weeping Madonna.

It was now about 9 am in the morning, and I figured out that the stores in the village would have opened their doors to the public, and thus I decided to walk out from the Sanctuary, towards the little town, a couple hundred meters away, to purchase souvenirs and literature on the Apparitions of Notre Dame de Banneux. The literature that I would buy would give me the historical facts of the Apparitions of 1933 to Saint Mariette, to make me realize, that like Saint Mariette, I was born on the day of the celebration of the Annunciation, the celebration depicted in the Icon of the Annunciation of Banneux, and that, like Saint Mariette, I had been born on the Apparition of Archangel Gabriel to the Blessed Virgin during the Immaculate Conception of the Lord! While paying the bills for my books at the store, I made a passing comment to the clerk, that I was very surprised that the statue of Notre Dame de Banneux was a Weeping Madonna. The clerk looked at me with strange eyes, and responded that she had not seen any Weeping Madonna on the image of Banneux, and knew nothing about such a Weeping Madonna of the statue of Banneux. I insisted to the clerk that the statue of Notre Dame of Banneux was a Weeping Madonna, but the clerk insisted there was no such thing, nor was there ever such a thing as a Weeping Madonna in the statue of Notre Dame of Banneux! The clerk had lived in Banneux for many years, and never saw or heard of any Weeping Madonna of Banneux. I reckoned that the clerk had heard enough of Notre Dame of Banneux, and was no longer interested in her own home town Image of María, and thus I did not pay further attention to what the clerk was telling me, that there was no Weeping Madonna, for surely I had seen minutes earlier the Weeping Madonna in the Image of Banneux; thus, quickly I ended the conversation on the Weeping Madonna with the clerk of the store. I did pay attention to the information given by the lady, that two hours away from Banneux was another Apparition site of the Blessed Virgin in Beauraing, and thus, right there and then, I decided to visit this Sanctuary of Beauraing (CW). Before leaving Banneux, my Inner Little Voice told me to walk back to the Statue of María, and say goodbye to my beautiful Weeping Madonna at the Source of Water of the Sanctuary of Banneux.

Soon I was again at the foot of the statue, and quickly, to my greatest bewilderment, I saw the wonder of another Miracle of Notre Dame de Banneux! Standing right in front of the Miraculous Statue of the Blessed Virgin of Banneux, I realized that the Black Sad Tear of the Sad Weeping Madonna had completely vanished from the Face of the Mother of God! Notre Dame de Banneux was no longer a Weeping Madonna, but rather the Impeccable White María, showing the lively lovely white pink color of the Love Compassionate María of my Heart! As I saw the White María with no Black Tear, a sudden Spiritual Physical Experience flooded my whole body and Soul, that was now in Connection with God, for again I was the witness to the unexplainable, the supernatural, the Divine Expression of a Miracle of the Blessed Virgin of God! As I realized that the Black Sad Tear of the Weeping Madonna had actually been a Manifestation of María, my emotions became further overwhelmed, and soon I was shedding Tears of Emotion of sadness and joy! I cried out loud Tears of Passion, in front of the Blessed Virgin of my Love, with my emotions overwhelmed in a spirit of sadness and joy. As I edit this text 5 years after this Miracle of María, I burst out again in Tears of Emotion, as I realize the Grace of God I had received from the Blessed Virgin, through the Miracle Icon of this Representative of God! The Spirit of María was come to me, breaking the Laws of Nature, to show me her Love with her Healing Power, to release me from my sins, with a Miracle of God! The Blessed Virgin had cried for me because She was sad for my sins; the Blessed Virgin was Manifest to me with a Miracle, to Change my Heart, to make me come back to my Innocent Pure Heart, into the Heart of Love of the Holy Spirit of God! The Blessed Virgin loved me so much, that to steer my Spirit away from sin, and back into the Truth of God, she broke the Laws of Nature, to give me a Message of God, for me, and to the world, through a Miracle Apparition of a Gift of God!

I remained standing still, in front of the Miracle Icon of the Blessed Virgin, for 1 hour, thinking about my life, in meditation with María, that I had to change my life, that I had to remove my last remaining 3 little sins, that interfered with my Spiritual Voyage to the Heart of God. I recognized that I had to free myself from all minor sins that still remained in my life, to be able to become a true Servant of God, so I could evangelize the Word of God. Since the Manifestation of the Tear I removed the 3 little sins of my life and never again did I sin with those little sins to become again a Child of God! It is remarkable that one single tear shown by the Virgin of the Poor eliminated the sins that interfered with my Spiritual Growth so I could transmit the Message of my Soul!

A few months after the Apparition of the Black Tear of Sadness, I took a picture of the statue of Notre Dame de Banneux. Two years after taking the first picture of the statue of my Lady of Banneux, I took another picture of the Lady of my Love, which when compared to my first picture, clearly shows my ‘Spiritual Growth’ over time, and my increasing love that I have found for the Love of my Lovely Lady of Banneux. The Mystical Picture is more than beautiful, because the Image of María is Made more Beautiful than the true image of the statue of Notre Dame de Banneux! Moreover, the Image of María is no longer ‘melancholic sad’, as shown in the first control picture, but is rather Happy Glad, as shown in the Increasing Smile and Happy Face of the Beautiful Lady of my Heart! Holy Blessed Mother of my Sweet Love, come unto me and show me the Loving Smile of the Lord God, that I see through your Miracle Image of Beautiful Love! As I edit today this text on august of the year 2015, almost 20 years have passed since the mystical experience with the Tear of Sadness and never again did I want to play with these 3 minor sins that I had in the past. Two years after this Mystic Experience I returned to the Sanctuary of Banneux and took another picture of Our Lady of Banneux; and hear here! quickly I Come! With another awesome Miracle of the Virgin, because again the Blessed Virgin wept Miracle Tears, but this time they were Tears of Light of Love that were a Gift of Love that I received from my Beautiful Lady with the Heart of Love (section 11B3).

The Tears of Light of Love of Our Lady of Banneux

Two years had passed since the Apparition of the Black Tear of Sadness made Manifest on the Miracle Statue of Notre Dame de Banneux (section 11B2). During those years I had grown much in the Holy Spirit for I had received many Blessings of Graces of my Lady and my Lord with many Miracles of God (section 10). During the religious celebration of the Ascension of Jesus I decided to visit again the Sanctuary of Banneux. It had been a wonderful weekend full of Manifestations of God and Miracle Pictures were Manifest with my Lady of Aachen that provide evidence of Miracles of God (CW). Lord Archangel Michael was Manifest to me in a Vision, with a smile and the blinking of an eye of the Miracle Statue that was acknowledged with Miracle Pictures with a Ring of Light of a Gift of God that provide evidence of the existence of God (section 11A1). Before leaving Banneux, and drive back home to the Netherlands, I was again next to the Miracle Statue of Notre Dame de Banneux, to take one special photo that I was still missing of the Beautiful Lady of my Heart. A few minutes earlier, I had taken 2 pictures of another Miracle Image of María that I had discovered at the Hospice of the Sanctuary, and I was still in a Trance State Passion from the Embrace of Love I had received from the Beautiful María (CW). Indeed, the Embrace of Love that I felt in my Heart, as I took the picture of this Image of María, made Manifest the awesome Miracle Picture of María the Beautiful. The second picture that I took that day is the awesome Miracle Picture of María the Beautiful with the Heart of Love.

That weekend of religious celebration, with much Mystic Meditation, I had not asked anything in my prayers to María, because I did not need any other thing except the Love of God with María the Beautiful. Here I was alone in the Sanctuary, in my Trance Passion State, in Love with María, and I began to pray in Love to María for something more than the Love of María that I was feeling in my Heart, for suddenly I felt the great need of a material beautiful picture of Notre Dame de Banneux. As I was preparing my camera, to take a picture of the Miraculous Statue of Our Lady of Banneux, I requested from the Holy Spirit of María to help me get a beautiful picture of María that would help portray her Beautiful Spirit of Light and Love. Alone I was, in front of the Image of María, and soon I started to talk aloud to the statue of María, praying to the Spirit of María, to give me the Grace of God of a Beautiful Picture of Notre Dame de Banneux. It was getting dark, but the sky had still a tint of a beautiful blue, and ‘Under the Influence’ of great passion for my Beautiful Model, at last I took a couple of pictures of my Lady of Banneux.

Soon after my Mystical Photo Session with the Spirit of María I drove back home and a few days later, after development of the pictures, I was wonderfully surprised by the awesome beauty of my pictures with the different Beautiful Miracle Images of María. The picture of María the Beautiful was remarkable, and so was the beautiful picture of Notre Dame de Banneux. The beautiful blue colors in the background of the picture, with all its intensities, from deep blue, turquoise blue, and white, showing the Symbolic Colors of the Holy Spirit, was a Spiritual Presence of María and my Angel in my Heart. Indeed, the awesome beautiful Image of María in the Miracle Picture was made Manifest more beautiful than the actual physical appearance of the Miraculous Statue of Banneux. Not only was the Image of María more beautiful than the physical appearance of the statue, but the Miracle Picture of the Blessed Virgin had come with another Manifestation of Love, with the Wonderful Miracle of a Gift of God!

Quickly my Soul became overwhelmed with a Spiritual Physical Experience when I recognized on the Miracle Icon the Apparition of a beautiful Tear of Light on the face of the Blessed Virgin! The Blessed Mother of my Love had thus more than answered my prayer request for a beautiful picture of María, during my Mystic Photo Session, with the Gift of a Materialization of a Tear of Light flowing down from the eye of the beautiful face of the Blessed Virgin! Indeed, a wonderful Tear of Light is flowing down from the rim of her right eye, into her upper cheekbone, on the pink color of the beautiful adorable face of my Love of María. Immediately I realized that this was no Tear of Sadness of a Weeping Madonna, but rather was the Miracle Manifestation of a Tear of Love made Manifest with the Light of God on the Miracle Image of the Blessed Virgin! My Heart was elated with the Spirit of Joy, knowing that the Spirit of María had materialized the Miracle of a Tear of Light to make Manifest for me her Message of Love!

During the Mystical Photo Session, in a Trance Passion with María, I had not seen any images of tears on the statue of María, because there were no tears on the Miraculous Statue of Banneux. It was through Grace of Revelation that I received this precious Gift from God of a Tear of Light of Love, through the Intercession of the Blessed Virgin! I wondered whether the Miracle Picture of the Tear of Love of María had been made Manifest by a direct Materialization of the Light of God, or by a Miraculous Reflection of Light from Love Brother Sun, made Manifest on the face of the statue of Our Lady of Banneux. Several months later, I went back to the Sanctuary, and I could not find any Tear of Light on the statue of Banneux. I am quite certain that the Tear of Light with the Love of María cannot be reproduced in a picture, even if the Manifestation was a perfect alignment of the sun with the statue, to produce the exact combination of shadows and light to Manifest the Tear of Love on the statue of Notre Dame de Banneux! Let the agnostic atheist scientists come to the Sanctuary, to take millions of pictures, to see if they can reproduce the 1 single Miracle Picture that I took during my Embrace of Love with the Spirit of the Blessed Virgin! If the Tear of Light with the Love of María were to be an actual reflection from the sun, this would not diminish the Miracle Manifestation, because the Tear of Light is the Will of God, moving my Spirit and my body, into the perfect position, to generate the Manifestation of the Tear of Light on the Lady of my Heart. God will use the Elements of Nature to Demonstrate a Manifestation of God. Still, I believe that the Tear of Light might be a Materialization of the Light of my Guardian Angel, that plays with the light of the world, to show me Light of God, so I can come closer to the Heart of God!

The Perfect Sized Tear of Light is flowing down into the cheek of María, from the Perfect Site of the eyelid of the eye of the statue of the Blessed Virgin! Moreover, the Tear of Light moves a Perfect Distance on the cheek of María, to end at the Perfect Site of the cheekbone, and with the Tear of Light ending as a Perfect Drop of a Tear, like a real Tear of Water of Love! Is the Tear of Light a reflection of the sun? What a Reflection of Light this would be if this Miracle Image was a Manifestation of Love Brother Sun! O Love Brother Sun, thank you so much for all the Gifts of Life and Love we receive through your Light with the Energy of the Holy Spirit of God! Might the Tear of Light be the Materialization of the Spirit of Light of my Guardian Angel? Might the Tear of Light be the Materialization of the Spirit of Light of the Blessed Virgin? O María Love of my Love with the Heart of Love! Come unto me with the Light of the Love of the Heart of God! Whatever might be the Nature of the Miracle, the Transparent White Tear of Love of María, is a Symbol of Love of María, made Manifest for my Love for María, like the many Tears of Love that I shed for the Love of María, the favorite Mother of God!

A few days after development of the picture, I decided to enlarge the photo of the Tear of Love of María, and place the big portrait in my bedroom, because this magnificent Manifestation of the Blessed Virgin was to me a most precious personal Gift of Love that I had to see materialized in a Miracle Portrait of my Love. I was thrilled in my Heart as I received the beautiful enlarged image of the Tear of Love of my Beautiful María. With the enlarged image on print I soon would realize that there was another Gift of María in the Miracle Image of the Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin! Indeed, another awesome Manifestation of God through the Intercession of María was yet to come, for I still had not realized the additional Miracle of María that was present as a Present in the Tears of Light with the Love of María in the Miracle Image of the Lady of my Love!

I had trouble placing the large photo of María into the frame of the portrait that I had bought for the image, because every time I closed the photo behind the frame of glass, particles of white dust would sneak into the picture, tainting the impeccable purity of the Image of María. Every time I placed the glass frame on the photo of María, little white dust particles would sneak in and settle upon the Image of María, and thus many times I had to open again the portrait and clean the glass and the photo from the intruding little white dust particles that settled on the Image of María. The little white dust could however not break my patience, for I was busy in the Business of Love with María, adoring the Pure Perfect Image of the Gift of María! During the 1 hour long struggle, against the intruding white dust, sneaking into the portrait of María, to test the Condition of my Heart, I became conscious to realize how much I had changed since María had entered into my life. Surely in other past stressful times, such an intruder of dust would have broken my patience, even to release a small curse, for very quickly I would have lost all my little patience that I had, to cope with the irritable issues of many stupid factors, always wasting my precious time (CW). Now I realize that the white dust that intruded into the portrait of María, was rather the Tiny Little Feathers of the Angel of my Love, that wanted me to see what I had yet not seen in the Miracle Image of María of my Love! I spent more than one hour kneeling on the carpet of my apartment, cleaning my picture of Love of María, with much Heart, again and then again, for I would not allow 1 single white particle of dust stain the Immaculate Purity of my Gift of María. Again and again, after closing the glass of the portrait, I opened the glass frame to clean the Image of María, under the influence of Love for María, happy in my Heart, like a little child, that I was, and still am, playing with one of my favorite gifts, a Gift of María with the Spirit of the Heart of Love!

After one hour, the battle against the white dust was eventually over, with not one single particle of dust left within the portrait that could interfere with the Impeccable Image of María, and thus I was done with the Masterpiece of the Miracle Picture of the Tear of Light with the Love of María of the Blessed Virgin of Banneux. I was still sitting on the floor of the carpet, kneeling in front of the Miracle Portrait with the Tears of Light of María, looking at the beautiful Miracle Image, when all of a sudden, I became emotionally overwhelmed with the Awesome Beauty of my Blue White María, realizing the Grace of God that I had received from the Holy Mother with the Tear of Light of the Blessed Virgin. Quickly I started to weep tears from the emotions, induced by the Passion of Love, in the Presence of the Heart of the Lady of my Heart! I burst out in Tears of Love that were quickly Manifest on my face, induced by the Tears of Love of the Blessed Virgin! While weeping profusely, still kneeling in front of the Miracle Image of the Tear of Light of the Blessed Virgin, I suddenly felt, with unusual strong intensity, the presence of a ‘big fat tear’ under the right side of my nose, right on top of my upper lip. The big fat tear next to my nose was to me very unusual and I was very surprised from where the tear was coming from, since I did not recall ever weeping tears from my nose. With my emotional intensity, in the passion of it all, I actually wondered if the large wet drop on my nose was blood rather than a tear, coming out from my nose, and thus I touched the fluid on my lip with my finger and looked at my finger through my tearful eyes, to establish the nature of my Tear of Love. Indeed, this was no blood, but a Tear of Love, that I had shed from my nose, in my Passion for the Love of María, for the Miracle Gift of her Tears of Love! As I was examining my tear of the nose I also felt the presence of a notable tear below my mouth, flowing down into my chin. I was confused by this strange ‘pattern of tears’ on these strange places on my face that I was weeping in Love for the Love Image of the Blessed Virgin. Still on the floor, kneeling above the Miracle Image of the Tears of Light with the Love of María, while assessing my complex weeping situation, I looked below at the Image of María, and right there, and only then, I realized that the Blessed Virgin had also this ‘Big Fat Tear’ below her right nose, flowing down into the upper lip of the Blessed Virgin. I had not seen, or realized earlier, that the Big Fat Drop of Light flowing down from the nose on the upper lip of María was also a Tear of Love, and thus this Big Fat Tear of Love was also part of the Miracle Manifestation of María of my Love! My own Big Fat Tear, that I had shed for María, had made me discover the Big Fat Tear of Light on the Lip of María, which had been Manifest by María! Moreover, my own tear flowing beneath my mouth, on my chin, was also Manifest in the Miracle Picture of the Tears of Light with the Love of María! Quickly I realized that María and I had the exact same Pattern of Tears made Manifest for the same Cause of Love of the Holy Spirit! I must state this here again: without having realized the other Tears of Light on the Miracle Picture of María, I had shed the same Pattern of Tears as the Pattern of Tears that had been Manifest by the Blessed Virgin a few days earlier to discover the full Miracle of God! It was only through my own Pattern of Tears that I had come to discover the full Miracle of the Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin! God had Made me Weep the Tears of Love from my nose and from my mouth, so that I could recognize the Full Miracle of the Gift of my Blessed Virgin! As I recognized the full Apparition of the Tears of María I burst out again with another round of Tears, this time in Heavenly Joy, for I knew, right there, that I was living a magnificent Miracle Manifestation of the Presence of God! Indeed, I cannot hold back my Tears of Love as I write this Mystical Experience with the Blessed Virgin of my Love! My Tears of Passion for the Love of María had made me realize that the Tear Drop of Light on the Lip of María was perhaps the most significant Tear of Light from the overall Manifestation of the Miracle Picture of the Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin! And as I edit this text, a few years after the Miracle with María, I recognize that the Little Dust Particles that Were Sneaked into the Portrait of María, were indeed tiny little White Feathers of the Angels of God, that prepared my Spirit, to prime my Heart, to sensitize my Soul, to give me all the time that I needed to recognize the other Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin! Sweet Beloved Holy Love Mother of my Heart, how much I love You!

God within me Had Made Me shed Tears of Love from my nose, and from my mouth, so that I could further see and discover the extraordinary Manifestation of God in the full Apparition of the Tears of Light with the Love of María of my Heart! Having recovered a little from my Trance Passion Ecstasy, still on my knees, in front of the Image of María, I went down on the Image of my Love, to kiss with a Big Noisy Kiss the Tears of Love of the eyes and lips of María! This was something I had planned and wanted to do for quite some time! My lips would no longer ‘ruin’ the paper print of the Miracle Picture, for now I had the glass protecting the Tears of Love of María. Now I could give as many Kisses of Love that I want I want I want, to my Miracle Image with the Gift of María! As I kissed the lips of María with the Tears of Love, the Consolatrix Afflictorum was Come into my Spirit, with a Spiritual Physical Experience, and Consoled my affliction with the Heart of her Spiritual Love! Soon I recovered from this wonderful Embrace of Love with the Holy Spirit of God that was Manifest within me, through my body, giving me the same Pattern of Tears as the Miracle Picture, so that I could finally fully comprehend the Miracle Apparition of the Tears of Love made Manifest through Notre Dame de Banneux!

Destiny of the present had been written in the past for the future, or in the future for the past to give a gift in the present to establish Presence of God (CW). I had shed Tears of Love for María, in the same Pattern of Tears as María, the same Tears of Love that the Blessed Mother had given me in the past, as an Expression of Love, for an Act of Love, that was Manifest in the future! The Love I gave to María gave me Love from María! This was the Message of Our Lady of Banneux during her Apparitions in 1933: ‘Believe in Me and I shall believe in you’! I have this awesome most precious Gift of God in the material Miracle Picture of the Tears of Light of Love of María that I can always kiss with a Passion of Love, whenever I need Love, and to express my Love for my beLoved Blessed Virgin!

Angel of my Tears, come into my Spirit, that I may feel the Consolation of God. Angel of my Pain, come into my Spirit, that I may feel the Pleasure of God. Holy Spirit of my Love, God Abba Ama, Mother and Father: come into my Heart, come into my Soul, come into my Spirit: fill my Spirit with the Spirit of Love! I love you with All my Heart, I want You within my Soul, I need that You Love my Spirit with the Love of Your Holy Spirit! God of my Love, I love you with All my Heart! Blessed Mother of my Love, I love you forever with All my Heart!
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