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Mystic Experiences in the Sanctuary of Lourdes

The Miracle of the Flowers of Saint Bernadette
Manifestations of Light of María the Beautiful
The Miracle of the Flowers of Saint Bernadette

The Apparitions of the Blessed Virgin to Saint Bernadette in the French village of Lourdes is one of the most exciting stories in the history of the human species. This is a time when the Light of God came down to Earth to show Miracles of God and provide evidence of the existence of God. The Apparitions of Light of the Blessed Virgin at Lourdes is the modern version of the Burning Bush of Prophet Moses, to establish the Covenant of God with the human species. In 1858, the Holy Spirit was Manifest to 14 year old Bernadette Soubirous, during 17 Apparitions of a Lady of Light in the Grotto of Masabielle. Bernadette was the Messenger of God that was born with the Grace of God to see the Light of God and receive the Message of the Blessed Virgin. The Miracles of Our Lady of Lourdes are legendary, known throughout the world, and several books would be required to describe the thousands of Miracles of God that are ascribed to the Sanctuary of Lourdes. Saint Bernadette had asked the Lady of Light, throughout the Apparitions, to reveal her identity, and during one of the last Apparitions, the Lady of Light revealed that she was: ‘I am and I was the Immaculate Conception’. This Revelation of God to Saint Bernadette, that the beautiful Lady of Light was the Immaculate Conception, happened on the 25th of March, on the celebration of the Annunciation of Lord Archangel Gabriel to the Blessed Virgin, announcing the Immaculate Conception of the Lord! This is a Causality of Synchronicity made Manifest by the Angel of God. This day happens to be my birthday, and the day that I was Visited by the Angel with the Ring of Light of the Messenger of God. The 25th of March is perhaps the most important date in the life of Saint Bernadette, and my life is linked to Saint Bernadette in this ‘destiny is written’ with an extraordinary Manifestation of God. Indeed, one of the most remarkable Mystical Experiences of my life, is a Miracle of God that was Manifest through the Intercession of Saint Bernadette, during my spiritual preparation to visit Saint Bernadette at Lourdes, to celebrate my birthday on the 25th of March of 1999, with the Annunciation of the Angel and the Blessed Virgin. Much I would love Saint Bernadette, and much was I loved by Saint Bernadette, as shown by the many Gifts of Love that I would receive from Saint Bernadette of my Heart! Saint Bernadette was the first love for a woman mate that I wanted and had predicted in my life, before Saint Therese appeared in my life, as indicated in my first choice of Woman Love in my wish list, I had written several years earlier in ‘the successful failure of the singles ad’. Saint Therese was my first Soul mate of Love and Saint Bernadette is another Soul mate of my Love, in the women of my life, for this was the Choice of Love. Saint Bernadette was made a great Love in my life, after the Tears of Love that I shed for Saint Bernadette for the Miraculous Gift of the Love Flowers that I received from Saint Bernadette, my Lovely Little Flower with the Word of God.

In 1998 I had visited several Sanctuaries of María, in Belgium, Germany, and France, and now was the time to visit the famous Sanctuary of Lourdes. My birthday on the 25th of March of 1999, with the Annunciation to María, was coming up, and I thought that there was no better place to celebrate this event than in the Sanctuary of Lourdes. Indeed, soon I would celebrate my birthday, with the Annunciation of Archangel Gabriel to the Blessed Virgin, together with Saint Bernadette, at the Apparition site of her Visions, on the anniversary of the Revelation of God to Saint Bernadette of the Apparition of Light of the ‘Immaculate Conception’. I worked out this Synchronicity of God, to be at the perfect time, at the perfect place, with the Perfect Spirits, to celebrate my birthday, and the Immaculate Conception of the Blessed Virgin, with Jesus, and with Saint Bernadette in the great Sanctuary of Lourdes!

During the month of March I prepared myself spiritually for my important pilgrimage to Lourdes, and over a few of weeks, I read all the literature that I could find, in Dutch and even in my poor French, regarding the Apparitions of Our Lady of Lourdes, and the life of Saint Bernadette. My first book that I purchased on the Apparitions of Lourdes had a picture of Saint Bernadette, that I cut out from the book and placed this image in a portrait that soon would become a material target of Manifestations of God. The portrait of Saint Bernadette stood on a bookcase, in my living room, surrounded by other toys and relics of God that I displayed in this important corner of my apartment. These toys would become the target of a magnificent Kinetic Manifestation of God with the portrait of Saint Bernadette. On the wooden shelf hanging on the wall are pictures of my mother and family, and behind the last picture of my parents, is a vase containing artificial flowers, which became the target of a remarkable Kinetic Manifestation, because these Flowers were Moved from their place by the Angels of God! This Miracle Picture shows another Manifestation of Light of the Holy Spirit with the portrait of Saint Bernadette. I do not have any rational explanation for the Apparition of the Circumscribed Mystic Light that seems to me the Materialization of the Light of a Spiritual Angel.

During the month of March, as I prepared myself spiritually to visit Bernadette in Lourdes, the Spirit of Bernadette seemed to be constantly knocking at the door of my Soul, with Expressions of Presence of the Spiritual World. During one full week before my departure to Lourdes, I took this portrait of Saint Bernadette with me into my bed, to sleep every night, using the Miracle Portrait as my ‘Teddy-Bear of Love’, because I wanted to love, and absorb the Spirit of Love of Saint Bernadette, before my pilgrimage to Lourdes, to visit the new Saint of my Heart (299). I had already used as Teddy-bears my Miracle Icon of Sleeping Jesus, my Miracle Medal of María, and Miracle Pictures of Saint Therese, to soothe my Spirit from the stresses of life, with the Soothing Spirits of these Representatives of God. Holding the Miracle Portrait of Saint Bernadette close to me, both physically and mentally, I would meditate with Saint Bernadette, pray to Saint Bernadette, learn to Love her Spirit, and Call upon her Spirit, as I had learned to Love the Spirit of Saint Therese. Each night, and for 6 days in a row, I took the Miracle Picture of Saint Bernadette with me to bed, to sleep with me, and would look at her image and think and love Saint Bernadette, to stimulate my contact with her Spirit through the Spirit of my Heart of Love. I wanted to fall in Love with Love Saint Bernadette and love Saint Bernadette with all the Love of my Heart.

The very last night before my departure to Lourdes, my Inner Little Self told me to place the Miracle Portrait of Saint Bernadette back in the living room, on the cabinet, where it belonged, and thus I followed the suggestion of my Inner Little Spirit influenced by the Angel of my Love. During the 6 days that I had loved the Spirit of Saint Bernadette with the Miracle Portrait in my bed, my rational mind had not seen a Miracle, and thus I began to doubt whether Saint Bernadette would come unto me, and show me her Spirit, through some Manifestation of God. Six days had passed with my mind concentrated on the love of Saint Bernadette, but no Miracle was Manifest to my sight through the Intercession of Saint Bernadette. I felt that I had not reached the same level of Spirit Love with Saint Bernadette as I had reached with Saint Therese and the Blessed Virgin. That night I took to bed a Miracle Picture of Saint Thérèse, and my Miraculous Medal of María, to use as my Teddy-Bears, for a good night sleep, for I was nervous due to my airplane flight next morning to Lourdes, and thought I should play safe the last night, by seeking solace in Miracle Icons that had already given me Miracles of God. I thus returned the portrait of Saint Bernadette to its original location, on the cabinet, and took with me to bed these other Icons of God. This all seems to be a little crazy, or maybe very crazy, but soon the lector will realize that this child-like behavior brought forth a great Miracle of God, and that my Inner Little Self was taking the Perfect Decision in Absolute Harmony with Saint Bernadette and the Holy Spirit of the Angel of Love! That same night, my rational mind would realize how wrong my rational mind had been, in thinking that I had not reached, with my Call of Love, the Spirit of Love of Love Saint Bernadette. Soon I would realize that it was my Guardian Angel Within, my Inner Little Voice, my Inner Little Self, telling me that I should place the Miracle Portrait of Saint Bernadette back in the living room, so that I may see the magnificent Miracle of God that was Manifest that night, with Love Saint Bernadette of my Heart! Quickly was Come to my Spirit the Spirit of Saint Bernadette, with an awesome Miracle of God!

During the night, before taking the morning airplane to Lourdes, I was suddenly awakened, in the middle of the night, by what appeared to be a severe weird attack of asthma! As I quickly regained my consciousness from my sleep because of the lack of oxygen, I realized that I could not breath, and sitting upright in my bed, I was choking to death, gasping to breathe some air that was missing in my body! Some strange ‘Spiritual Force’ had closed my throat, to obstruct my breathing, and either the lack of oxygen in my brain woke me up, or my Guardian Angel woke me up, to deal with this weird life threatening situation! I gasped and struggled to regain my air, my composure, and maybe even my color, for I really felt in my body the lack of the life giving oxygen. I had never before in my life suffered an asthma attack in my wakeful conscious life, nor in my unconscious sleep, and I was distressed and alarmed about this surprising lack of oxygen situation. Quickly I was more than wide awake, sitting up right in my bed, struggling to breath, to recover my breath, as I wondered what was this weird physical asthma madness all about.

Slowly I recovered my breath, and my health, and soon I began to realize that my distress was not so bad after all, since my weird experience with the asthma attack had awakened me up from my sleep to allow me to remember a Wonderful Dream that I had with a Miracle Light! I do not remember any details of the Dream with the Light, but I had been exposed to a Bright Light, with a beautiful Woman of Light, like an Angel of the Lord! The Spirit of God was come to Visit my Spirit in my Dream with the Light of a Spirit, as I had prayed so many times before! I also was able to remember a wonderful beautiful music, that seemed like the Sound of Heaven with Angels of God! I almost never in my life have listened to music in my dreams, and that night, I heard, in particular, 2 sounds of Church Bells, while I saw right above, and surrounding me, the beautiful Light of an Angel! A few hours later, once I was in the Sanctuary of Lourdes, I listened to the same sound of church bells that I recognized as the Sound of Bells in my Dream with the Light, and that seemed to anticipate my experience in this Sanctuary of Saint Bernadette and the Blessed Virgin.

During a few minutes, while I fully regained my breath to normalcy, I remembered the Dream with the Light, but soon I went back to sleep, since next morning I had to catch a plane to Lourdes. It was only early next morning, that I would comprehend the full significance of my asthma attack, to realize that the Angel that had come to wake me up from my asthma attack, was no other than the Angel of Saint Bernadette of my Heart! The Spirit of the Light that was Come to me in the night, was maybe no other than the Spirit of Love Saint Bernadette of my Heart! Saint Bernadette suffered from asthma all her life, and would eventually die from such an asthma attack when she was 35 years old, and thus, what other Spirit, but the Spirit of Saint Bernadette, would Come into my Dream, to establish a Spiritual Presence with such a Sign of God? Verily, it was Bernadette of my Love, that was Come to visit my Spirit in my Dream, with the Light of the Spirit, waking me up with an asthma attack, like the ones she had suffered all her life, so that I could recognize that this was the Spirit of Saint Bernadette that was Come to give me the Gift of her Love! Indeed, quickly I come with the Miracle Gift of Love that was Materialized by Saint Bernadette, to provide evidence of the existence of God!

Next morning, I was awakened by my alarm clock, and before rising up, I meditated in bed for a brief moment, about my weird choking asthma experience and the Dream with the Light and the Sounds of the Bells with the Angels of God. Soon I was up and running, to prepare for my trip to Lourdes, and as I walked into the living room, the first thing I see, is Saint Bernadette, showing me a Miracle Gift of her Love! Saint Bernadette was holding Red Flowers of Love in her hands, that Love Saint Bernadette was extending to me, as a Gift of her Love! There is no better way to describe this Mystic Experience of what I felt in my Heart, and what I saw with my eyes, because Saint Bernadette was holding a Bouquet of Red Flowers in her hands, that she was extending to me, as the most precious Gift of Flowers that I will ever receive in my entire life with Love! As I came out from my bedroom, and reached the middle of the living room, I saw in front of me, the Miracle Image of Saint Bernadette, holding a Bouquet of Red Flowers in her closed hands, while looking at me, straight into my Heart! My Soul was immersed in the Spiritual Physical Experience as my Spirit realized that this was the Spirit of Saint Bernadette that was come to me with a Gift of God, with her Flowers of Love, to show me her Miracle of Love! As I edit this text herein, I shed some Tears of Emotion, as I remember this Encounter of Love with Saint Bernadette of my Heart!

After recovering from this Spiritual Encounter with Saint Bernadette, my rational mind, without understanding what was at hand, was quickly brought into action, to analyze the Miracle of the Materialization of the Red Flowers on the hands of the Image of Saint Bernadette. The Bouquet of Flowers was Manifest on the bookcase, in front of the Miracle Portrait of Saint Bernadette, and the Red Flowers were placed by the Spirit in such a position, that Saint Bernadette was holding the Bouquet of Flowers in her own hands, reaching the Miracle Flowers out to me, as a Gift of her Love. The picture shows how the flowers were placed on the hands of Saint Bernadette. On the floor, right next to the cabinet with the Miracle Portrait, and the Flowers of Saint Bernadette, was the vase with the artificial flowers, that was normally standing on the shelf of the wall, right above the cabinet holding the Miracle Portrait of Saint Bernadette. This vase with artificial flowers always stood on this shelf for over 6 years, since the time I had moved into my apartment, as shown in the picture. The vase with flowers on the floor had all the flowers inside the vase, in its original position, except for the Bouquet of Red Flowers, which had Been Taken Out by the Spiritual Angel, to be Placed in the Perfect Position, as shown in the picture, on the hands of my Saint Bernadette of my Love! The Miracle Flowers had been Touched by the Hands of God that Took the Flowers out of the vase to Present them to my eyes on the hands of my beautiful Love Saint Bernadette! This was the Spirit of Sainte Bernadette, or my Loving Guardian Angel, that was Manifest with the Holy Spirit of God!

As I stood in the middle of the living room, looking in astonishment at the Gift Materialization of the Red Flowers on the hands of Saint Bernadette, I quickly understood that Saint Bernadette was giving me a Bouquet of Red Flowers of Love! The 2 family portraits that were in front of the vase of flowers, up on the shelf, had both fallen on the floor, and later I rationalized that the sound they had made, as they crashed landed on the floor, must have been the Wonder Sound of the 2 Bells that I heard during my Dream with the Light with Saint Bernadette! I had seen in my Dream with the Spirit the Light of an Angel of God, and I had heard the Sound of Heaven in the Church Bells of God, for the Angel of God was Come into the Sanctuary of my apartment, to show me through Saint Bernadette of my Love, the Miracle of the Love of God!

In addition, I soon realized that the asthma attack, that had awakened me up in the late night, was surely related to the Spiritual Presence of Saint Bernadette! Indeed, Saint Bernadette had suffered severe asthma attacks all of her life, and one such asthma attack, would bring Saint Bernadette into Heaven. As I stood in my living room, looking at the whole Miracle Scene, with the Flowers of Love held with the hands of Saint Bernadette, I slowly began to understand the significance of this Miracle Manifestation with the Flowers of Saint Bernadette of my Love. The Holy Spirit was Incarnate in my body and Soul to produce me the asthma attack, that Saint Bernadette suffered, to wake me up so I could recognize the Dream with the Light, hear the Sound of the Church Bells, as the Spirit of Saint Bernadette took out the Red Flowers from the vase with flowers and placed the Bouquet of Flowers on the Image of Love Saint Bernadette! This was the way I could now perfectly understand that this was the Spirit of Saint Bernadette that was Come to Visit my Spirit, breaking the laws of Nature with a Miracle, to show me her Spirit of Love! I had searched for the Love of Saint Bernadette all week long, with the Miracle Portrait, as my Teddy-bear of Love, and finally, the Love was Manifest with this Miracle of God, with the same Miracle Portrait of Love Bernadette! Saint Bernadette was Come unto me in the Spirit, to show me her Love a few hours before leaving for Lourdes to visit her ‘Person’, to seek and find Manifestations of God!

It was only a little later that I realized that the Sound of Bells in my Dream with the Light might have been the noise of the two portraits landing on the floor during the Kinetic Manifestation of the Miracle Flowers of Saint Bernadette. Considering the fact that the two portraits were in front of the vase of flowers, holding the flowers against the wall, it must have taken quite some ‘Kinetic Energy’ to bring down the vase of flowers from the shelf, bringing down the 2 metal portraits, that were standing with their own weight and leaning against the vase with flowers, with the Flower Power of my Love! I always slept with all the windows of my apartment closed, to avoid the loud noise from the streets, and there were no winds, or any other force, except the Spiritual Force that can account for the Kinetic Manifestation that brought down the Vase of Flowers with the 2 metal and glass portraits, to show me this Miracle of God! Only a hurricane inside my apartment, with open windows, might have had the sufficient force that was applied on the vase to bring down the flowers and the two portraits by the Spiritual Angel of my Love! This Kinetic Moving Force was very strong, but also absolutely delicate, and accurate, because only the 1 single Bouquet of Red Flowers, with the Symbolic Color of Love, from the bunch of the many other different flowers, were ‘Taken Out’ from the vase of flowers, and this Bouquet of Flowers was Placed in the Perfect Position, on the hands of Love Saint Bernadette of my Love!

Indeed, there were 13 flowers in the vase of artificial flowers, with different shades of colors of yellow, white, blue, green, pink, orange and red. It is no casualty, but a Causality of God, that from the many different flowers with the different colors that were in the vase, it was the Red Bouquet of Flowers that was chosen by Love Saint Bernadette to be taken out from the vase with 13 different flowers, since red is the Symbolic Color of Love! Indeed, a few weeks later, after returning home from my awesome Mystical Experience pilgrimage to Lourdes, I would receive another Miracle Gift of Love from Saint Bernadette, with the Materialization of Red Flowers of Light, made Manifest in a Miracle Picture by Saint Bernadette, on another Image of Love Saint Bernadette! The Materialization of the Red Flowers of Light, made Manifest in a Miracle Picture with Saint Bernadette, is the supporting material evidence of this awesome Spiritual Miracle of this Saint of God!

This awesome Kinetic Manifestation is a type of Miracle Demonstration of God were you loose any remaining doubts that you may still have about the existence of God. This is no Vision in the mind, no strong imagination, nor a feeling of Ecstasy in the body, mediated by the mind; this is a Material Movement of a material thing that is Moved by Angels, or the Spirit Energy of another Dimension, which we call God! This was not the last time that I would encounter such a Kinetic Manifestation of a material thing that was moved about, for this Manifestation I would have again and even see in front of my eyes, as I wondered on these Wonders of God. This was however a very special Miracle Manifestation, since this was my first Kinetic Manifestation that came along with a Dream with the Light of God, in the context of a Manifestation of the Spirit of Saint Bernadette with my choking asthma attack. The Holy Spirit within me, or the Spirit of Saint Bernadette made Manifest like the Angel of my Love, had closed my throat, to give me her own asthma attack, and wake me up, so that I could remember the Dream with the Light, and Hear the Sound of the Bells of God, while I was Visited by the Spirit of Saint Bernadette, that came to me to take out her Red Flowers of Love, to place them for me in her praying hands full of Love, to show me she Loved me, as I wanted to love Saint Bernadette of my Heart! Red is the Symbolic Color of Love, and thus red were the Red Flowers of Love that were chosen by Saint Bernadette of my Heart to give me as a Gift of her Love!

I was not done with Love Saint Bernadette, and Love Saint Bernadette was not done with me, for there still was to come a final Miracle Picture of a Rose of Light that acknowledges all that which is written herein, about my Spiritual Interaction of Love with Love Saint Bernadette of my Heart! Saint Bernadette of my Love came quickly to my assistance, to provide additional further material evidence to the personal Kinetic Manifestations that had been for my eyes only, with the Miracle of one additional Apparition of Light, so that others may see Light with the Spirit, in the Gift of the Flowers of the Saint of my Love!

There was one beautiful picture of Beautiful Saint Bernadette in the book of pictures of Saint Bernadette, that I had brought from Lourdes, and I decided to put this beautiful image in a portrait to display in my living room. I took a picture of this black and white picture of Saint Bernadette, and through the Spirit Forces, ascribed to the Light of God, after development of the pictures, I realized that Saint Bernadette had given me, one more time, the Miracle Gift of a Red Flower of Light, with the Symbolic Color of Love, to show me the Gift of her Love! Indeed, the Miracle Picture shows Saint Bernadette of my Love, with a Bouquet of Flowers of Red Light, or maybe one big Red Ghost Flower, made Manifest on the hands of Saint Bernadette of my Love. In the original black and white picture, Saint Bernadette is holding for me a Red Flower of Light in her hands, that was given by Grace of Revelation, as a Miracle Picture with the Light of God, for the Cause of Love in the Name of God! This is to me one of my dearest Miracle Pictures that I have in my collection of Miracle Pictures that show Miracles of God! And as I edit this text I state, with a little tear in my eye: la adoro totalmente, which means in Spanish: I totally adore Love Bernadette!

The black and white picture was Made a Colored Miracle Picture with the Light of the Angel of God! Red is the Symbolic Color of Love and Red were the Miracle Flowers I had received during the Kinetic Manifestation of God, and thus Red was Manifest in the Spirit of Light in the Flowers of Light that are shown in the beautiful hands of Love Saint Bernadette of my Love! It is again the Holy Spirit of God, my Guardian Angel of my Love, the Angel of Saint Bernadette of my Love, that was Come from Heaven, to Materialize the Light of the Holy Spirit, between the lenses of my camera and Saint Bernadette, to Manifest the Apparition of the Red Flowers of Light, to give me the Gift of God of this awesome Symbol of Love!

I received so much Love from Saint Bernadette of my Love that she inspired me to compose, in a matter of seconds, a little Poem of Love, that is a sweet lullaby song, for my Sweet Little Flower, my Love Saint Bernadette of my Heart of Love:

Lovely Little Flower brought a Lovely Little Flower for my Lovely Little Flower was the Word of God,
I Love my Little Flower of my Lovely Little Flower for my Lovely Little Flower is a Miracle of God.

Manifestations of Light of María the Beautiful

It was Good Friday, with the Crucifixion of Jesus, and I was celebrating the week of Eastern in the Sanctuary of Lourdes, and I had a wonderful day, full with Mystic Experiences with God. It was a beautiful night in the Sanctuary, and I had participated, with thousands of other pilgrims, in the famous ‘Candle Procession’, praying the Mystical Words of the Ave María. After being exposed to the Ave María with the light of thousands of candles for almost two hours, I was in a Trance Passion State, as many other pilgrims, in Mystic Communion with the Holy Spirit and the Blessed Virgin. After the candle procession was over, I spent two more hours walking around in the Sanctuary, holding my large candle with light, seeking more Matters with the Light.

The celebration of the Passion of Jesus was almost over, and I had come to the candle station, to leave my procession candle to burn out its light over the night, next to the Cave of the Apparitions of María. As I was enjoying the view of the light of my burning candle, I soon found the Material Symbol of the Presence of the Love of God! On the iron back surface of the candle station I soon saw the melting wax of the Candles for María making Manifest the image of a Heart of Love right next to the image of a Gestalt of María. Love was in the Air at this mystical place and perfect time in the candle station of Love of María. Indeed, quickly I was surprised to see, right next to me, one of the most beautiful human ‘Angels’ that I had ever seen in my entire life!

My Heart fell in Love, right there, as I saw her standing there, for she was just seventeen, and you know what I mean, right next to me, this beautiful ‘Angel’ of flesh and blood! The material Angel of flesh and blood was a most beautiful blond blue-eyed girl, about 17 years of age, with a perfect face and innocent purity, that in an instant, had lighted up my Inner Fire with the Spirit of Love! Beauty Angel Girl was suddenly next to me, attending her own procession candle, in the candle station of love. As I saw the Heavenly Creature, my Heart started beating loud and strong, in joy and in anxiety of pain, for I knew that I could not have this flesh and blood Angel Beauty that soon would vanish into the memories of my Heart. Since my love at first sight called ‘Sweet American Dream’, and ‘Little Angel Girl’, I had never again fallen in love at first sight so quickly, with such a Beauty of God. In one second, I had literally fallen madly in love, with the one that I shall call herein ‘Lovely Lolita’.

The many minutes that I had Lovely Lolita standing right next to me seemed like an Eternity in Heaven, since now my Trance-like State with María was attended by this ‘Apparition’ that was a ‘Vision’ of a real life encounter with a flesh ‘Angel Incarnation’ of God. My flesh and blood Soul could not desire in my Heart any more perfect physical beauty in the woman that I had searched all of my life. This was the most gorgeous pretty young woman, in her prime beauty, that was not only physically beautiful, but also Spiritually Beautiful, for she had the Purity of Heart, with a Spiritual Soul, that irradiated out of her Countenance of Beauty, that was praying with the light of María, in search of the Love of God! We stood together at the candle station alone, for several minutes, and soon thereafter Lovely Lolita and her family were done attending their candles, while I was with mine, and thus we walked towards the Cave of Apparitions, with the Image of the Blessed Virgin. It was late, almost closing time of the Sanctuary, and Lovely Lolita and her family were at the Source of Water, filling their containers with the Holy Water of the Grotto of Lourdes. As my Heart was Dreaming with Lovely Lolita, I suddenly heard my Inner Little Angel, telling me to let go of Lovely Lolita, and walk into the Cave of the Apparitions. I did not understand why Inner Little Voice was telling me to go into the Cave of María once again, for I had been inside the Grotto many times, and it was late, and furthermore, I still was not done enjoying my beautiful Lovely Lolita! There was nothing I could do about Lovely Lolita, but only admire her adorable beautiful presence, from a gentleman’s distance, and dream with her beautiful angelic countenance, without her noticing my admiration for my flesh and blood Beauty. Lovely Lolita did not catch me in the act of ‘spying’ on her, as I ‘lusted’ for the Love of her Heart! Little Inner Voice in my Heart got intense and further insisted that I should move into the Cave of Apparitions. Soon I thus decided to leave my earthly ‘Angel’, and obey the Orders of my Personal Angel to enter the Cave of the Apparitions of the Blessed Virgin. It was tough to depart from Lovely Lolita, but quickly I was inside the Cave of Apparitions, sitting in a bench, minding my new business, in other Matters of the Heart. Twice I would see again my Lovely Lolita in the Sanctuary during the following 3 days of my pilgrim stay at Lourdes. Lovely Lolita was another brief encounter of a big ‘love at first sight’, with these earthly angelic creatures, that I miss so very much.

It was now 11:45 pm, almost midnight, with closing time at 12 pm, and I was sitting in the bench inside the Cave of Apparitions, meditating and watching the last pilgrims pay their respects to the Miracle Image of the Immaculate Conception. My Inner Little Voice had brought me into the Cave of Apparitions for some good reason, and quickly I was made to see this reason, just a few meters away from me, in the ground of the cave, when I saw this attractive Red Heart of Light, that immediately captured my Heart, still searching for the Heart of the Blessed Virgin! I grabbed Little Red Petal from the floor with one hand, and carefully placed the Red Rose Petal on the palm of my other hand, protecting my Gift of María with all of my fingers, as if this Little Material Object was the ultimate Incarnation of the Spirit of Love. I returned to the bench of the Grotto and sat down with my Gift of Love, and to examine my Rose Petal of Love I lighted up my candle that I still had from the candle procession. Then and there, I saw another Miracle of María, as I watched in awe the Gestalt of María in the Light made Manifest on the Red Rose Petal of María. The awesome Apparition of the Gestalt of Light on the Red Rose Petal of María was a personal Manifestation of María, but the Spirit did want to show some evidence of the Vision, since a few pictures do show the Gestalt of Light of María on the Petal of María.

The Gestalt of María is shown highlighted in red color on the red background of the Petal of María. The Image of the Gestalt has similar features as my own statue of Notre Dame de Lourdes, which I had bought in the town of Lourdes before having seen the developed pictures of the Red Rose Petal of María. I did not get on print the Miracle Image of the Yellow Light of María that I had seen right after the Materialization of Red Rose Petal, but the image provides evidence that I could see the Person of Light on the Rose Petal in my Trance Passion State during the celebration of the Passion of the Lord. Once I was back home, I took a few more pictures of my Miracle Relic that shows a Tiny Little Heart within a larger Heart, and within this Tiny Black Heart is Manifest a Light, through Grace of Revelation, for I did not see neither the Light nor the Heart as I took this Miracle Picture of my little Red Rose Petal. Several weeks after the Mystical Experience, when little Red Rose Petal had dried out, I took a couple of pictures of the Rose Petal that I had placed inside a case which I had bought in Lourdes, which had the image of the Blessed Virgin and Saint Bernadette in their classical portrayal of the Apparitions of Lourdes. The Miracle Picture shows the Red Rose Petal inside the case, and on the cover was Manifest the Image of María with Saint Bernadette with the Mystic Light of the Apparition of God. A Face of Light is Manifest on the veil on the back of the head of Saint Bernadette, to establish that Saint Bernadette is the Messenger of God that shows Presence of the Lord.

Above the Cave of Appairions I had another Manifestation of Light with Saint Bernadette or the Blessed Virgin. A close-up scan of a Miracle Picture shows that a Red Spiritual Light seems to be Manifest as a ‘Person in a Robe’, standing on the terrace of the Basilica. No such Ghost of Light is present on this same location of the Basilica, as shown in the control picture that I took a few seconds after taking the first Miracle Picture. The control picture has all the features as the Miracle Picture, except that it lacks the Red Mystical Light of the Red Spirit Ghost Person in the Robe of Light. The Robe of Light with a Veil of Light shows the classic pattern of the robe and long veil that Bernadette used on her head, as shown in pictures of this Saint of God. Moreover, the Person of Red Mystical Light has the same color as the Red Flower of Light that was made Manifest in the Miracle Pictures with Saint Bernadette in her Gift of Love. There are many other Miracle Pictures that were Manifest during my pilgrimage to the Sanctuary of Lourdes. Indeed, maybe my most remarkable Miracle Picture with the Light of Jesus was taken during my pilgrimage to Lourdes.


Near Lourdes I found a Sanctuary of the Virgin of Guadalupe where I had a Mystic Experience with the Angel of the Lord. Quickly I was confronted with the image of a Black Madonna, holding the Child Jesus, that stood in the main altar, and this was the Miracle Icon of Guadalupe. A Miracle Picture shows a Manifestation of Light with the Miracle Image of Guadalupe, when the Angel of my Love moved my Soul, my body and my camera, in such a way, to Manifest in Light, the Name of Guadalupe! Indeed, the Miracle Picture shows many little G’s of Light, the G of Guadalupe, with the ‘Name of Light’ all around the Image of Guadalupe. Furthermore, in the garden of the sanctuary I found a statue of Guadalupe. The face of the statue of stone does not show any particular beautiful face in the image of María. However, the second picture is an extraordinary Miracle Picture that shows a most Beautiful Face of Our Beautiful Lady of Guadalupe the Beautiful. The defective nose of the statue, as shown in the control picture, has been Transformed into this Perfect Beautiful Nose in the Beautiful Mater Milagrosa! The Miracle Image of Guadalupe the Beautiful is to me one of the most beautiful Faces of María that the Blessed Virgin has given to me in a Miracle Picture of María the Beautiful! The Face of Guadalupe the Beautiful is a totally different Spiritual Face than the face of stone that is actually carved in the true statue of the Blessed Virgin! Moreover, the color of the face of the statue of stone is gray, whereas the Color of the Face of Guadalupe the Beautiful in the Miracle Picture is Skin Brown, as is the color of the skin of María the Beautiful of Nazareth! The color of María of Nazareth is brown as shown in this beautiful image of a María of Nazareth. The beautiful face of María is crying Tears of Light and her eyes are looking towards Heaven in a different direction as shown in the second Miracle Picture. The Miracle Image of Guadalupe the Beautiful makes Manifest a Blue Circle of Mystical Light behind the Face of Guadalupe the Beautiful. I challenge agnostic scientists around the world to come to the Sanctuary and take millions of pictures to see if they can reproduce the Grace of God that I have received in the 2 pictures that I show of this statue of Guadalupe the Beautiful! The statue will not move, the light of the night will not move, and if the Miracle Picture is not reproducible, it follows that Guadalupe the Beautiful is a Manifestation of the Blessed Virgin with the Angels of God!

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