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Mystic Experiences with Holy Nature

The Eye of God with the Broken Heart of Love Sister Moon with a Message of God
Stella Maris and the Green Light of the Star of the Sea of Love Brother Sun
The Synchronic Materialization of Little White Feather of the Angel of God
Cry for Gaia with Cry from Gaia of PanGaia of my Love
Geese Cosmic Consciousness
Spiritual Sterilization of the Immaculate Cheese with the Heart of María
Lunch Party with the ‘beasts of the wild’
Sluggy the Slug with a Message of Love for all Creatures of God
Little Hanging Bird and the Flower Power with the Face of the Lord
‘The morning after’ the ‘one night stand’
Rescued by an Army of Birds in the Mount of the Missions of Jesus
Canine Cosmic Consciousness
The suicide of the old sheep Gorpita
The Miracle of the Holy Cows of Sanctuary Abba-Ama
On rain and frogs

The Eye of God with the Broken Heart of Love Sister Moon with a Message of God

‘And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations… looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken…And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh… so likewise ye, when ye see these things come to pass, know ye that the kingdom of God is nigh at hand.’ (Words of Lord Jesus according to Saint Luke 21:25).

One of my most memorable moments during my pilgrimage through the Holy Land, during the celebration of Pentecost 2000, took place on top of a mountain, near Mount Sinaí, in the complete silence of the desert, alone on my own, far away from all human beings, calling out loud to the Lord in a passionate prayer to God. I had never experienced a mystical silent contemplation in the desert such as during this experience in the Holy Mountains near Sinai, listening to the Voice of God with the wind of Mother Gaia with the Holy Spirit of God. My Passionate Love Interaction with Mother Gaia and the Holy Spirit was answered with a Miracle Picture with a Message of God for the world, which was Manifest through the interaction between Love Sister Moon, Love Brother Sun, and Love Mother Gaia with the Holy Spirit of God!

I had experienced ‘Encounters of Love’ with Love Sister Moon during the ‘Annunciation of the Hearts’, when for the first time in my life I became conscious of the Gift of God of Love with the Symbol of the Heart that I was receiving through Materializations of Hearts (CW). A few months before receiving the Miracle Picture shown herein, I had written for that chapter: ‘I love the moon and the moon loves me; thus I receive love from Love Sister Moon, through the Symbols of Love in Manifestations of God’. Indeed, Love Sister Moon had shown me her Love with a Heart and a Smile, made Manifest with the Light of Love Sister Moon. This text of love, which I had written several months before receiving the Heart of Light of Love Sister Moon as shown herein, made Manifest right after this Mystic Experience with Mother Gaia, has Synchronic Significance to the words of Jesus: ask and it will be given; and ‘what is written, so it shall be done’. Quickly I would realize that the awesome Miracle Picture with Love Sister Moon made Manifest near Sinai, was not only a Heart of Light, showing the Symbol of Love, but rather had other Symbols of God, to establish a more significant Message of God! Allow me to describe how this extraordinary Miracle of God came about, that brings a Message of God, from the Holy Land of the Lord.

I had gone out for a walk with my camera, to explore the desert of the wild, with the silence of the lambs, in the mountains of the desert of the Holy Land of the Lord, with the Lamb of I AM in my Heart. The first picture of the series of pictures, that leads to the One Miracle Picture, depicts the opening scene of my Mystic Experience in the desert with a close encounter with a family of wild mountain goats, which were not afraid of my presence, since I could almost touch the cute little goats of the wild. As I took the Mystical Picture, I did not see the Blue Spiritual Circle that is Manifest in the Mystical Image, through the reflection of light made Materialized as a beautiful Symbolic Blue Light of the Angels of God. My Inner Little Self was inspired by the Holy Spirit, to move my body, my hands and my camera, into the perfect position, to get this introductory Mystical Picture that opens the story of my Spiritual Experience with the Miracle Picture of Love Sister Moon. God had send me Mother Goat and her four little Goaties, to make me follow them into the desert, high into the mountains, and seek and find close encounters with Nature and God. Father Goat also appeared in the scene and I followed the goat family in the desert and mountains for almost one hour, until they got lost from my sight in the silence of the desert in the wild.

Father Goat insisted that I should climb as high in the mountain as I could, and was always giving me a long-lasting eye contact of the Spiritual Kind, as we climbed up the mountain of God. Father Goat was an Incarnation of God, calling me to climb  further into the mountains, for close encounters in the wild, and thus I obeyed the desires of the goat to follow him into the Heart of the Wild. I tried to follow the Wise Goat high up into his mountain, as much as I could, but even though Father Goat stopped now and then to wait for me, I could not keep the pace of the Wise Goat that soon was up and away, high in the mountain of the Lamb of I AM. Zooming into the scan of the picture, one can distinguish Wise Goat sitting high in the mountain, waiting for me, looking towards the light of Love Sister Moon. Wise Goat wanted me to climb high up in the mountain, in search of the Light of Love Sister Moon, that quickly was Manifest with a Miracle Picture, with the Light of the Spirit and a Message of God!

Soon after my Spiritual Interaction with the Goats, I was at the top of this mountain, and suddenly I was overcome by this strong wind, blowing all around me; and feeling Embraced by the Spirit, I sensed this was a Holy Place to cry out with Mother Gaia a ‘Little Big Prayer’ to the Holy Spirit of God. Here I stood, alone on the mountain, embraced by the wind, shouting out loud, very loud, a passionate Prayer to the Lord! I had reached my top of the world, in the wilderness, in the Holy Land of the Lord, and I felt One with Nature and the Spirit of God. Quickly I was in this Trance State Passion in Communion with the Holy Spirit of God of my Love. I lifted my hands up in the sky, to Embrace with my Spirit the Holy Spirit, and cried out loud to my God, asking nothing but the Loving Presence of the Holy Spirit of God! I do not remember my Words to God, my worship to the Lord, for I was in a Trance State Passion with the Holy Spirit; but I do remember the Spirit Physical Experience that was overcome within my Soul during my Prayer to God! I was alone with the Holy Spirit, surrounded by the mountains of the desert of the Holy Land, in a Silence is Golden, with the wind of Mother Gaia whispering into my Soul the Sweet Sound of the Love of God! I was in my Element and the Element was within Me, as the Spirit of I Am came into my body to set my Soul completely free! In absolute solitary confinement, I never felt so free before, like a bird in the air, like an Angel, as I spoke out my Heart to the Spirit of God! After several minutes in Holy Communion with the Holy Spirit, the Exchange of Love with God was over, and slowly I came down to Earth from Heaven, in the mountain, feeling as if I had been in Paradise, filled with the Energy of the Spirit of God!

After my Little Big Prayer, with Nature and God, I felt in the Ecstasy of Heaven, for I knew this was a Close Encounter with the Heart of God. This Mystic Experience was a memorable moment in my life, and by the Grace of God it would be remembered with a Miracle Picture that I took a few minutes later, given by Grace of Revelation of a Gift of God, showing the Light of the Spirit with a Message of God! Here I Come, to describe the Miracle Picture with Love Sister Moon, and discuss the significant Message of God!

The first picture shows the mountain, the goat, the blue sky, and the moon, in the desert of the Holy Land. The moon was grown in the light of the sun to about 25 % of a full moon, as shown in the close-up scan of this control picture. The following picture in the same roll of film was taken a few minutes after the control picture, and is the Miracle Picture with the Light of the Spirit of Love Sister Moon. One can distinguish even from the far distance, a difference in the form and size of the light of the moon, that Manifests a Heart of Light with the Symbol of Love in Love Sister Moon! Indeed, zooming the scan of the Miracle Picture, one can distinguish a Heart of Light of the Symbol of God made Manifest with Love Sister Moon. The Heart of Light is one of the Symbols of God that is always Manifest to me to show me the Symbol of Love to establish a Manifestation of God (section 10). The Heart of Light with the Symbol of Love is clearly Manifest in the Miracle Picture of Love Sister Moon! The Heart of Light of Love Sister Moon is the Gift of Love of Love Sister Moon, to acknowledge what I had written a few months earlier: that I loved the moon, and the moon loved me, and thus I receive Gifts of Love of Love Sister Moon!

The Miracle Picture with the Heart of Light on the Miracle Moon, and the control picture with the normal light of the normal moon, are both in focus, as shown by the outline of the mountains. The difference in the amount of light of the image of the control moon, with the Image of Light of the Miracle Moon, is remarkable. Comparing the control picture of the normal moon that has 25 % of light, with the Miracle Picture of the Miracle Moon with about 80 % of Light, one can distinguish a new Pattern of Light, that from the distance, in the full picture, shows the image of a Heart of Light, the Symbol of Love of a Manifestation of God, the Sign of God in the moon Predicted by Jesus! Love Sister Moon gave me the Symbol of Love as I had requested or predicted in writing a few months earlier, in my text written for the ‘Annunciation of the Hearts’, when I discovered that God was sending me Hearts as a Gift of God: ‘I love the moon and the moon loves me, thus Love Sister Moon gives me the Symbols of Love with Manifestations of God’ (CW). The Holy Spirit of the Angel is Materialized in the Miracle Picture, introducing more Light into the image of the moon, to show a Heart of Light of the Symbol of Love through the Light of the Miraculous Sister Moon!

Amplifying further the Miracle Image of Love Sister Moon one can distinguish another Message of Light that is Manifest with the Miracle Moon. Indeed, a Broken Heart of Light can now be distinguished in the Light of the Moon, which is missing the left edge of the Heart of Light of Love Sister Moon! To provide additional evidence that this is a Manifestation of God, with a Message of God, the Miracle Picture of Love Sister Moon shows that the Heart of Light is a ‘Broken Heart of Light’ made Manifest in the Miracle Light of the Moon. Moreover, a rim of Mystical Red Light, with the Symbolic Color of Love, surrounds the Heart of Light of Love Sister Moon! No such beautiful Red Light is shown in the control moon. The Light of God may Manifest in different Symbolic Colors: Golden as Miraculous, Green as Hope, Red as Love, Blue as Mystical, Turquoise as Spiritual, that is Manifest according to the ‘Mood of God’ (CW). Love Sister Moon shows, from the distance, the Heart of Light with the Symbol of Love, but in the close-up scan, reveals a Broken Heart of Light to establish a Symbolic Message of God! The Broken Heart of Light shown by Love Sister Moon is the Broken Heart of God, because of what stupid human beings are bringing upon Love Mother Gaia loved by the Holy Spirit of God! The Message of God made Manifest in the Broken Heart of Light with Love Sister Moon may be the Apocalyptic Sign in the history of the human species, as indicated in the quote from the Bible! Doest thou not believeth in me, that which I say herein, ye small spirit of little faith! Doest thou not believeth that this is a Warning of God for the human species, that you should free yourself from Evil and seek the Love of God? Ye lector of little faith, open your eyes and see the Signs of God that cometh in the Sky with the Light of Heaven!

If the Heart of Light of the 80 % full of light Miracle Moon, made Manifest as a Broken Heart of Red Light, was not sufficient evidence of a Manifestation of God, when compared to the control picture of the actual 20 % of light normal moon, then there is one additional knock-out evidence, to establish that this is a Manifestation of God, with a Symbolic Sign with a Message of God! Indeed, the Miracle Light made Manifest through Love Sister Moon shows a Message of God with a Warning of God for the human species, stating that this is the beginning of the time when your redemption draweth nigh, as indicated in the Bible! Doest thou not see the Watchful Spirit of the Eye of God? Doest thou not see the ‘Eye of God’ that is ‘Looking at You’, with a Message of Light of the Holy Spirit of God? Right above the Red Light of the Broken Heart of Light, on the shadow of Love Sister Moon, in the Light of Love Brother Sky, is the ‘Eye of God’, the Symbolic Representation of the Presence of the Holy Spirit of God! Verily, the Symbol of the Eye of God on the Broken Heart of Light of Love Sister Moon is looking watchful at you, towards Mother Earth, towards me, as I was taking the Miracle Picture, or towards the viewer of the Miracle Picture. The Eye of God with the Light of the Moon, is looking at you, keeping an eye on you, watching you, warning you, that soon you will follow the footsteps of dinosaurs, if you keep messing around with my Loving Planet Earth!

The Eye of God with Love Sister Moon is Manifest in the 20 % shadow of the moon, the shadow of the light blocked by Love Mother Gaia from the light of Love Brother Sun. A perfect Symbolic Eye of God is Manifest in the Light, with the Eye-Lid, with the white and dark matter that forms an eye, or rather the “I”, looking at you, with a warning, as if saying: I Am Watching you! EYE AM Watching you! The Symbol of the Eye has been represented as the Image of God in the art of the Christian faith and other religions around the world! Such a Representation of God through the Image of an Eye is shown in the same Cathedral of my hometown, right above the Miracle Image of a Crucified Christ. Those who are ‘highly sensitives’, and want to see further into the ‘Expression of the Eyes’, will see the same ‘Sad Look’, both in the Eye of God in the painting of the Cathedral, and in the Eye of God made Manifest in the Light of Love Sister Moon! The Symbol of the Eye of the Symbolic Presence of the Eye of God has been represented not only in the symbolic art of the Catholic faith, but also in every 1 U$S bill that is handled all over the world. The ‘Eye of God’ in the ‘great seal’ of the dollar bill has been included in their symbol of power by the people of the United States to honor God of Our Love ‘in God we Trust’.

Love Sister Moon loves the human species, as shown by the Heart of Light with the Red Light of Love; but Love Sister Moon shows a Broken Heart to the human species, because the Spirit of the Mother is sad because of what is happening to Mother Gaia. The Eye of God made Manifest in Love Sister Moon is Manifest by Love Mother Gaia that is blocking the light of Love Brother Sun with the Message: ‘I Am Watching you’! The Message of the Broken Heart of Love Sister Moon for Love Mother Gaia fits well to the lyrics of my song ‘Cry from Gaia’ (Cry from Gaia). The music of ‘Cry from Gaia’ I composed in 1991, and I put the music on tape in 1996 as a ‘Cry for Gaia’ in the music production of PanGaia (CW). ‘Cry from Gaia’ has the same Message of the Spirit as the Miracle Picture of the Cry of Sister Moon for Mother Gaia made Manifest in the year 2000! ‘Cry from Gaia’ has the same Mystical Introduction with sounds of creatures and the wind of Mother Gaia, which I also experienced with my Prayer to God, before taking the Miracle Picture of Cry for Gaia! Moreover, the introduction of the Message Song has the mystic opening line that was Manifest within my Soul: ‘I am your Mother Gaia and I AM Watching you’! It is a Synchronicity of God that my text ‘I am watching you’ in the introduction of ‘Cry from Gaia’, composed with the sound of the wind, came out from my Soul many years before my Prayer to God, with the wind in the mountain, that brought forth the Miracle Picture with the Eye of God watching you, with the same Message that was Manifest in Cry from Gaia! Destiny is Written by God when our destiny is linked to the Holy Spirit!

Herein I include some lines from the lyrics of ‘Cry from Gaia’, that has the same Message as the Miracle Picture with the Light of I Am Watching you, Manifest in the Light of Love Sister Moon: ‘I Am your Mother Gaia, and I Am watching you; What a disgrace I do embrace, I have to face the human race, for you don’t care about my air, it is my bear that you won’t spare; I wonder why you multiply, when my supply is running dry, if you deny to take my cry, I’ll let you die, high from the sky; You deploy of my joy, when you destroy my other toy; Cause when I taste all the waste, that you deliver in my river; I’ll cast you out without a doubt; Keep my bird this is my word; Up in the cloud I say it loud; I want to show that I won’t let you grow, cause a foe I’ll overthrow, you have to know that I will let you go, even though I love you so; Take attention what I mention, for if you stand against my land, I’ll take your hand and make you understand; for what I make, I can take; I am your Mother Gaia, I want to take you higher, but I am watching you, over you, what you do, showing you what is true, telling you what to do; behold, you have been told, I cannot longer hold; you are my loving creature, my very complex feature; but I your Mother Gaia, I Am your Mother Gaia…’ (Cry from Gaia). The lyrics of the song fits perfectly to the Message of the Miracle Picture of the Broken Heart with Mother Gaia with the Eye of God that is Watching you!CRY FROM GAIA

A picture is worth a thousand words. I have used about 4,000 words to describe the Manifestation of this one Miracle Picture. My Experience with God in the desert, close to Mount Sinai, brought forth a Miracle Picture that depicts one clear Message that my Heart perceives from the Spiritual World. I am sad, and I Am Mad! with the evil stupid human factor wrecking havoc on my Dear World! I am angry with the sins of the human factor that cause great suffering to the innocent creatures that are Loved by God! The absence of God in the Heart of human beings allows Evil to rule this cruel world. I am not Prophet Saint Moses, come down from Mount Sinai to bring the Ten Commandments to the world, but this one Miracle Picture made Manifest in the desert of the Holy Land, near Mount Sinai, is an important Sign from God! The Broken Heart of Love Sister Moon for Mother Gaia, with the Eye of God looking down from the sky, is telling human beings to change their evil ways, and become aware of the Spirit of Love.  The Broken Heart of the Miracle Moon with the Eye of God looking at you from the sky is telling the human being to change their evil ways and start loving the Holy Nature of our beloved Planet Earth (section 7).

Mother Gaia is already sick running fevers of the human-induced disease of Apocalypses, loosing every day thousands of Creatures of God worth thousands of years of Creative Evolution. Mother Gaia is the Arc of Life of our physical existence, and human beings are punching holes into their very own Boat of Life that is already sinking (section 7). It is imperative for the survival of the human species and all other creatures that share our world, to establish the ‘Change of Hearts’, to love and care all Living Beings of Mother Gaia of my Heart. One Message that I brought home from my pilgrim visit to the Holy Land of Jesus, Maria, the Angels, and the Saints, is the Message of the Broken Heart of Love Sister Moon for Mother Gaia with the Eye of God, showing that I AM is Watching you! This is a Gift of God that I received to promote the Message of my Soul to promote the well being of Holy Animals: The First Commandment to save the Planet: ‘You should love your Planet Earth and all its Living Beings with all the Force of your Heart’. If the human species follows this First Commandment the destruction of the planet will end and all Living Beings will survive; if there is no change in the Human Heart, the end of the world is close at hand, as indicated in the Bible:

‘And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations… looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken…And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh…so likewise ye, when ye see these things come to pass, know ye that the Kingdom of God is close at hand’ (Words of Jesus according to Luke 21.25).

Stella Maris and the Green Light of the Star of the Sea of Love Brother Sun

In the Sanctuary of Mount Tabor, with the Transfiguration of Jesus, I had experienced a Sense Manifestation of the Beating Heart of Jesus (CW). Close to Mount Tabor, on the coast of the Mediterranean Sea, is the old city of Haifa, with the Holy Site of Mount Carmel, and thus we decided with my friend to visit Mount Carmel. Thousands of years earlier, the great Prophet Elia lived as a hermit in the caves of Mount Carmel. Mount Carmel was the home of Elia, was located near Nazareth, and the Sea of Galilee, and thus, surely was visited by Jesus and the Disciples of the Lord. The Blessed Virgin of Carmel is famous and venerated around the world, and was Manifest in the Light during the Apparitions of Fatima. Mount Carmel is the cradle of the Carmelite Order that has given several famous great Saints to the world, such as Santa Teresa de Avila, San Juan de la Cruz, and Saint Therese de Lisieux.

At the top of Mount Carmel is the Church of Stella Maris, called in honor of the Blessed Virgin, that has the title of the ‘Star of the Sea’. ‘Stella’ is translated from the Latin as ‘Star’, and ‘Maris’ is ‘Sea’ and thus ‘Stella Maris’ is the Blessed Virgin of the ‘Star of the Sea’. María has been given the name of Stella Maris, for she is the guardian protector of fisherman in the sea. Many Miracles have been ascribed to Stella Maris, the Star of the Sea. Indeed, in the coast of my home, in Punta del Este, during Christmas 1999, I was confronted with the Apparition of a Person of Light that was Manifest right next to the Miracle Image of Stella Maris (section 11A4). Moreover, the Light of God was Materialized on the Star of this statue of Stella Maris, to show the Star of the Sea (CW). The Church of Stella Maris in Mount Carmel is part of the Monastery of Stella Maris, where 2 weeks later, I would see the remarkable Apparition of the Light of the Holy Spirit of Pentecost with the Light of God of my Love (section 11A3).

After spending a few hours at Mount Carmel, in the Sanctuary of Stella Maris, we drove south, and reached another historic place, in the life of Saint Samson, on the shores of the Mediterranean Sea. On the beach we set up camp for the night, on the shore of the historic sea of the Holy Land of Palestine. While my friend was busy collecting wood for a camp fire, I was busy walking in the shore, meditating on my Spiritual Experience in the morning with Stella Maris, while looking at the sunset that was coming up on the wonderful clear blue sky of the Mediterranean Sea. The light of the setting sun was very strong, and it was not possible for me to look into the light of the sun, going down the horizon, without risking eye-sight damage of the retina. The intense white light of the setting sun in the Mediterranean Sea was a big contrast to the beautiful soft yellow red sunsets that I had seen with my eyes so many times in the skies of The Netherlands. Love Brother Sun was Manifest in the Light with many awesome sunsets with Love Mother Nature in my Heart. Here is Love Brother Sun with all the Symbolic Colors of the Holy Spirit with the Spirit of Nature. This picture shows a beautiful sunset with the wild ducks that show Hearts of Love.

Here I was, on the shore of the sea, watching the sun go down, and as it ‘touched’ the water of the sea, I still could not look at the sun for more than a split second because the strong light of the sun was a blinding pain to my sight. Suddenly, my Inner Little Self suggested that I should prepare my camera, to take a picture of the setting sun, because this could be my only opportunity to take a picture of the sun going down on the Mediterranean Sea from the coast of the Holy Land. My rational mind however thought it was not worth to take a picture of the strong light of the sun that was blinding my sight, but I complied with the orders of my Spiritual Guardian Angel. I took my camera out of the bag, and set the exposure time at maximum speed, to take a picture of the white light of Love Brother Sun. I waited for the sun to go further down into the sea, and slowly started to peak every few seconds through the lens of my camera, to see if there was anything interesting to see on the horizon of the sea with the light of Brother Sun. The light of the sun was amazingly strong on my eyes, and I could not look at the sun for more than 1 second, even when half of the circle of the sun had already disappeared under the horizon of the sea. My rational mind thought I was wasting my time, and my sight, trying to take a picture of this ‘painful sunset’, but Inner Little Voice was telling me loud and strong, to keep my stance, to take a picture of Love Brother Sun. Inner Little Self proved to be right once again, because the ‘painful sunset’ would quickly become the most awesome Pleasurable Sunset that I had ever seen in my life! As the circular white setting sun had about 35 % of its total surface above the water of the sea, I suddenly saw something that I believe nobody else has ever seen in the history of the human species! At least I have not read or heard from anyone else experiencing such a magnificent view of Love Brother Sun!

I was now looking at the sun through the lenses of my camera, and the whole image of the Light of the Sun had now suddenly turned All Completely Green! The sun that had been totally white was now Totally Green, with this intense Deep Green Color, as green as the most green of a green plant can ever get, the most green of greens that I have ever seen! Indeed, I had never seen such a beautiful Green Color before! This Green Light with Love Brother Sun was one of the most beautiful sights that I have seen in my entire life! More than 1/3 of the sun had this awesome Green Color as I had never seen before! The Green Setting Sun was no longer blinding my eyes, but rather Caressed my eyes and my Spirit, with the Holy Spirit of the Light of God! This was no longer the normal sun, but rather Love Brother Sun, ‘Sun God Aton’, God Manifest in Love Brother Sun!

Here I was, dumbfounded in awe, looking at the Vision or Apparition of the Green Setting Sun, through the lenses of my camera, without understanding nothing but the Beauty of God, that was Manifest in Love Brother Sun! Although my rational mind was almost gone, my Angel Within pushed the finger I had on the button of my camera, to take the first shot of the Mystical Sunset of the Green Light of Love Brother Sun. My mind was numbed by the Apparition of Mystical Green Light that was caressing my sight and Soul and I could not rationalize or think anything related to my action of taking a picture with my camera of the magnificent Manifestation of the Sun. Thank God that the ‘Angel In Me’ took control of my body, to shoot the 2 Miracle Pictures shown herein, to show the Miracle of the Light made Manifest by my Love Brother Sun! The Apparition of the Green Setting Sun that I saw through my camera was moving away, behind the sea, and before it was gone, within 2 seconds, my Guardian Angel triggered the second shot, before the Green Sun disappeared behind the waters of the Star of the Sea. This was the end of the awesome Apparition of the Green Miracle Light, made Manifest with Love Brother Sun, on the Holy Land of Jesus, and the Blessed Virgin of Stella Maris of the Star of the Sea of the historic Mediterranean Sea!

I did not understand whether this Mystical Experience had been a Vision or an Apparition, but I was sure that I had seen a Green Setting Sun, that was to me no other than a magnificent Miracle of the Light of God! My Heart was rejoicing in excitement and joy about the Miracle of Light that I had seen, and thus, as a child, given the most precious toy, I was now screaming in joy, jumping around, all over the beach, like a little kid given the most beautiful Gift of All! I ran towards my friend, on the beach, a few hundred meters away, and asked him if he had seen the magnificent Green Light of the Setting Sun. My friend had not seen anything and nobody else that I know in this world has ever seen anything similar to my Green Setting Sun of this Miracle Light of Love Brother Sun! The Green Light of Love Brother Sun was Manifest near Gaza with the Green Color of Hope for Peace in Palestine, as I had composed a few years earlier in my song ‘Palestina’, to help establish Peace in the Holy Land (Palestina).

I became anxious to know whether I had captured the Green Color of the Green Setting Sun in any of the two pictures taken by my Angel of God. When I returned home, before development of the pictures, I asked several of my scientific colleagues at work about the possibility of seeing a Green Setting Sun, but nobody had ever seen such a thing before. Scientists had told me about the rare event of a ‘Green Flash’, wherein it is possible to see a flash of green light from rays of a sun that had disappeared behind the horizon in the sky. My Miracle Experience was however different to this explanation, since I had seen more than 35 % of the surface of the sun as a complete Green Colored Sun! A few years later, I saw with some friends this Green Flash of the sun in a sunset in my hometown of Punta del Este, and although this was a beautiful sight to see, it cannot compare to the Miracle that I had seen in the Land of Jesus. A colleague of mine, knowledgeable on things of nature, had not seen the Green Flash either, but explained to me that I would not get the Green Apparition on the pictures that I took, since he told me that the Green Light was a visual effect in my brain, and thus I would not get the Miracle Picture that I was hoping to get with the Miracle Green Light of Love Brother Sun. Eventually I received the pictures back from development, and I immediately became disappointed as I saw the pictures, since I could not see on the photo prints the Green Color of the setting sun, that I had seen with my eyes, when I took the picture of Love Brother Sun. Inner Little Voice was however telling me something like ‘don’t worry, be happy’, and thus I still had hope, to see some Green Light in the negative film, as I scanned the Miracle Pictures. Indeed, hear my dear, do not fear, if Jesus is here, for quickly I Come, to show Miracle Pictures of the Light of God of the Star of the Sea of Love Brother Sun!

Although the Miracle Pictures that I show here do not come close to the extraordinary Miracle Apparition of the Green Setting Sun that I saw with my eyes, they do show the Green Light of the miraculous setting of Love Brother Sun. This is the first Miracle Picture with the Light of God of Love Brother Sun that was taken by the Angel of my Love. Does the little lector not believeth in me when I say this is a Miracle Picture with the Light of God? Ye little Spirit of little faith! Maybe the lector does not yet see the Green Light in Love Brother Sun, but I do see the Green Light of the Star of the Sea. The overall image of the Miracle Picture with the ‘little sun’ is at first sight already a Manifestation of God, since scientists at the University of Nijmegen have told me that the Green Color Manifest in the sky is a very unusual ‘Apparition of Green Light’ in the Blue Sky! I was however getting frequent Apparitions of Green Light in the Blue Sky, and so was the Apparition of the Green Setting Sun a Sign of Hope for the Land of Palestine! The second overall image is also a Miracle Picture for it contains the Green Color of Light of a Manifestation of God. Does the little lector not believeth me, when I say that this is a Miracle Picture, with an awesome Manifestation of God? Ye small men and little woman of little faith! Do I have to take them little people by the hand, to make them understand, for them to believe in the Miracles of Light with Symbols of God? Hear thus, here I come, with the Miracles of the Light of Meiner Lieber Gott; open your eyes and see the Manifestations of God!

As I zoomed with the scanner into the negative film, into the small setting sun of the pictures, I became excited, as I realized that I had been able to ‘capture’ at least some of the Miracle Green Light of the Green Setting Sun. The whole area of white light of the sun that is shown in the Miracle Picture, I actually saw totally as a Deep Green Color, as I shot the first Miracle Picture. A Halo of Green Light can still be distinguished surrounding the white light of Love Brother Sun. Blue Spiritual Light in little dots is Manifest in the Red Sky above the Black Sea of the White Green Star of the Sea! The second photo is the larger Miracle Picture, since it contains more Miracle Green Light in addition to Symbols of God that had been Manifest to me that day at the Sanctuary of Stella Maris that is the Star of the Sea. The Light of the Green Setting Sun is split in two separate Manifestations of Light: indeed, one can clearly distinguish, on the left, the Yellow-Green Light of the ‘Little Star’, with Rays of Light; and to the right of the Little Star, one can see the intense Green Image of a ‘Little M’ of Maris, the Signature of María, called the Star of the Sea! The Miracle Picture shows the Miracle Image of the Little Star, right next to the Miracle Green Light with the ‘M’ of María, and Maris, to write together, in a Miracle Image: ‘Stella Maris’, the Star of the Sea!

Moreover, the Miracle Picture, with the ‘Little Star’ and the ‘Little M’ of the Green Light of Love Brother Sun, comes with another Synchronicity of a Manifestation of God! As I was scanning the Miracle Picture of the ‘Star of the Sea’, I was listening to the music of ‘Abba Pater’, the Mystical Music with the words of Pope John Paul II that was ‘rapping’ with the words to the song ‘Mother to all mankind’. Through the Forces of Synchronicity, it Came To Pass that as I was scanning the second Miracle Picture with the 2 Miracle Images of the ‘Star of the Mare’, the Pope was saying ‘Alma Redemptoris Mater et Stella Maris, Santa Madre del Redentore, Stella del Mare’. As I listened to the words of Pope John Paul, immediately I understood that the Miracle Images with the Star of the Sea, that I was scanning into my computer, was a Miracle Manifestation of ‘Stella del Mare’, Mater Stella Maris, the Star of the Sea! It does not stop to amaze me, to realize the many different types of Miracles that are made Manifest by God, such as with this Perfect Timed Synchronicity of God! My Guardian Angel made me choose to listen the music of this particular CD of Pope John Paul to scan these Miracle Pictures, and at the exact moment that I was zooming into the Miracle Image of the Star of the Sea, I had reached song number 10, with the lyrics of the Pope of ‘Mother of all mankind, to listen to the words of Stella Maris, ‘Stella del Mare’, the Star of the Sea! Thus, as I was scanning the Miracle Image of the Miracle Picture, the highest human ‘Representative of God’ was describing for me the Miracle Image of the Manifestation of God! As I edit this text, on the 4th of April 2005, Pope John Paul is at all times in the news, all over the world, because he passed away a few hours ago, and is exposed, resting in peace, in the Basilica of Saint Peter! This was my little miracle with Pope John Paul, that today, as I edit this text a few years later, has been consecrated a Saint of God!

The Green Light of Love Brother Sun makes Manifest the little ‘Star’ that stands for ‘Stella’ and the little ‘M’ that stands for ‘Maris’, to write together “Stella Maris”, the Star of the Sea! If you go through all the letters of the alphabet, you will realize that the Green Letter of the right can only be the ‘M’ of Mare and María. The little ‘Star’, right next to the little ‘M’, form together the Star of the Sea, or ‘Stella Maris’, the same name of María that was Manifest to me that same morning, in the Monastery of Stella Maris at Mount Carmel! Indeed, Stella Maris was in my mind during my walk in the beach during the Apparition of the Green Star of the Sea. The love that I had given to the Blessed Virgin in the context of Stella Maris in the morning, was Manifest in the evening with the Green Setting Sun in this wonder Miracle of Stella Maris, the Star of the Sea, on the Holy Sea of the Holy Land! The Miracle Image of the Green Setting Sun is no other than Stella Maris, the Star of the Sea, that was Manifest with my thoughts on Love Stella Maris, with Love Brother Sun interacting with Love Mother Gaia, to Demonstrate a Miracle with the Symbolic Materialization of the Green Light of the Holy Spirit of God! It seems that I might be the first person to show in a picture the image of a Green Setting Sun! Soon after this Mystical Experience we drove south to the desert of Sinai, and quickly I Come with the Light of the Lord made Manifest with Love Sister Moon with a Message of God for all mankind of the world to save Love Mother Gaia of my Heart (section 11G1).

The Synchronic Materialization of Little White Feather of the Angel of God

Two years had passed since my first Mystical Encounter with the Bird with the Word and the White Feathers that were ‘Come talk to me’ with Messages from the Spiritual World (CW). It was late in the evening, and I was sitting in front of my computer, in the sanctuary of my apartment, writing a chapter on Synchronicity and Manifestations of God, explaining that the Spirit of God is Manifest with Miracles through the elements of Nature in perfect Synchronicity with our personal life experiences to demonstrate the Spiritual Presence of God (section 10). The section I was about to start to write was regarding my Close Encounters with the Bird with the Word and their White Feathers made Manifest in Synchronicity with a Message of God (CW).

I had just finished writing the first section on Synchronicity of God, describing that the Holy Spirit becomes Manifest at the perfect time and at the perfect place, through the Creatures of Nature, to establish a Physical Message of Its Spiritual Presence, when suddenly I see a white pigeon flying down from the sky and landing on the veranda of the terrace of my 12th floor apartment. The Bird with the Word looked at me straight in the eye, to make sure I understood this was another Omen of God. After a minute or so of Eye-Contact with this Creature of God, that was Come talk to me, to show me the Synchronicity of God, the Visitor from Heaven flew away into the sky, to leave me alone with my thoughts regarding the Messengers of God with their Synchronicity of the Holy Spirit. This Miracle Picture shows such a Visitor of Heaven, that was come into my apartment, to bring me the Good News of the Lord. Indeed, the close-up scan shows the Manifestation of a bearded Male Face on the countenance of the Holy Face of the Shroud of Turin brought forth by the shadow of the Bird with the Word. No such Face of Light is Manifest on the image of the Lord as shown in the control picture of the Shroud of Turin.

It was no chaotic chance that the pigeon had come to me as I was writing about Synchronicity and the Apparition of Birds that come talk to me to establish the Presence of God (CW). This was the Bird with the Word that was Incarnate with the Holy Spirit that was made to fly into my balcony to bring me the Good News of the imminent Miracle that was about to Materialize with a perfect Synchronicity of a Gift of God! Indeed, quickly here I come, with the Materialization of a White Feather, with the Miracle of a Synchronicity, made Manifest by the Spirit of the Angel of God!

The Bird with the Word was gone, and now I was ready to write the next section, about Birds and the Materialization of White Feathers that may become Messengers of God. At the time of this Visitation of the Pigeon, I could not realize what was the Omen of the Good News with the Bird with the Word, except that the Visit from the Sky had come minutes after writing about the topic of Synchronicity of God and the Apparition of Creatures as Messengers of God. Only on a few occasions had my interesting feathered visitors come to me, to bring me the Good News of the Message of Love. What was the Good Omen of this specific Visitor from Heaven? Was the brief Visitation of the Bird just an ‘Acknowledgment of Synchronicity’ to what I had written a few minutes earlier, about the Synchronicity of God and the Manifestation of Nature? I thought that this was a very nice Synchronicity, but I did not pay too much attention to this Visit from Heaven, and soon I was back with my thoughts in front of my computer, reading my text on Synchronicity and the Creatures of Nature that become Messengers of God.

The darkness of the night had set in and I was sitting in the twilight of my apartment, in front of the light of the screen of my computer, thinking for a few minutes for a title for my next section, that would describe the Birds with the Word and the Materialization of the White Feathers made Manifest as Messengers of God (CW). The next topic of my discussion would be the many White Feathers that I had found, in perfect Synchronicity for my thoughts and actions, in the context of my Spiritual Experience with the Angels of God. The topic would address the Bird with the Word and their White Feathers, that ‘Come talk to me’, as Messengers of God. I did not find any suitable title to the section at this time, and I was surprised that I could not find an adequate title to the section, but I was sure that the title would include the words ‘White Feathers’, the main topic to be described. I thought I might be more inspired with the name of the title after I had written the section and thus typed in my computer as preliminary title the words ‘White Feathers‘, to describe the Apparition of White Feathers as Messengers of God. After writing the title ‘White Feathers’, I pressed the ‘enter’ key on the keyboard of my computer, to start writing the first paragraph about my Mystical Experience with the Bird with the Word and the Apparition of White Feathers, when suddenly I see, the Miracle of a Materialization of this Wonder Miracle Gift of God! Indeed, right in front of my eyes, between my astounded eyes and the screen of my computer, levitating in the air, was the Miracle Materialization of a Little White Feather of the Angel of God! As I edit this text, 6 years after the Apparition, I shed a few tears of emotion as I recognize again the awesome Miracle Synchronization of the Gift of God!

Right after hitting the enter button in my computer, to the above title of ‘White Feathers’, I saw with great wonder, to my astounded surprise, between my eyes and the light of the monitor of my computer, the Materialization of a Little White Feather that was Floating in the Air, suspended in the space of time, while my Heart rejoiced in happiness with the awesome sight of the Miracle of God! After 2 seconds, the White Feather started to descend, floating down very slowly, towards the keyboard of my computer, into my extended hand that was to receive the Gift of God! I was in awe and dumbfounded, as I saw between me and the light of the screen of my computer with the text of ‘White Feathers’ this beautiful White Feather that was Come from Heaven, that was Materialized in the air in front of my eyes, to show me the Materialization of a Synchronicity of God! As the Little White Feather began floating down, very slowly in the air, I stretched out my hand, to receive in the palm of my hand the Feather Gift of God! Call this some Synchronicity and Materialization of a Gift of God!

The Floating White Feather was slowly coming down in the air and I had much time to extend my hand and watch the Miracle Materialized Gift of God slowly landing into the receiving palm of my hand! As I had in the palm of my hand my little Gift of God, my Spirit was elated in the Bliss of Communion with the Holy Spirit of God! I knew this was a Miracle of a Demonstration of the Love of God! I could not think of any more precious Gift of God with the Symbol of Peace and Love that I had found in my Little White Feather that was Materialized in the Air by the Angel of God! This is a beautiful example of a Synchronicity of God, combined with the Materialization of a Gift of God, with the Spiritual Message of the Love of God! I enjoyed for several minutes a Trance Passion of Love with God, sitting in front of my computer with the title of my text ‘White Feathers’, while holding in the palm of my hand my precious Little White Feather of the Angel of God. I was in a Rapture of Love, with the Spirit of God, as I held in my hand and in my Heart this most precious Relic Material Gift of the Love of God! A beautiful White Feather that was the symbol of the Peace and Love of God!

Eventually I came down from my Trance State Passion, and with great loving care, I took care to place my little Gift from Heaven in a little relic case, to save my Little White Feather as one of my precious Gifts of God. My rationale mind could not understand how on earth was Manifest this Materialization of the Gift of God. It was cold outside and my windows were closed when I received the Gift of God, and I do not have any birds inside my home that would account for this Materialization of God. Maybe my Guardian Angel may have moved the air in my apartment, in such a away to lift from the ground a white feather that ‘happened’ to be in my apartment, to make Manifest the Little White Feather in the air, right in front of my eyes, right after having written the title of ‘White Feathers’ to start the description of this type of Manifestation of God! Easier to happen would be that my Guardian Angel just Materialized for me the White Feather of an Angel of God! Maybe even so, my Little White Feather maybe one of the Feathers of my Angel of God! This is thus an extraordinary Synchronicity of God with a Kinetic Manifestation of my Angel of God! I do not need to show the Materialization of a dinosaur in the little room of my apartment to show you a Miracle of God; the Apparition of a Little White Feather will do very nicely!

I took a picture of my Little White Feather of the Angel of God, and the Miracle Picture further shows that the Gift from Heaven is a Manifestation of Heaven. Blue Turquoise Light with a little Green Spiritual Light is Manifest on Little White Feather to provide supporting evidence to the Miracle Experience with my Guardian Angel of God! The Manifestation of Light shows the same Turquoise Green Color of the Holy Spirit as was Manifest to my eyes in the Sanctuary of Mount Carmel in the Holy Land, on the celebration of Pentecost of the new millennium (section 11A3).

Another Materialization of a Feather was Manifest with the Blessed Virgin and the Lord (CW). The Materialization of the Gift of Heaven brought forth a Miracle Picture made Manifest by the Angel of the Lord. White Silky Feather was Touched by the Angel to produce the Image of Feathers of Little Angel Child, with the Face of the Lord! The Head of a Child formed by the pattern of feathers of the Materialized White Silky Feather is clearly Manifest between the Image of Light of Little Praying María and the Image of the Lord! The White Feather that I saved in my Relic Case of Jesus was Arranged by the Hand of God, or by the Angel of God, to produce the Miracle Image of ‘Little Sleeping Child’, right beneath the image of the Lord! To help me recognize that the Child of Feathers made Manifest in White Silky Feather is a Child of the Lord, the Child of Feathers was Made to Have physiognomic features as the face of the Miracle Icon of my Little Angel Child that I had bought a few months earlier. Indeed, the closed eyes, with the pointed nose, the chubby cheeks, and the baby type lips, are all clearly visible in the Child of Feathers and my Baby Angel of Love! The Miracle Image of the Face of the Child in the Pattern of Feathers is the Symbolic Face of the Child Jesus, or a little Angel of God!

My White Feathers are Miracle Relics of my collection of Gifts from God. Little White Feather was made ‘Magic in the Air’ with much Peace and Love with the Angels of God. As I wrote this sentence, that my Little White Feather was ‘Magic in the air’, I remembered that I had written a similar text 3 years earlier, in the booklet of my published music CD of PanGaia. As I look for the text that I had written for the story ‘White Feathers and Magic Numbers’, I read: Magic was in the air and in the PanGaia project, like Angels playing their little games of Love. Indeed, my Angel of my Love, my beautiful wonderful adorable Guardian Angel of my Love, was ‘Come Talk to me’, to play with me Adorable Little Games of Love! What is written so it shall be done! Come! Angel of my Love: come and play with me, the Sweet Little Games of Your Love!

Cry for Gaia with Cry from Gaia of PanGaia of my Love

It was a disappointing day at the studio, struggling to lay down the horn parts for my songs ‘Cry from Gaia’ and the Messenger of Love’. After working for hours with the recording engineer, to see if we could mix and sample any of the horn parts, which had been seriously misplayed the day before, I finally came to the wise conclusion to dump all that crap. The previous day, I had fought with the ‘Garbage Horn Ensemble’ for over 5 hours, during the recording of the horn parts, and today I was able to rescue only 4 horn notes, I must repeat, 4 notes, from the overall rubbish, to use in the final mix of my songs! Too late I had realized that the ‘Garbage Horn Ensemble’ had taken my money and run. My stupid naïveté would cost me dear, another tough lesson with the evil of the human factor, and a major leak to my poor wallet, for each horn note had cost me 200 dollars! Thus I thought, why had I not hired Miles Davis to do the job! When you buy something at the store that is defective and the next day you find it is kaput, broken down, don’t you get your money back when you return it? For good business, is not the good customer always right? Will humans never learn ‘what you sow is what you reap’, ‘what goes around will come around’, ‘the love you take is equal to the love you make’? I must include herein, ‘the suffering you make, will equal to the suffering you will take’, for there will be lots of gnashing of teeth in Hell for all those evil bastards that manifest Evil in this world! Again I had shed my ‘blood’ for the sins of others, and thus I considered if I should rename PanGaia as another ‘blood, sweat and tears’, for indeed, those were many suffering years of much human factor, with much blood, sweat and tears (CW).

Quickly I had to find a solution to generate the absent horn parts, because my steady horn players from the conservatory were all gone on vacation, and studio time was ticking very expensively. In the pain of it all I decided to consult the Spiritual Heart with Mother Gaia, by taking a long walk in the woods, to inspire my Spirit to seek a solution in the Heart of God. Soon I nourished my Soul with the sounds of nature, with trees ‘blowing in the wind’, and the songs of the birds soothing my troubled Heart in the Heart of Nature. As I reached an open field, with a large castle in the woods, I suddenly saw, maybe 100 meters away, a huge bird, about 2 meters long, with an ornament of magnificent colors that I seldom had seen before. The beautiful bird was minding his business, which was eating. I stood still, in the silence of Nature and prayed to Mother Gaia, asking to draw this extraordinary creature towards me, to make it come closer to me, so I could further admire its majestic beauty in a close encounter with the Nature of God. Thus, to get the attention of the bird, I called out loud: Come! Come Bird come! Immediately, to my dumbfounded surprise, to my call, the bird lifted his head from the ground, and quickly started to walk towards me! The beautiful bird came slowly closer, step by step, looking at me, now and then, from the far distance, while still pecking here and there for some food, that during his walk towards me, he was finding on the ground. As the magnificent bird came closer to me, I started talking to the bird, with a firm but soft voice: Come baby, come; I have composed ‘Cry from Gaia’, and sing for you ‘keep my bird, this is my word’, to save you from mean human beings. As I talked to the bird, I slowly entered a Mystical State of Connection with Love Mother Gaia and the Holy Spirit of God! As the bird was about 5 meters away from me, I sat down on the ground, and watched in awe at the awesome creature, as it suddenly displayed his beautiful beauty with the Colors of a Rainbow of the Nature of God.

The main purpose of this magnificent Creature of God, through selection and evolution, was to be beautiful, and was one of the special Toys of God. The most prevalent color that embellished his astonishing splendor was blue, the bluest of blues, the Color of the Holy Spirit; but all other colors of the spectrum were painted on his magnificent ornament: yellow, black, white, brown, grey, several greens, faint reds, pink and violets. Am I missing any other color in the ornament of this Bird with the Word of the Beauty of God? His head was adorned with a crown of blue and greenish plumules, and his large awesome tail featured rainbow colored eye-like spots, like Eyes of God, with the form of the Heart, the Symbol of Love. Blue Turquoise Light with the Color of the Holy Spirit were Manifest in the Eye Heart Spots of this Bird with the Word of this Messenger of Love. The creature was an awesome Beauty of God that stirred my Heart into awe, in Mystical Contemplation with the Nature of God!

You’re so vain‘ kept walking towards me, proud and tall, thinking ‘I am the prettiest of them all’. Closer and closer, the bird came walking to me, so close to me, looking at me with occasional eye contact, embracing my Spirit with the Heart of Mother Gaia of my Love. Very close next to me was now the Bird with the Word, and I stopped talking to the bird to feel his physical presence, so close to me that I could have touched the bird with my hand, which I did not, because I knew this was a Holy Creature sent by the Spirit of Gott! I found myself One with Nature, and One with God, connected to the Spirit of the Bird with the Spirit of God! Be still and wait for the Lord, and I did, and found God! I felt that the Spirit of God was Incarnate in the Bird, to become the Bird with the Word, with the Love of the Spirit of God! After a few minutes in perfect silence with the Bird of the Word one meter away from me, looking at my Spirit and into my eyes, the Creature of God suddenly turned around, and walked away, slowly, in the direction from where it had come from! My Heart was elated and full of joy, as I realized that I had been visited by the magnificent bird for a Close Encounter with the Spirit of Mother Nature of Mother Gaia of my Heart!

Soon I recovered from the Mystic Experience and I slowly walked back to the studio to finish the production of ‘Cry from Gaia’ and the ‘Messenger of Love’. Quickly was manifest in the studio a very talented musician that repaired all the missing horn parts, with horn computer samples, and soon we were done with the awesome ‘Cry from Gaia’ and the ‘Messenger of Love’. The songs inspired by Mother Gaia and the Spirit of God were now complete and ready to roll to blow your horn with rock and roll! My pain had been comforted by the Bird with the Word that had come to me, as I called out with my Spirit to Love Mother Gaia of my Love. My ‘Cry for Gaia’ to help me with PanGaia had been answered with the Love of Mother Gaia watching over ‘Cry from Gaia’ with the Messenger of Love CRY FROM GAIA

Geese Cosmic Consciousness

The ‘Gaia Hypothesis’, which proposes that Mother Earth is One Living Species, in conjunction with other spiritual ideas, such as the concept of ‘Morphogenetic Fields’, theorizes that all life forms on Earth may be connected to each other by some ‘ethereal consciousness’, which has an overall influence on the activity of all life forms living in Mother Earth. Each individual consciousness may have influence on other individual and community consciousness, specially in species of the same kind. This ‘Community Consciousness’ can be seen in the awesome display of thousands of fish that swim together, in perfect synchronic unison, or in thousands of birds, flying together, in perfect synchronic dance patterns, that seem to me possible through some form of telepathic communication. Indeed, I have experienced the Mystic Experience of Telepathic Manifestations, that must be Manifest in other Kingdoms that live in Mother Earth (section 10). Moreover, I have been a target of what I call Cosmic Consciousness that seem to prove again that indeed there is more to life than just a chemical reaction (CW). Here is one beautiful Mystic Experience of Cosmic Consciousness that I enjoyed one day with my animals in the park.

During several years, twice a week, I had been feeding deers, ducks, pigeons, swans and geese in my hometown Dierenpark, where I worked as a volunteer. My little feathered friends, that lived free, in the lake of the park, caressed my Spirit, as I caressed their bodies, while I fed the birds with my hands. Many times the birds came to me and allowed me to touch them, and caress their beautiful soft feathered bodies with my hands, whereas other times, they would be a little more shy, and would come very close to me, but would not allow me to touch them with my hands. It was maybe my Spiritual Mood or the Spiritual Mood of the birds that made the physical contact possible between bird and man.

One bird that never had any problems coming up to me, and rub all of his body against mine, was a big large goose, that sometimes got angry with me, as I did not obey his commands of giving him all the food that he was entitled to have! This favouite goose of mine, that I call ‘Goosy the Goose’, had a Yellow Heart on his forehead, a Symbol of God that always reminded me that birds may become Messengers of God. Goosy the Goose would challenge any human being that he did not like and was as fearless as Pheasy the Pheasant of the same animal park (CW). Indeed, geese are as fierce as watchdogs, and this I saw one day, when I saw in admiration, how 1 single goose, with his threats, kept at bay 10 human beings, that had come too close to his domain, and these 10 human beings were finally chased away by the single feathered bird! Indeed, we all had to run away, when the bird lost its patience, got angry, and came after all of us, to chase us away, when we came to close to his family of geese of the wild!

One special day, my musician friend and I went to Arnhem, to have lunch on the shore of a little lake in the park. As we arrived at the restaurant and walked towards a table, I was greeted by this large flock of about 30 white geese that quickly came walking towards me, talking to me loud and strong, with much geese talk, telling me things that I initially did not understand! All of the geese were in front of me, requesting something from me, as they stood looking at me and talking to me in their goose language, waiting impatiently for my quick reply! I inquired aloud from the geese what was it with all this geese raid, and why were they making such a riot, with much loud goose talk that I did not understand. The gorgeous big white geese had surrounded me, and demanded from me, with loud Geese Talk, that which they knew was already theirs, as written by ‘Destiny is Written’ with the Spiritual World!

After some little more geese talk, my friend and I walked away, and sat down in a nearby table to have lunch, while the ex-excited calmed-down geese slowly moved away. They were now back to their geese business, in the water of the lake, and on the nearby grass, picking here and there the grass to seek food from the ground. I became curious about the riot-full reception committee of the geese that had been manifest towards me, and thus I analyzed the behavior of the geese with other human guests that came in and out of the restaurant. Quickly I realized that the geese were not greeting other visitors that walked into the restaurant, and the birds did not move whatsoever from their normal geese business as they had done with me half an hour earlier. I thus felt special about having received all this attention from my little large white geese friends, that I had come to love and know well through Goosy the Goose of the animal park of Nijmegen.

I had been regularly feeding ducks and geese in the lake of my hometown in Nijmegen for several years, and it seemed that this other flock of geese, in the city of Arnhem, a few miles away, knew through ‘Geese Cosmic Consciousness’ that I had been, or was, a Source of Food for the geese of the wild! I wanted to believe that the talking geese had come talk to me, to give me their love, or what they wanted from me was the Food of my Love, but the reality of the matter was, that what they wanted, was the love of my food, and not the Food of my Heart!

None of this really mattered much for me at that time, for the geese knew very well, that sooner or later, I would feed them with the love of my food with the Love of my Heart! It became sooner rather than later, because the geese had ‘Come to Talk to me’ with a whole lot of Love! I did not make the geese wait too long and thus quickly I ordered an extra large special lunch for the geese, and the geese perfectly understood my human talk, for after calling them aloud to come to me for lunch, they were quickly all around me, eating the food from my hands! Come! Goosy, Come! And in 30 seconds I had all the crowd of geese around me, showing me their Spirit of Love! Seek and you shall find! Ask and it shall be given! Even so, for all the little Creatures of God that have the Food of my Heart!

I will never forget this splendid lunch party with the beautiful white Talking Geese of the park. The geese either knew in the past, via Universal Cosmic Consciousness, they would receive food from me in the future, or they had learned this fact in the present, via Geese Cosmic Consciousness! Alternatively, it was God in the Geese, and God in me, in other words, the Spirit of God was Incarnate in the Geese that called them to me, for so it may be written, and so it may be done! Come, lets have some fun, with all the little Creatures of God under the Sun! So help me Lord God of my Love; take me by Your Hand, and make me understand, All Your Land, with the Word of the Lord, that is Manifest in Love Mother Gaia of my Heart!

Many years later, in my Sanctuary Abba-Ama, I have many geese that love me and I love them with all the Love of my Heart. Each time I enter the fields of my farm, all the different species that I have in my farm, and they are many, come running towards me, they call me, and they follow me, everywhere, so that I may give them the love of my food and the Food of my Heart  (section 13). This Grace of God is a Gift of a Blessing that I have received from the Holy Spirit of God. Lord of my Love, make me a Great Saint, for all your animals, that I may serve every creature that you have created, with the Love of Your Sacred Heart! This I ask Lord of my Love, with all the Love of my Spirit and the Force of my Heart!

Spiritual Sterilization of the Immaculate Cheese with the Heart of María

I was back home in The Netherlands, recovering from a pilgrim weekend trip to the Sanctuary of Köln, and I was writing about my Mystic Experience with the Miracle Icon of the Blessed Virgin in the Cathedral of Köln. It was in this Sanctuary of the Blessed Virgin, where God had Made me Invisible to human guards, to be able to enter into a Chapel of María, and take Miracle Pictures of a Miracle Icon of God (CW). I was not happy with the results of my pictures with the Heart of Light of the Miracle Icon of the Madonna of Köln, for it did not capture the significance of my Vision with the Heart of María that I had seen during my Spiritual Encounter with the Blessed Virgin. I wanted more of María, and much more of María I wanted of María, for I wanted more of María of my Love for my Love for the Love of God. I wanted more Love of María, for I want, I want, I want! My Love María, with the Heart of the Love of God! I wanted more of María, but in my little disappointment, I also thought I had received enough from María, and felt I was pushing too hard and asking too much, in my constant request for Miracles of God. As I realized my greed for Manifestations of María, I raised from my chair, and went to hug my Miracle Statue of Notre Dame de Beauraing, and as a little child, I asked María to forgive my greedy Heart that wanted more of her Love. I kissed the Heart of Love of my Miracle Statue of the Blessed Virgin to show to the Spirit of María the Heart of my Love; and thus said aloud, to the Lady of my Heart, in a Rapture of Love: María: I cannot get enough of You!

This my child-like behavior described above, I thought was rather interesting, and thus I decided to include these words in my book, writing herein the paragraph above, and finishing my sentence with the words that I had said out loud to the Blessed Virgin: María: I cannot get enough of You!

Immediately after writing my words ‘María, I cannot get enough of You’, I took a break from my work with the computer, and started to prepare my ‘super fast non-wasting time TV news dinner’, which ‘happened to be’ bread with the hole-filled Dutch Gatenkaas cheese. Here I was very happy in my Heart, unwrapping the piece of cheese, covered in paper, that the clerk at the cheese store had cut for me that morning, not knowing the little surprise party that I was to receive in this my dinner after my little embrace of Love with the Virgin María. A few seconds had passed since I had written to my Lady: ‘María, I cannot get enough of You’, when suddenly, I see in front of my eyes, what I had requested from María, which was more of María, a Manifestation of María, more Love of María, her own Mystical Image with the Symbol of Love of María in my Heart! Indeed, as I unwrapped the paper covering the piece of cheese, I saw the perfect Heart of Love, made Manifest on the cheese, and as I raised the cheese with my hands, to analyze the Heart, quickly I saw, behind the Symbol of Love, the image of the Gestalt of María! Indeed, carved on the front of the cheese was a Heart of Love, and behind this Symbol of Love, was the Image of María, carved in the Cheese of Love to acknowledge the Symbol of Love and my call for more Love of María to satisfy the lust of love of my Heart! As I saw these two Symbolic Images of the Heart of Love and the Gestalt of María carved on my food, I immediately recognized this was a Miracle of God, answering my greedy appetite of love for more Love of María, to receive the Love of María as I had requested in my last written words that I had written to the Blessed Virgin one minute earlier: ‘María, I cannot get enough of You’!

As I unwrapped the cheese, I was confronted with the Symbol of the Heart of the Symbol of God, made Manifest in my thought with the Heart of María. To acknowledge that the Heart of Love carved in the Cheese was indeed a Manifestation of Love of María, for my actions of Love for María, I quickly saw the Gestalt of María carved in the cheese, in perfect alignment with the Heart of the Symbol of María. Moreover, Rays of Light I saw coming out from a Crown of María, in the Gestalt of María, as I saw the light of the lamp shinning through the Heart of Love with my Cheese of María. As I saw the Heart of Love with the Gestalt of María, I knew this was no casual chaos of nature, but a Causal Design of God on my Cheese of María, to respond to my request to María for more Love of María for my Heart! I felt overjoyed with my Gift of God, a Synchronic Materialization of the two Symbols of María, in the context of my Action of Love, requesting more Love of María! Here I was, happy in my kitchen, jumping around in front of my Piece of Cheese, jumping like a child given this most precious toy of the world, for I knew that the Spirit of María was with me, giving me the Miracle of a Gift of a Materialization of the Love of God of María in my Heart!

Soon I settled down from my happy excitement, and started to think what was next in my menu of Experiences with God. I thought that before sacrificing my Cheese with María to the digestive enzymes of my body, I should take some pictures of the cheese, to provide evidence on print of this wonder Manifestation of God. I grabbed my camera, and still in my childlike behavior I said loud to my cheese: ‘say cheese’ and thus took some pictures! The Miracle Cheese turned out quite photogenic, and smiled at me during the Mystical Photo Session. I was in Love with the Spirit of María, under the influence of María, in my Trance Passion State, as I handled the Miracle Cheese with my hands, while taking the pictures of the Gift of María. After taking the pictures, I did not know if I should eat the Gift of God, and fill my body with the Miracle of God, for surely this would satisfy my Appetite for Love; but quickly I decided that I would not eat the Manifestation of God until I made sure that I had on film some good pictures of my Gift of María. Thus, from the complete piece of cheese, I cut out the square of cheese with the Gestalt of María with the Heart of Love, and saved the Cheese of María, eating my other cheese, while thinking what to do, where to store my edible Gift of God. I was not sure whether I should place the Piece of Cheese in the refrigerator, where cheese is normally stored, but my Inner Little Self soon decided to leave the Cheese of María on the table of my kitchen, exposed to ambience room temperature of my apartment, and wait for the development of my pictures. Next day I received the pictures, which showed the material evidence of my Gift of God. I still did not know what to do with my edible Cheese Gift of María, that still was waiting at room temperature in the table of my kitchen, as I thought in my Heart: María, I cannot get enough of You!

One day passed with my Cheese of María on the table of my kitchen, exposed to the ambience of my kitchen, at room temperature, and I did not know what to do with my Gift of María, since the cheese would quickly start to decompose by the wrath of the microbial world. Was I to eat my Gift of Heaven, expecting a Miracle Cure made Manifest by the Blessed Virgin? I was however healthy at the time, and did not need any Miracle Cure, and had no other wish than to receive the Love of María. Indeed, since eating part of the Heart of my Little Red Rose of María that was Materialized for me in the Sanctuary of María of Kevelaer, during the subsequent three years, I had not suffered any of the many diseases that had always afflicted my weak disposition through 2 decades of my life (CW). I wanted to eat the Cheese of María with the Heart with all of my Heart, but also wanted to save the Miracle Cheese as a Relic Gift of God, to have the material evidence of an Expression of Presence of the Spiritual World. How would I preserve the Miracle Cheese of María from biological decay? We were having a hot summer and quickly the cheese would show the normal biological decay. I had touched the Cheese of María with my bacteria and fungus-filled hands, and also the clerk in the cheese store had handled the cheese with bare hands; thus, at room temperature, the microbial world would quickly bear witness of its multiplying presence on my biological cheese Gift of God. Was there any way that I could sterilize the microbes of the cheese without destroying its natural structure? Would I be able to sterilize away the biological creatures, by say, a little microwave treatment? Maybe a little oven treatment? I did not believe that the cheese would be happy with this heat sterilizing treatment, and thus I realized there was nothing I could do but wait for the outcome of the biological wrath of the natural law. While discussing with my Inner Little Self how to save the Miracle Cheese from the contamination of the microbial world, I heard my Inner Little Voice say pray: ‘wait for the Lord’, and thus I decided to leave the Cheese of María do its own thing, and placed the Miracle Cheese Gift in my cabinet of Miracle Relics, close to my other Relics of María and Jesus, and as told, waited for the Lord.

Still I did not get enough of You, and every day, as I returned from work, I would peak into my cabinet, to check on the health of my Wealth of my Gift of God, to see if my Cheese of María was subject to the wrath of the microbial world. Behold, the next day my Cheese of María was as fresh as the day before, and the next day was as fresh as the first day, for not a single stain was visible on my Gift of God! Three days passed and then four, and my Gift of God was not touched by the microbial world! At the fifth day, I realized there was more to the Cheese of María than the natural law! Indeed, two days later, I realized that my lust for María with ‘I cannot get enough of You’ had Sterilized my Cheese as another awesome Miracle of God! The days passed and then the weeks passed as I checked on my Cheese of María in my cabinet to establish that the Miraculous Cheese remained Immaculate with the Spirit, spared from the wrath of the microbial world! I was now convinced with no doubt that the Miraculous Cheese had been Touched by the Holy Spirit with the Sterilizing Miracle Energy of God!

As I edit this text almost 10 years after the Materialization of the Cheese, the Gift of God remains Immaculate with the Holy Spirit, as any Miracle Gift of the Immaculate Heart of María. The Cheese of María was Saved by the Light, through Spiritual Sterilization, through the Energy of God! I waited for the Lord, and thus the Lord was Manifest with another Miracle of God! The Holy Spirit of God was Come into the Spiritual Cheese of María, to sterilize the Cheese of María to establish another Miracle of God! In this same context, the body of Sainte Bernadette of the Apparition of Lourdes, who was exposed to the Light of the Immaculate Conception of María, was spared from biological decay, during more than 130 years, by Spiritual Arrested Degradation, to provide proof of evidence of the Apparitions of María to Sainte Bernadette (section 11E1). The Spirit of God was Manifest in the Cheese of María to satisfy my Heart of Love for María because I cannot get enough Miracles of God!

It has been argued by religious scholars that not by merits, but only through the Grace of God one can receive a Manifestation of God. I think that merit is essential for I am certain that my call for Love from María was critical to receive this Miracle of God. The Manifestation of God comes only when the Target of a Miracle seeks God, and wants to find God, and has an open Heart to receive the Manifestation of God. The Miracle of God comes through Interactive Play between God and the Child, when the Child with Merit seeks God, and God sees the Child with Merit, to give out the Grace of God! Still my Inner Little Child states that I want I want I want! More of María I want! María: I cannot get enough of You!

Lunch Party with the ‘beasts of the wild’

During my trip to visit Niagara falls, one afternoon, I stopped at a restaurant, to eat lunch, along gorgeous Lake Ontario. As I stepped inside the restaurant, I got sick about the sick environment, induced by the human factor. There were people smoking, drinking bear and booze, playing pool and watching football on TV, while outside it was wonderful weather, with a deep blue awesome breath-taking sky. I did not understand how humans would intoxicate themselves in the crowded contaminating smoke-filled inside, when there was so much beauty outside, on the shores of the beautiful lake, with the wonderful blue sky. The lake and the sky was absolutely lovely, and thus I quickly ordered some food and asked the waiter to bring it outside. I was completely alone at the shore of the lake, with all the blue sky, all the fresh air, and all the beauty lake for myself, while inside the contaminated restaurant, was all the human factor, drinking beer, smoking drugs, and watching behind a screen many large human beings chasing a ball while punching themselves down hard to the ground!

I sat down on a table next to the water of the lake, and soon I had 3 ducks next to my side! They started talking to me, saying something like ‘kwak kwak kwak’, telling me they were hungry. I could not immediately comply with their requests, but told them to wait, and be patient, for soon the lunch would arrive. The ducks understood what I said, decided to wait, and sat down next to me, while I took pleasure in the peaceful presence of my patient feathered guests! As soon as the food arrived I gave the three ducks part of my bread and all of my oily French fries, which they appreciated much more than I. Quickly, 3 more ducks joined our lunch party, and I was thrilled with the party, as I fed the 6 wild ducks out from my hands! Soon 3 additional small birds and a seagull joined us for lunch. The small birds catered for the little pieces of bread, and the seagull handled the larger potato fries. There was no fighting for the food between the many ducks, the small birds, and in particular the seagull, who did not steal any food from the other birds, and behaved like a true gentleman of the sky! Have you ever seen a seagull that does not steal food from other birds and behaves like this gentleman of the sky? The food was running out, and thus quickly I had to order more bread and potato fries, for my hungry feathered guests of the sky. To my pleasant surprise, 3 rabbits appeared in the scene to join our picnic party! The rabbits were however not interested in the food since they did not eat bread nor the fries, but seemed interested in the party, since they stayed with us until we all had finished our lunch! The most interesting visitor joined us a little later, for dessert, and this was a tiny cute little mouse, that came for the last toast of our party in the wild!

The human factor inside thought they were having a party, with beer, drugs and football games, but they did not know the interesting party they were missing outside, with all the little beasts of the wild that had come to visit my Heart! Soon the lunch with the little animals was over, and I continued my pilgrimage through Holy Nature, to the see other Wonders of Nature. Indeed, a few hours later, I had a different close encounter with the Wonders of Mother Gaia, with the astonishing Niagara Falls! Still, I remember even better, my Lunch Party with my animal friends of the wild!

Thank you Mother Gaia with the Holy Spirit of my Heart for sending me all your loving little creatures with the Heart of Your Love! Send me Your Little Creatures with the Heart of the Holy Spirit so I may see the Love of the Spirit that I must seek and find within me!

Sluggy the Slug with the Message of Love for all Creatures of God

I was in the Sanctuary of Banneux and the night before I had experienced the Apparition of the Lady of the Light that changed my life to become a Servant of the Lord (section 11B1). Early in the morning, I was in the Chapel of Archangel Michael, where I had experienced my first Trance State Ecstasy with the Angels of God (CW). After the Mystical Experience with the Angels in the Chapel of Lord Archangel Michael, I was again outside, walking through the Sanctuary of Banneux. I was High in my Spirit, my Soul cleansed by the Holy Spirit, recovering from my Trance Passion with the Angelic World.

I was walking in one of the paths of the Sanctuary, under the beautiful blue sky, with thousands of pilgrims in the Sanctuary, and many were walking along the trails of the Sanctuary, when suddenly I came upon a very large slug (a shell-less snail), about 13 cm long, that slowly was crossing the asphalt human path to reach the grounds of the other side of the forest. I thought that the poor crawling creature might be accidentally trampled all over by the passing crowds, and thus I decided to help the slug reach its destination on the other side of the path. I grabbed Sluggy the Slug with my fingers, and placed him on the other side of the path, on the earth of the ground of the woods, in a safe place, far away from human crowds. Quickly I realized, at first sight, that my action might have been a dumb mistake, since Sluggy the Slug was very sluggy, with all this sticky stuff of his body left all over my fingers as I grabbed Sluggy the Slug! Indeed, now I had my fingers soaked in a sticky glue secreted by Sluggy the Slug! I was in this most happy elated state, from my Close Encounter with the Angels, that I had experienced only minutes earlier, and thus the sticky stuff left on my fingers by Sluggy the Slug was no detriment to the cheerful disposition of my happy Heart.

Once I made sure that Sluggy the Slug was crawling in the right direction, away from the dangers of human crowds, I commenced the task of removing the sticky mess that was left on my fingers, the glue remnant wrath of Sluggy the Slug! Quickly I realized that removing the sticky stuff was to be no easy task, and verily I say unto you, it took more than one half an hour, to remove all the sticky stuff of Sluggy the Slug! After messing around with leaves from the ground to remove the sticky glue from my fingers, I eventually had to seek the assistance of the Cleansing Waters of the Source of Notre Dame de Banneux. While in the business of removing the sticky mess from my fingers, I still felt good about my action, and thought that I would do it all over again, even if I had to suffer the wrath of the sticky stuff of Sluggy the Slug; for Sluggy the Slug deserved all my Heart to be saved from a potential fatal intrusion of the careless human factor!

Soon I was released from the sticky stuff of Sluggy the Slug, and I continued my walk in the path of the Sanctuary, and 2 minutes after helping Sluggy the Slug, I received an awesome Miracle of God! I was now next to the image of a Miracle Maker Saint of God that told me, by means of a Telepathic Manifestation, my new Task of Evangelization (section 11B1). Moreover, 1 minute after the Revelation of God through the Saint of God exposing my task of evangelization, I was ‘interrupted’ by a human ‘Angel’, that took from me a picture, that by Grace of Revelation turned out a Miracle Picture, with Blue Spiritual Light of the Angelic World. Indeed, I share every detail of what happened that day with Sluggy the Slug, because a few minutes after my encounter with the beast of the wild, I came across a ‘Humanized Angel’, that took a Miracle Picture that marked my body with the Signature of God! My action to save the slug was rewarded with a Miracle Picture of a great Gift of God! A few months later, the same creature brought forth a Miracle of the Lord, with an important Message of God! Indeed, a Miracle of a Gift of God would be Manifest with Sluggy the Slug to reciprocate and establish my Act of Love that I had given to this my Creature of God!

During the celebration of Good Friday of Holy Eastern, during my pilgrimage to the Sanctuary of Lourdes, I was in the mountains, where I would hear the Thunder of God, with the Voice of the Lord, in a great avalanche of the Mountain of the Lord (CW). Soon after hearing the Thunder of God, with the avalanche of the Lord, I climbed up the mountain of rocks, to come as close as I could to a beautiful image of the Blessed Virgin holding a Little Child Jesus. I took several pictures of this Image of María and Jesus in a great Passion of Love for I could not get enough of the Beauty of this Beautiful María the Beautiful. The image of Little Child Jesus was also absolutely gorgeous, and with his wide open arms, invited my Heart to come and Embrace the Heart of the Spirit Child of the Lord. I climbed as high as I could, but could not reach the top of the rock, to be right next to the wonderful statue of María and the Child of God. During a couple of minutes, I took several pictures that are shown herein, and quickly I Come with a Manifestation of God, with Sluggy the Slug of the Lord of my Love! One of the pictures made Manifest on the chin of the Inviting Child Jesus, the Materialization of Light of Sluggy the Slug! It was only during the scanning session of the Miracle Picture, that I would realize that Sluggy the Slug had suddenly Materialized on the Chin of Little Child Jesus. Indeed, there was a black little thing, on the chin of Jesus, that I could not identify in the image, but when I zoomed in, for a close-up, with the scanner, all the way into the face of Child Jesus, I would recognize that Little Inviting Child Jesus was carrying Sluggy the Slug. Indeed, at the maximum magnifying close-up scan one can distinguish the characteristic antennae of Sluggy the Slug on the Face of Jesus.

There is only 1 picture, in the series of 7 pictures, that shows the Materialization of Sluggy the Slug, on the chin of the adorable little Inviting Child Jesus. All other pictures do not have Sluggy the Slug on the chin of the Embracing Child Jesus. I took all the pictures in a row, in a matter of a couple of minutes, and thus I do not know how on earth was the slow snail so fast to make this Sudden Apparition! The series of pictures show you: ‘now you see Sluggy, now you see Sluggy not’; this is not magic, but a Manifestation of Gott! The slow snail of Sluggy the Slug must have crawled really fast to the chin of Jesus, from one picture with no snail to the next picture with the Snail. Is Sluggy the Slug a real slug, Incarnate with the Holy Spirit, that has crawled to the chin of Jesus by Command of the Lord? Or is this a Slug of Light made Manifest as a Materialization of my Guardian Angel? Indeed, maybe this is the Materialization of the Light of my Guardian Angel into a Sluggy of Light, to make Manifest a Message of God! Verily I say unto you, there is more between Heaven and Earth than material creatures that crawl all over the world! Why was Sluggy the Slug crawling on the very top of this marble stone image of Jesus? Was the slug actually searching for food on sterile marble stone, very high on the statue, when the biological food was only on the ground? Maybe Sluggy the Slug was showing Spiritual Food in a Message of the Lord for the Cause of Love, in the Name of God. Why did Sluggy the Slug crawl to the specific site of the Chin of the Child Jesus to Show Itself, to become famous around the world? I know why: I do not see any other better place in the whole statue of the Blessed Virgin with the Child Jesus for Sluggy the Slug to make the Apparition; for this is the perfect site: on the Chin of the Embracing Child Jesus to give this Message of Jesus! Indeed, not even the forehead of the Beautiful Blessed Virgin would be a better Choice of God to make Manifest the Miracle Presence of Sluggy the Slug in the overall 3 meter statue, because the major Spiritual Activity of the overall Miracle Statue is in the adorable image of the wide open arms of the Embracing All Loving Inviting Child Jesus! This is no casual coincidence of a chaotic material world, but rather it is the Causal Intercession of the Holy Spirit to make Manifest a Miracle of God!

The Miracle Picture shows that the Embracing Inviting Loving Child Jesus is embracing Sluggy the Slug! As I analyzed my overall Mystic Experience with Sluggy the Slug, I felt that the Holy Spirit, through the Image of Little Embracing Child Jesus, was Manifesting me Love, for the Love that I had Manifested for Sluggy the Slug! I cry out Tears of Emotion as I edit this text, realizing again the great blessing I received from the Lord! The Image of a Slug on the Face of Little Child Jesus is a Demonstration of God to make Manifest the Gift of God! Sluggy the Slug brought forth the Message of the Lord written in the Bible, that whenever you do something good for a needed Creature of God, you do something good for God! Be aware in your going about with all Creatures of the World for the Holy Spirit loves and is within every little Creature of God! ‘Who so shall receive one such little child in my Name, receiveth Me’ (Mathew 18:1). ‘Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained Angels unawares’ (Hebrews 13:2).

God uses all Elements of Nature to Manifest Loving Presence, in all creatures great and small! Several years earlier I had written in the booklet for my music CD PanGaia a little poem for Mother Gaia, as I dedicated my music and words to embrace all great and small and tall creatures of Mother Gaia of my Heart. As I reached the word ‘small’ as I was re-writing here my poem, my little big Soul was again overwhelmed by emotions, and thus I shed another Little Big Tear, in remembrance of my dear Sluggy the Slug, my Adorable Little Creature of God.

‘For the flowers and the trees, and the mountains and the seas,
For all creatures great and small, I am your servant for you all,
Until my final day, when the Heart of God becomes my Call.’

Little Hanging Bird and the Flower Power with the Face of the Lord

It was a holiday monday morning, on the celebration of the Ascension of Jesus, and I was again in Kevelaer, vistng the Sanctuary of María where 6 months earlier I had experienced the Apparition of the Face of Light of the Lord (section 11C1). I had recently bought my Baby Camera, and was ready to take pictures of the Sanctuary of Kevelaer, and put on print images of the Face of Light and the Angel of the Annunciation. After taking pictures of the Chapels and the Basilica, I went to the site next to the tree with the Heart of Blood, to see the window from where I had seen the Face of Light, to prepare myself mentally for the night, for the pictures that I would take of the Face of Light of Kevelaer. Soon however I realized that the summer trees had grown foliage, and the leaves of the big tree would block my vision of the Reflection of Light, and thus interfere with a picture of the Face of Light. Thus I became very worried about not being able to put on print the Miracle Image of the Face of Light of the Manifestation of Kevelaer (CW).

While figuring out how on earth I would take pictures of the Image of Light through the leaves of the tree, I suddenly heard a strange noise in the tree of some kind of creature, right above me, that was calling out to capture my attention. As I looked up, within the tree, I was stunned as I saw a bird, in full distress, hanging upside down from the tree, with his eyes looking at me, in a weird scene that I could not understand! The bird was tied up to the tree by something that was holding one of his legs to a branch of the tree, and the bird was struggling to free itself from its captivity, fluttering with its wings, to try to fly away, moving her little body to the sides, but without going anywhere, because it was tied up to the tree that had made Manifest the Heart of Blood of Light of Kevelaer. The sight of the poor bird, hanging upside down, tied from the tree, as if crucified to the tree, was very disturbing. At first sight I could not recognize what was holding the leg of the captive bird, hanging from the branch of the tree. The Little Hanging Bird was hanging relatively high in the tree, and I could not reach him with my hands, to set the bird free. I jumped as high as I could, to see if I could grab a branch of the tree from whence the bird was hanging from to bring him down to release him, but my attempt was unsuccessful, for the branch was 1 meter beyond my reach, to help release the poor Little Hanging Bird. Right there, I made a pledge and promised Little Hanging Bird that quickly, sooner than later, I would set the bird free. I was committed to do whatever it would take, to free Little Hanging Bird from its distress, and Little Hanging Bird was to be released from its weird ordeal, even if I had to bring in the whole fire department!

The four alternative preliminary plans to rescue Little Hanging Bird, was to climb the tree, climb above something to reach the branch of the tree, bring down the branch with something, or call in the fire department, to set the bird free. Climbing the tree was not an easy option, for the tree was thick at its base, and the first branches were high and beyond my reach. Since I was not Tarzan, I would need a rope to reach the branch to climb the tree, or get some long stick to bring down the branch that was holding Little Hanging Bird to the tree. It was to me quite remarkable, that in the middle of the Sanctuary, during one of the most crowded holidays of the year, with hundreds of pilgrims walking constantly below this tree, that nobody had seen, or realized, the Little Hanging Bird, hanging upside down from the tree in distress, in the middle of the Sanctuary. The Lord had given me again the ‘Awareness of Angels’, that I would be the one to see Little Hanging Bird, to release the bird from its torment, and set the little creature free! It seemed that again I was alone on my own, fighting against the chaotic elements, and quickly it was time to take action to release Little Hanging Bird from its distressful tribulation. I decided to try first the most simple plan, and thus I went to find a long stick within other trees, to bring down the branch of the tree from which Little Hanging Bird was hanging from, and once I had the branch within my hands, I would set the captive bird free. A few minutes later, I arrived with my long stick, to help Little Hanging Bird, and soon I was joined by a young man, that saw the overall weird activity that I was putting forth beneath the tree, to help me in the rescue operation of Little Hanging Bird.

Now we had a complete rescue team for the project ‘Rescuing Little Hanging Bird’, and the team was quick, efficient and professional! We took hold of a bicycle that was nearby, and I helped my colleague to mount on the bicycle, and with my stick, and a little bit of balanced equilibrium, we brought down the branch that was holding Little Hanging Bird. Quickly thus, we were able to free the distressed bird from his hanging ordeal! The leg of Little Hanging Bird was all wrapped up in a green string, that had been wrapped to the branch of the tree. The misfortune of Little Hanging Bird was most weird, because, although the ordeal was human-induced, by the man made string, the captivity of the bird could not have been done with a malicious intention. I could not believe that someone would be so mean to hang Little Hanging Bird upside down from the branch of a tree; however, when it comes to evil actions perpetrated by the human factor, there are almost no more surprises to the evils that can be inflicted by evil human beings (CW). After releasing Little Hanging Bird from the tree, the bird was almost ‘free as a bird’, but not quite, for his leg was still wrapped up in the string that had caused her bizarre captivity.

Little Hanging Bird had still her little leg all wrapped up with the green string, and the poor little thing was in shock, totally stressed out, very much dazed and confused. Little Hanging Bird was very distressed and did not move as we held it in our hands to analyze what to do next to set him free from her string chaining tribulation. Not only was she still caught in a net of a string, but also in our hands, and thus she might have thought that she would become the next meal of the human factor! Little Hanging Bird would become someday the meal of someone, but surely would not be the meal of the Hanging Bird rescue team. My colleague grabbed the bird with his hands, while I started to entangle the green string wrapped around the fragile little fingers of her little delicate leg. It was extremely difficult to release her fingers from the strong string without damaging his fragile little leg, and I committed myself to use all my skills to free unharmed the distressed Little Hanging Bird. We now had a big crowd of about 20 curious spectators, surrounding us, watching the rescue team working hard to release the Little Hanging Bird! The scene was quite peculiar and the task at hand was not easy, but knowing that soon we would become successful, I became a little funny and sarcastic and thus asked for a doctor veterinarian. Indeed, I was the veterinarian! I requested from the crowd for some kind of a tool, some instrument such as a key, to perform my delicate surgery, to help unloosen the nasty strings from the little fingers of Little Hanging Bird. Immediately, someone in the crowd told me she had a pair of scissors, and this was the perfect tool I needed, to set this bird free, once and for all, completely free in the Skies of Heaven! The tool I was given was so perfect, that maybe the human pilgrim with the scissors was a Materialization of an Angel, disguised in human form, to assist us in the liberation of Little Hanging Bird! The rescue project was looking good, and the Hanging Bird operating team, composed by the surgeon, assistant to the surgeon, and instrumentalist, was very professional! Slowly I cut with the scissors the green nylon string around the foot of the bird, without touching the small delicate fingers of Little Hanging Bird, and thus quickly, the bird was released unharmed! My commitment to free the bird was fulfilled as I had promised her fifteen minutes earlier! And I didn’t have to call in the fire department! As we released Little Hanging Bird from our hands, he was free as a bird, but ex-hanging bird flew only a couple of meters away, and crash landed in the ground! Little Hanging Bird was still in shock, dazed and confused, and could not fly away into freedom. We grabbed the dizzy bird and put him in a safe place, within the bushes of the sanctuary, where he would not be found very easily by other animals, and become the next meal of the beasts of the wild! Hence the job was done, I thanked my colleague for his help, and we departed towards our next destination!

That afternoon, I checked a few times on my Little Hanging Bird within the bush, to see how she was doing, for I still was a little concerned that she would become the meal of some prowling cat of the ground. Little Hanging Bird remained in the safety of the bush without moving, during a few hours, and late in the evening, I bought for him some bread to feed the little bird in the bush, but to my pleasant surprise, ex Hanging Bird was finally gone, with no traces of feathers, and thus I was relieved that this bird had found its freedom into the skies! A few weeks later, I returned to Kevelaer and came upon a very similar bird, that seemed to be Little Hanging Bird, walking close to the bush where I had placed the Free Bird, and this time the bird was in the company of a very tiny little bird, that might have been Tiny Little Hanging Bird Junior! Little Hanging Bird Junior was a baby bird, that still could not fly, and thus was walking on the ground, with the bird mother following her little baby all around. It seemed that Little Baby Bird had fallen down from her nest and thus I picked the baby bird and placed her inside the bushes, in safety, away from the beasts of the wild. Mother Bird watched me closely, a few meters away from the new nest that I had found for Little Baby Bird, and when I was done and walked away, she flew towards the new nest of Baby Bird Junior. I do not know nothing more of the lives and times of Little Baby Bird and Little Hanging Bird of the Sanctuary of Kevelaer! I shed Tears of Emotion as I edit this text and remember my strange but interesting loving experience with Little Hanging Bird in this special Sanctuary of the Blessed Virgin! Indeed, how many times would I shed Tears of Emotion for all the Gifts of Heaven that I receive from the Bird with the Word of the Incarnation of God. Verily, 3 years after having rescued this little bird, as per a Miracle of God, I was saved from the beasts of the wild by an Army of Birds in the Mount of the Missions of Jesus (section 11G11).

At the time that I had this strange experience with Little Hanging Bird, I did not understand the meaning, or message, behind the weird experience with Little Hanging Bird. Was this the casual activity of the cruel chaos of nature? Or was this the Causal Activity of a Message of God? What was the purpose of having a bird hanging up-side down from a tree that could not even have been reached by a cat to become a meaningful meal for even the most acrobatic of cats? Was this again the consequence of the cruel chaos of the merciless Nature? Or was this another lesson for human beings, that were made to be Masters of Nature, to learn and steer the chaotic cruel world into the Perfect Order of a Paradise of Heaven on Mother Earth? Indeed, I did not share the philosophy of some nature conservationists, that one should leave nature do its own thing; but I rather think that we need to help and steer Nature to reach its Perfect Thing! I believe that human beings have been placed on Earth, not only to evolve into Perfect Spiritual Beings, but also, to transform the cruel chaos of Nature into a perfect Paradise on Earth (section 9). In addition to this Message in my Heart, I realized that the job to set Little Hanging Bird free was done through human teamwork. I was most of my time alone, in a ‘solo trip’, many times fighting against the evil human factor; but this time, getting help from kind human beings, turned out to be really wonderful! I would not have been able to set free Little Hanging Bird so efficiently, and so quickly, without the help of my assistant, and the essential scissors that I received from someone in the crowd! We are true social creatures, and thanks to symbiotic cooperation, we have evolved into this highly complex efficient creature. Indeed, it is the altruistic feature of humans that makes humanity great, the ‘celebration of humanity’, that is so much loved by the Heart of God! Where it not for the many good human beings that exist in this world, the human species would long have been gone. All human beings need to evolve to become Saints of God.

On the night of the rescue of Little Hanging Bird I could not see the Face of Light of the Vera Effigies of Kevelaer (CW). I never saw again the Apparition of the Face of Light, but one day, the Holy Spirit gave me Grace of God, and made Manifest the Miracle Picture of the Face of Light of the Vera Effigies on a very special day with Miracles with Nature. I was working in my office, writing a dossier about vaccines, when for a moment I lost concentration from my work, as I thought about the ‘Holy Experience’ that I had experienced with my plants back home the night before. I had been taking pictures of my Divine Gloxinia Flower that was showing a Miracle of ‘Spiritual Arrested Deterioration’, in response to my Spiritual Treatment of Love (CW). The flower was displaying this unusual life splendor, well over her normal life time span, to comply with the petition of my Heart, to conserve over time her Beautiful Spiritual Beauty. This brought back to memory the crying spell that I had suffered a few years earlier for the death of a beloved plant of mine (CW). During several minutes I was gone from my work, dreaming with my past, remembering my little palm tree, and the Flowers of my Love. As I woke up, I felt that I had to write a few words regarding the outcome of my experience with this plant, to include in my diary, and thus I wrote in a little yellow pad, per verbatim: ‘plants love me because I adore them’ and put the paper in my bag. I thus had been busy in my Spirit, for a moment in time, with deep Emotions of Love, with the world of the Spirits of the Plants. I describe here this event, with my Thoughts of Love with my written Text of Love for my Plants of Love, for within 1 minute, I must repeat, within one minute from writing my text of Love for Plants, the Plants of Love would give me back Much Love, with a Miracle of God, showing me a Manifestation of Love!

I placed the paper note with the words ‘plants love me because I adore them’ in my bag, to take back home, to transcribe the text later into my diary, and immediately thereafter I went out from my office, to the office of my boss, for some consultation on my work. I was standing next to my boss, who was sitting at his desk, showing him my statistical data from my papers, when suddenly, in wonder, we realized, that a ‘little something’ had ‘Materialized’ in the Air, right next to my body, and floating in the air, it slowly fell to the ground! I was amazed and confused about what was at hand, and as the ‘Little Materialized Something’ reached the ground, I picked it up from the floor, and became astounded, like my boss, when we realized that the ‘Materialization in the Air’ was a Little White Flower that was showing us the Flower Power of my Love! I was stunned as I looked at the Little White Flower in my hand, as I heard my boss say in a happy astounded tone: ‘Robert, you are making flowers materialize from the air’! Indeed, each time that I edit this text I brake out in great laughter! My boss already knew about my legendary reputation at work about the accounts of my Little Miracles that sometimes I shared with my colleagues, and this was such a Little Miracle of a Materialization of a Flower in the air, right in front of a doctorate scientific top director of the Registration Department of one of the largest and most prestigious pharmaceutical companies in the world! I did not pay much attention to the interesting words of my boss, for I was too busy with the Apparition, astounded by what I knew was an awesome Materialization of God! I replied with a Happy Heart, to the interesting words of my boss, regarding the Materialization of the Flower in the Air: ‘How beautiful it is’! Surely indeed this was an Awesome Beauty of my Love Angel of my Heart, playing Synchronicity Games with beautiful creatures of Love Mother Gaia of my Heart!

I was elated about the Apparition of Little Flower Power in the air, and quickly I returned to my office, carrying carefully my White Little Flower in my hand, and in my Heart. As I was about to place the White Little Flower in my bag, I saw a second White Flower in the floor that apparently also wanted to come with me back home, to give me additional Loving Messages of the Spiritual World. I placed both Little Flowers in a box, to take them back home safely, where I would eventually discover the full Miraculous Nature and Spiritual Message of this Manifestation of God. Little Flower Power was come from a plant called Christus Doorn, the Thorn of Christ. Indeed, the plant that gave me the Gift of God of White Little Flower in the air was full of thorns, and might have been the plant used as the Crown of Thorns during the flagellation and crowning of Jesus! Little White Flower was a Message of God because soon the Flower Power of the flowers would Transmute by the Forces of the Spirit to an Image of a Bird with the Word with a Message of the Lord! Little Flower Bird number one, shows the wings and the little head of a bird, with the open mouth, a beautiful eye with eyelashes, and the beak of a Bird with the Word. Little Flower Bird number two, looks like a little Bat, or like the Swallow Bird of the Holy Apparition, showing wings and the little head, with the eye, a nose, the mouth, and large ears of a White Bat, and is carrying in its beak a Message of Love. I wondered whether the Mystical Experience with Little Flower Bird had anything to do with the Mystical Experience of my rescue of Little Hanging Bird at the site of the Apparition of the Face of Light of the Lord. That same night I went to the Sanctuary of Kevelaer and finally I was able to take the Miracle Pictures of the Face of Light, to give the lector a visual idea what I had seen during the original ‘Holy Apparition’ of the Face of Light of the Lord (section 11C1). That day was a ‘destiny is written’, for one little Miracle led to another little Miracle, and eventually to the Miracle Picture of the Face of Light of the Lord. I had loved and cared for Little Hanging Bird, and I had loved and cared for the Plants of my Love, and thus I received the Care and Love from the Holy Spirit with the Gift of Love of a Miracle Picture of the Face of Light of the Lord!

‘The morning after’ the ‘one night stand’

I was in a sad depressive mood, for I had been alone on my own, for too long of a long time ago, home alone. I was single solo, in my loneliness, and wanted a companion in my life, to share the joy of the good times and to be soothed in the bad times, but alone I was, in the good and the bad times, suffering too many times a broken Heart with the female human factor (CW). I was aware of the problems that a relationship could bring, and could see the advantages of a bachelor life, but I was certain, that what I wanted in my life, was the companionship of a mate wife. Not only my Heart, but also my hormones, and genes, could no longer stand the lonely days and the lonely nights, that made me sad, feeling bad, even mad, and thus I was in search for the elusive female wife for my life (CW). I was ready to have a relationship of love and this is what I prayed to God of my Love.

The long weekend had been a tough one, because I had been exposed to the beauty of too many beautiful beauties that I could never have. However, on that Saturday night, the Holy Spirit took pity of my loneliness, and thus sent me a very special someone, to sleep with me, that I may take pleasure in this beautiful companion, sent for the enjoyment of my innocent Soul. That Saturday evening I was visited in my apartment by this most beautiful guest, that to my delightful surprise, eventually stayed overnight, sleeping with me in my bedroom! After many years of loneliness, finally, at last, I had someone of flesh and blood, sharing the intimacy of my bedroom! Were my prayers for a new relationship finally answered? It was to me a Mystic Experience to feel, see and hear, the closeness of the Spirit of my new companion mate, that suddenly had become for that night my interesting date, even though I did not know even the name of this one night stand. I felt wonderful, in Heaven, to share my bedroom, for it had been many years since I had such a close physical contact, with someone in my bedroom, that was able to soothe the anxiety of my Spirit, giving me the Gift of Love of the Spirit of the Heart. At last I had a Spirit Soul in the flesh and blood that caressed my Soul with a Heart of Love! I was a little bit in Heaven with the Spirit of my Love of this wonderful Gift of God.

Next morning, however, to my regret, without becoming aware of when and how, my ‘one night stand’ was suddenly gone. My new companion had left me in a hurry without even giving a notice of good-bye! I became sad that my new friend had left me so quickly and so silently that I did not even noticed the time of departure. My guest of the night, that had given me so much love, had suddenly left me, without even saying a word. The high of the night was thus followed by a low in the morning, which became ‘the morning after’ the ‘one night stand’!

There is always a price to pay for a little joy in life, and my ‘one night stand’ was not to be an exception. Soon I became not only sad, but also displeased, when I discovered that my ‘one night stand’ had left, ‘the morning after’, quite a dirty mess in my room before leaving my apartment. The mess was such a dirty mess, that it took me one hour to clean up the mess left by my guest, that appeared not to know the way to my bathroom! My wild guest appeared to be in such a rush to discharge its biological necessities that decided to go for it right there on my carpet! Loving lector of little faith, do you not believeth what I say, when this I say about my friendly visitor of my one night stand with the morning after? My ‘one night stand’ was actually a pigeon, a Bird of God that had come into my bedroom, to sleep with me through the night, to soothe my Spirit with the Holy Spirit of the Love of God in my Heart! Without giving me notice of the poop on my carpet, my pigeon friend disappeared from my sight, very early in the morning, as a bird in flight, to become my wonderful ‘one night stand’ of ‘the morning after’!

My wonder pigeon had landed the previous evening, on the veranda of my apartment, and after looking at me for almost one hour, before it turned dark, she concluded that I was safe enough, and thus flew through the open window into my bedroom, to sleep with me, perched on the open door of the bedroom in my apartment! In the morning, while I was half in my sleep, the pigeon had left me, in the same silent way it had come into my life. I felt most honored to have such a wild beast sleeping with me in my bedroom, but did not forecast the material poop mess that the pigeon would leave on my carpet!

While cleaning up the mess, I had the opportunity to meditate about the many problems one has to withstand that are related to a lifetime mate companion. Cleaning up all sorts of mess was part of the problem. I considered the pros and cons regarding relationships and came to the conclusion that it was definitely worth going for it; that is, I mean the pigeon relationship! At the time of this wonderful experience, I still was more aware of Mother Gaia than in the Holy Mother, but soon things started to roll, with the rock and roll of my music, and quickly thereafter became Manifest my Lady and my Lord with Manifestations of God! Now I see that this was a Bird with the Word, a Bird of the Lord that was Incarnate with the Holy Spirit, a Messenger of God, with the Good News of all my Miracle Experiences that soon were to come with the many different Creatures of God. This was a Mystical Experience of an Incarnation of God in a Bird with the Word, and soon would be Manifest many Birds of God, with Miracles of God, to show me the Love of God in all her creatures, that I love with all my Heart!

Come talk to me, my Little Bird with the Word of the Incarnation of God, give me the Peace of your Love; that like you, I may also become, a Messenger of God, like an Angel of the Lord! Holy Spirit God of my Love, send me all Your Little Angels of my Love, that I may see, hear and feel, the Holy Spirit of Your Love! Angel of my Love, come into my Spirit, that I may be loved by every Creature of God, that I may show the Love of God that is in every Creature of Mother Gaia that I love with all my Heart!

Rescued by an Army of Birds of the Lord in the Mount of the Missions of Jesus

Birds may become Messengers of God to bring the Good News of a Manifestation of God, or become Incarnations of God to be the Manifestation of God. In this section and many others I describe my Mystic Experiences with Birds with the Word that provide the evidence to such temporal Incarnations of God to establish Manifestation of Presence of the Holy Spirit of God. Indeed, the Miracle Picture of the Bird with the Word that was come unto me, in the Sea of Galilee, made Manifest as an Angel of Light, with Hearts of Light, and a Face of Light, is an awesome Miracle of God. Keep my Bird this is my Word, saith the little Servant of the Lord to protect all the Birds of my Love (Cry from Gaia).

One beautiful summer evening I went out to my balcony, when suddenly I saw this wild ‘flying crazy little creature’, fluttering in front of my apartment, maybe 20 meters away, doing all kinds of astounding acrobatic pirouettes, with so much speed that not only my mind but also my eyes were not able to follow. Up and down, left and right, back and forth, this weird ‘crazy little creature’ was displaying the most astonishing flying skills that I had ever seen in any creature of the wild. Within the minute of a prayer requesting to bring me closer the crazy little creature, I suddenly saw in great amazement this little brown fire-ball flying towards me, with astonishing speed, and within three seconds ‘crashed’ right next to me, on the wall of my apartment! I was shocked when I realized that the little brown fire ball was ‘crazy little creature’, that all of a sudden had ‘crash-landed’ on the wall of my apartment! The Lord had thus brought to me the crazy little creature, right next to me, in my apartment! For a second, I felt hurt for the poor bird, thinking that the crazy creature was hurt as he crashed with great speed against the wall of my apartment. Quickly however, I realized that my ‘crazy little creature’ was quite all right, for he was looking at me with this sweetest cute look, while hanging comfortably from the vertical wall of my apartment. I did not understand how on earth and from where he was pulling this additional acrobatic stunt, but she seemed to have no problems in just ‘hanging there’! My mind was numbed about what was going on, because I did not know that birds could crash-land against vertical walls, and then hang on the wall, as if this was a normal bird business!

Crazy Little Creature had ‘crash-landed’ with this loud landing-crashing sound, right next to me, on the vertical wall of my balcony, 1 meter away from me, and was looking at me, straight into my eyes, with his cute little wide opened eyes! I was relieved to recognize that the bird was not hurt and thus I welcomed my interesting visitor, with some friendly ‘human to bird’ talk, asking her if she was all right, and what was she doing, hanging on the wall of my apartment! Crazy Little Creature did not respond to my questions, but seemed to be paying attention to what I was saying, as the bird kept her sight fixed on my eyes, that were fixed on the interesting guest of my Heart. I guessed that the reason why the bird was hanging on the wall, ‘hanging in there’, was ‘because it is there’! The bird did not show the slightest fear for me, and thus I even approached my little friend further, a little closer, to establish a Close Encounter of the Wild Animal Spiritual Kind! I asked whether she was hungry, but he seemed not to be hungry, for she did not accept my bread that eventually I placed next to his beak with my hand. I was excited and thrilled and delighted with my Visitor from Heaven right next to me, giving me much more than the close call that I had requested from God a few minutes earlier! I slowly came closer and closer to my little Bird with the Word, until I was so close, that I whispered my Words of Love into the ears of my adorable Crazy Little Creature of God of my Love! I was so close to Crazy Little Creature that my breath with my words moved the feathers of the little Bird of my Love! I could have kissed the adorable Creature of God with my lips, that were hungry for her Love, but I confess I did not, for I thought this might be a true Angel Incarnation of God! How much I regret today this mistake of missing such a Kiss of Love to this little Love Incarnation of God! Never again would I miss another such Kiss of Love for my Creatures of God that I eventually gave to many other wild animals and little birds of my Heart! Crazy Little Creature was so adorable lovely that I not only wanted to kiss her, but wanted to eat her all up, with a whole lot of my Love! During 10 long minutes, I had this wonderful bird-talk with Crazy Little Creature, that was more a monologue, but what a monologue this was, this ‘Conversation with God’! I was in a Rapture of Love with Crazy Little Creature that brought into my Heart the Spirit of the Love of God. A few more minutes passed, in this Interaction of Love, and having satisfied my Heart with a whole lot of Love, I decided I had to take a picture of my Visitor from Heaven and eventually I took pictures 10 cm away from the Bird with the Word with the Spirit of God. As I edit this text, and look at the picture of my little bird, I say to myself, in Spanish: ‘lo adoro totalmente’, which means: ‘I completely adore him’, and I burst out in Tears of Emotion! Closer I could not come to the bird to take another picture, because when I did, I would loose the focus on the image of the bird with the close-up macro lens of my camera! I just could not get enough of my Little Crazy Creature, and took many pictures with my camera, for I was in a Rapture of Love with my Love Incarnation of God! I was thinking to take a picture with one hand while caressing the Bird with the other hand, when suddenly, I heard in great surprise, that I had another feathered Visitor from the Skies, right next to me, 1 meter away, demanding the immediate attention of my Heart!

Flutter, flutter, flutter, was the sound of the bird, close to my feet, walking on the ground of the balcony of my apartment! Quickly I kneeled close to this other Bird with more Word, asking my new friend what he was doing in my apartment! This bird was a pigeon, and was also not scared, and after some interesting pigeon talk, I took a picture of my second feathered Messenger from Heaven. Soon thereafter, I grabbed the pigeon with my hands, and threw her away into the air, out from my apartment. The pigeon however had made his plans to stay in my apartment, and after flying about 10 meters away in the air, I was astounded to see her fly right back to me, and settled right next to me, on to the veranda of my apartment! Quickly, Pigeon Bird started to walk on the veranda, towards Little Crazy Creature, hanging on the wall of my apartment! The scene of seeing the Pigeon Bird walking towards Little Crazy Creature was a Mystical Experience with the Love Heart of Mother Nature of the Lord! When both birds came close together, Little Crazy Creature decided it was time for her to leave the arena of Bird Encounters of the Spiritual Kind! Thus, my Miracle Bird flew away, as free as a bird of a Miracle Kind! As I saw Little Crazy Creature flying away from my life my Soul got a little sad to loose my special Visitor from Heaven! Little Pigeon Bird was Sent by God to sooth the sadness of my Heart for the up-coming imminent departure of Little Crazy Creature! Little Crazy Creature was now gone, but Sleepy Sleeping Pigeon was still with me, although she did no longer want to play, but only wanted to stay, and sleep the night away, with his Angels of God. Soon my Sleepy Sleeping Pigeon found a nice comfortable place on the chair that I had in the balcony; the Mystical Picture shows Sleepy Sleeping Pigeon with Mystical Lights, ready to sleep for the night, next to my bedroom and the Heart of my Soul.

Crazy Little Creature was a swallow, and I totally adored my adorable Little Swallow Incantation of God. Some pigeons come close to human beings, but a shy swallow of the wild will not come so close like this to humans, unless this is the Desire of God. The Apparition of Little Swallow Incantation was a prologue to a Miracle with Swallows that I experienced a few months later, during my pilgrim visit to the Holy Land. Indeed, a whole Army of Swallows with the Holy Spirit was come to my rescue, from beasts of the wild, in the Mount of the Missions of Jesus, to acknowledge the Miracle Apparition of Little Swallow Incantation with the Spirit of the Angel of God (below).

To celebrate Pentecost of the year 2000, on the turn of the millennium, I had come to the Holy Land of Lord Jesus, where I experienced many Miracles of God (CW). After visiting the Church of the Holy Sepulcher of Lord Jesus I went to the Wailing Wall of the Jews, the famous 3,000 year-old wall, the only remaining structure still standing on the Temple Mount of the Holy City of the Lord. I spent several hours with the Wailing Wall of the Temple Mount, in meditation with other Jews, due to this unexpected ‘Visit from the Heavens’ that was fallen from the Miracle Wall of this Holy Sanctuary of God (CW).

As I reached the Wailing Wall, to say a little prayer, following the examples of the Jews, I suddenly see, right in front of me, right next to me, a Little Creature sent by God, from the Heavens, with the Message of the Word with the Bird of the Lord! Right in front of me was a little black bird in the ground, next to the Wailing Wall, looking at me with helpless little eyes, crying out loud, in silence, as a ‘blackbird singing in the dead of the night’ (Blackbird). I kneeled for a close encounter with the bird, to analyze what was happening to the poor little creature of the Wailing Wall. Soon I realized that the ‘large little’ bird was a Baby Black Crow that was fallen to the ground from its nest, somewhere high from above, in the crevices of the Wailing Wall! I picked up Little Baby Crow from the ground, very carefully, with my hands, and kissed the poor creature in distress, trying to bring back its health and mitigate the pain of poor suffering Baby Black Crow of the Wailing Wall. Over the next 2 hours, I had Baby Black Crow in my hands, walking around the Wailing Wall, trying to come up with some idea how to save the life of my Little Baby Black Crow of the Talking Wailing Wall!

There had been many people praying on the wall right next to me, and I felt a little concerned that nobody had seen, or paid attention, to do something about this poor distressed little Creature of God. Maybe nobody had seen the bird, but I wondered why no other Soul of the many religious Jews, praying in the Wailing Wall, had not noticed the suffering creature. It was my Inner Little Self that brought me to this exact site at the Wailing Wall, for me to discover the little creature, suffering from the chaos of nature, so I could help the suffering creature, with the Help from God. I would do everything that I could to release Baby Black Crow from its suffering due to the wrath of the cruel chaotic world. While having Little Baby Crow in my hands, and wondering what to do with my newly acquired responsibility, I thought that whereas the praying Jews were talking in prayer to the Wailing Wall, the Wailing Wall was talking to me, with some Message of God, with the Bird with the Word of God of my Love! I told the Lord at the Wailing Wall: I’d rather have 10 flying birds in the air, than have 1 lonely bird in my hand!

I held on to the little Creature of the Heavens, committed to do everything I could, to relieve the suffering of Little Baby Bird of the Wailing Wall. I remembered my successful rescue of Little Hanging Bird in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer, and again I would do everything I could do, to relieve the pain of this creature that was ascribed to my care. After one hour walking back and forth in the area of the Sanctuary of the Wailing Wall, with my Little Black Crow in my hands, I suddenly realized that I was being watched by someone, in the skies, that was carefully assessing what was I doing with Little Black Crow of the Wailing Wall. Quickly I became excited, when I realized that Mother Black Crow was watching me closely, analyzing every single move I was making with her Little Baby Crow in my hands! The Large Black Crow started to fly all over me, a few meters away from me, towards me, back and forth, flying down from the Wailing Wall! Mother Crow would perch itself on the wall, and then fly towards me, as if wanting to tell me, this is my baby, my Little Baby Crow of Mother Black Crow of the Wailing Wall! Now I saw the Light, with some hope to save Little Black Crow, because now was come to the rescue Mother Black Crow of the Wailing Wall! Moreover, soon I recognized Father Black Crow, when I saw another bird, flying with Mother Black Crow, watching me closely with Little Black Crow in my hands! After having the Bird with the Word in my hands for over 2 hours, I finally came to my conclusion, that the best chance for survival, was to leave Little Baby Crow very high on a safe place on top of the Wailing Wall.

Soon I found the caretaker of the Wailing Wall, who took me, and the bird, for a walk, through the stairs and passages within the building, up towards the top of the Wailing Wall. Mother Black Crow was always close, perched on the wall, watching what was I doing with her Baby Crow. Quickly I found a good high place in the wall, to leave Little Baby Crow in the hands, or rather in the wings of Mother Baby Crow! Not only Mother Crow was flying around Baby Crow, but also Father Crow was around, watching over their Baby Black Crow, now safe in the Wailing Wall! I was happy to see when Mother Black Crow was perched next to Little Baby Crow, protecting her baby from the beasts of the wild! That was the last time that I saw Little Baby Crow, who was now no longer my responsibility, but the responsibility of Mother Crow and the Wailing Wall! Two weeks later, I would receive the Payback from Birds, for having rescued Little Baby Crow, with a wonderful Miracle with the Bird with the Word that came to my rescue from the beasts of the wild in a Holy Sanctuary of the Lord! Indeed, I was literally saved from the beasts of the wild by a Flock of Birds that were Incarnate with the Holy Spirit, during my Spiritual Experience in the Mount of the Missions of Jesus (below).

After spending some time in the Sea of Galilee, for my last night I had decided to stay in a hotel, in the city of Tiberias. Soon I found a cheap room hotel on the shore of the Sea of Galilee that cost me 20 U$S for the night, and once I had settled in my room for the night I quickly found out why the room was so cheap, and why cheap many times means very expensive! It was a very hot summer night, my room had no air conditioning, the window of my room was tiny very small, there was no breath of fresh air, many mosquitoes in my room wanted to eat me up, and on top of that, there was a very loud stupid techno music from a disco nearby! This was no longer the Holy Land, for suddenly I was in hell, with hot temperature and the nasty beasts of the wild sucking my blood, while I listened to the Noise of Hell! After one hour of struggle with this multiple torture, I realized I could no longer stand this hell on earth, and since I had paid my room in advance, I decided, late at midnight, to pack my bags, and leave the nasty cheap hotel, and sleep under the moonlit sky, in the wilderness, in some Sanctuary of the real Holy Land. It took me less than 1 second to choose my place where to sleep in the wilderness, and quickly I was driving up the hill to Mount Arbor, which is to me, the Mount of the Missions of Jesus, my all time favorite hiding place from human beings, for Mystic Contemplation with God.

Mount Arbor was the best place to finish the awesome weekend of the celebration of Pentecost, to meditate and sleep in the open night, under the stars, with the beautiful light of a large moon, in the complete silence, in lonely contemplation with the Spirit of Nature and the Holy Spirit of the Lord. This was my favorite hiding place for meditation that I had found in the whole Holy Land, for I knew this was a favorite hiding place of Jesus. I had done very well in leaving the hell of my awful cheap hotel bedroom, for quickly I was in my element, high up in the mountain, next to my ‘Tree of Jesus’, enjoying this most beautiful view of the mountains, and the Sea of Galilee of Lord Jesus. Love Sister Moon was full of light, allowing me to see Nature in the night, and this inspired my Heart to enter into a Trance Passion State in Communion with Nature and the Holy Spirit of God. Under the light of Love Sister Moon, I spent 4 hours, walking around in my Sanctuary, on top of the Holy Land, on the Mount of the Missions of Jesus, with the tree of Jesus, in complete happiness, thinking in María and Jesus, the Saints and the Angels, in Love Mother Gaia, with the Holy Spirit of God. I did not sleep a wink, for I was totally wound-up, excited by the full Light of Love Sister Moon, with the awesome view of lights in the valley and the mountains below, while in a Trance State, in Spiritual Communion in my little Kingdom of God, high in the Mount of the Missions of Jesus. At 4 am in the night, I suddenly became exhausted, and thus I grabbed my sleeping bag from the car, and laid down on the ground, close to the Tree of Jesus, ready to get a little sleep of what was left of the night of this my final day in this Sanctuary of Jesus.

I was about to doze away into a much needed and well-deserved sleep, when suddenly I realized that from nowhere and everywhere, I was surrounded harassed attacked by a swarm of nasty evil pestering mosquitoes! There was first one mosquito on my flesh, but quickly there were two, and soon there were three mosquitoes on my head, and then on my neck, biting into my flesh, while piercing the blood of my sensitive Heart. Quickly I was fed up with them mean nasty mosquitoes, that had suddenly appeared in my life, to destroy my peace, and ruin the end of a wonderful night of Communion with God! Soon more mosquitoes arrived, and I would not give my right cheek to my left cheek to be stung by the very vicious swarm of mosquitoes; thus, I put up a fight against the stinging beasts of the wild that were literally eating me alive. I was without any doubt loosing this battle, for every round was won by the nasty pestering blood sucking mosquitoes that were eating me up alive. I would kill a mosquito I had caught by surprise with his mouth in my flesh, but soon the dead one was replaced by two other mean pestering beasts, that arrived in the arena of the fight over my blood. The irritating blood thirsty beasts were flying all over and around me, with their annoying buzzing sound, determined to stay, and eat my blood away. I then put a good dose of mosquito repellent on my face, neck and hands, because I was wise, and was prepared against the mean elements of nature, but nothing would deter them nasty creatures from eating my blood away! Not even the mosquito repellent would drive the mean beasts away, for I was the only source of a soft fresh live meal that was in the Sanctuary, to be eaten by the hungry blood-thirsty beasts of the wild. I put up a good fight and killed many beasts of the wild for about half an hour, but the dead beasts were constantly replaced by new beasts from the wild. The light of a new day was slowly appearing in the scene, and I was wrought with anger, that I could not sleep not even for one hour, due to these nasty pestering hungry beasts of the wild!

Soon I rationalized that there were only two ways to solve the problem: either leave the ground to the conquering mosquitoes, or leave the battleground into the Conquering Hands of God. I had not considered this idea before, and thus I started to pray to God to Incarnate in the mosquitoes, to make them fly away, to find another target, and leave me alone with the Peace of the Lord. I had done this in the past, with instant success (CW). Thus I asked God to Come, and Incarnate in the mosquitoes, and order the creatures to move away, and leave me alone, for I was in urgent need to get some sleep, before driving my car for hours all the way to the south, for my last days in Jerusalem. Soon I realized that God was apparently not answering my prayers, to incarnate in the wild beasts, for they just kept coming at me with their stinging tools, feasting on my flesh and blood, while destroying the peace of my Heart. God was not incarnating in the mean nasty beasts for they just continued feasting on my poor innocent blood. I did not know what to do and just kept praying to the Lord to Come and relieve me from this close encounter with the nasty stinging beasts that were feasting on my blood and tormenting the peace of my innocent Heart.

Suddenly, I saw the Light, in the distance, or rather a Creature of God, in the sky, that I thought might become my Incarnate Servant Savior of the Lord! In the distance, about 40 meters away from me, I saw 2 swallows, that suddenly had appeared in the air, flying high in the sky, behind the Tree of Jesus. As I saw the swallows in the sky, I remembered that a few months earlier, God had sent me a swallow, to kiss me as a Bird with the Word, after becoming an Incarnation of God. I also remembered from reading on this Miracle Bird that insects were the favorite food of this Creature of God. Eureka! My Encounter back home with Little Swallow Incarnation had been a Miracle Experience and thus I thought if the two swallows could become the Answer to my Prayers to God! Thus, as I watched the swallows in the far distance, I quickly changed my prayer to God, asking God to Incarnate in the 2 swallows, to make them Come and Help me get rid of the beasts of the wild that continued eating me alive. Within 2 minutes of my prayer, I must repeat, within two minutes of my prayer, requesting from God to send me the 2 swallows to eat the mosquitoes, I suddenly had, all around me, a flock of more than 50 swallows, taking care that not 1 single insect would ever bite me again, in the Miracle Mount of the Mission of Jesus! As I edit this text herein, four years after this Miracle Experience, I burst out into Tears of Emotion, as I recognize again the Blessing of Grace of this Gift of God! Indeed, every time I come to edit this part, I shed some Tears of Emotion!

I had prayed to God to Come and Incarnate in the two swallows, to defend me from the nasty mosquitoes, and within 2 minutes, I had a flock of about 50 Swallows of God, guarding my flesh, and my Spirit, from the evil beasts of the world! The Incarnate Miracle Swallows were flying all over me, close to me, eating all the nasty mosquitoes that were around me, no longer biting me, but rather trying to save their own lives from the Army of Swallows sent by the Spirit of God! It was amazing to see the Miracle Incarnate Swallows flying all around me, coming with high speed from all directions, flying down on the mosquitoes around me, like Kamikazes, avoiding my face by only a few inches! Indeed, these Miracle Bird Acrobats flew so close to me that I could feel on the skin of my face the wind of the wings of the Bird Angel Incarnations of God!

With the Army of God protecting me from the pestering mean mosquitoes, I came out from my sleeping bag, and laid with my full body exposed to the air, enjoying the view of the Magnificent Flying Creatures that were flying all around me, like Guardian Angels of the Lord! This was one of the most wonderful and peaceful Mystic Experiences that I have lived in my life! The Army of Swallows were flying fast around me, eating the mosquitoes that were around me no longer biting me, for they were now too busy trying to save their own flesh and blood! Indeed, since the arrival of the Miracle Incarnate Swallows, I did not suffer one single bite, nor did I hear again one single buzz in my ears, that had annoyed the Peace of my Heart! I closed my eyes and listened to the sweet Sound of the Wind of my Visitors from Heaven, flying around close to my head, realizing they had come to my rescue in the Name of the Lord, in the Mount of the Mission of Jesus!

I remembered Little Baby Crow, the Baby Black Crow that I had saved two weeks earlier from other beasts of the wild in the Sanctuary of the Temple Mount in the Holy City of Jesus. It was now payback of the Lord, with the Bird with the Word in the Name of Love! With my eyes closed, I was hearing the wonderful sound of the wings of the Flying Angels of the Army of God, flying so close to me that I could feel the wind of the flying creatures on the skin of my body, that felt Caressed by the Hand of God! This was one of the most wonderful Lullabies that I had heard in my life with the Sweet Sound of Flying Angels of the Lord! The Incarnate Swallows were all around me, maybe a dozen at the same time, and I felt under the Protective Veil of my Lady and my Lord! As I opened my eyes, I saw the beautiful sight of the Flying Angel Creatures, coming to my rescue, and I could even see their little faces with their eyes looking at me, as they flew close next to me, insuring that I would not be touched by another single sting of the beasts of the wild! I was in Heaven, and Heaven was in me, enjoying the Manifestation of God, aware that God was Incarnate in the Swallows that were Come to me as a Bird with the Word, to Answer my Prayers and be Saved by the Lord! I had the Swallows of God flying all around me for over 45 minutes, and while listening to the sound of my little Rescue Angels, feeling on my face the wind of the Wings of my Angels, I slowly dozed away into a light sleep with Angels of God, caressed by the Holy Spirit of God of my Love!

Soon my Inner Little Voice woke me up, to show me that the Army of Swallows of the Lord were now slowly moving away, because there were no more mosquitoes around in the Mount of the Lord! Quickly I realized that I had to take some pictures of the Swallows of God that had come to my rescue, as my Flying Guardian Angels of the Lord. I thus prepared my camera, and took a full roll of pictures, with some of the swallows that were still flying around during the sunrise of Love Brother Sun. The picture shows a few Swallows of the Army of God flying around the Tree of Jesus, on top of the Mount of the Mission of Jesus. The second picture shows another set of Swallows of the Army of God in the context of the sunrise of Love Brother Sun. This single swallow is flying in straight direction towards me, above the reflection of the light of the sun on the Sea of Galilee.

Two weeks earlier, I had rescued Little Baby Black Crow in the Sanctuary of the Wailing Wall in Jerusalem, and my rescue by the Incarnate Swallows was Payback of the Lord for this Action of Love! Soon after my Mystical Experience at the Wailing Wall dozens of swallows were suddenly Manifest at this Sanctuary of God, and the Synchronic Image, that was given to me by the Lord, gives a good idea of how many Swallows of the Army of God surrounded me during my Mystical Experience with these Servants of God. It is a Synchronicity of God that I took a picture of a flock of swallows that were suddenly Manifest at the Wailing Wall on the day I rescued Baby Black Crow, two weeks before these same Swallows of God came to my rescue as I prayed to the Lord! The Miracle Walling Wall was thus Talking to Me with this Synchronicity of God! A Miracle Picture was manifest that morning, during sunrise, with the feathered Angels of God, with Love Brother Sun making manifest a Heart of Light of Blue Spirit Light with Yellow Pink Red Purple Light with the Symbol of the Heart of Love. Moreover, the Miracle Picture of the Bird with the Word with the Face of Light of an Angel of Light made Manifest a few days earlier, provides additional evidence to the Miracle of such Bird Incarnations of God.

The Mystic Experience with the Army of Swallows was one of the most beautiful experiences with nature that I had in my life. Holy Spirit of my Love, come unto me, bring me your Bird with the Word, that I may see the Light of the Lord, to preach the Word of the Lord, to become a Saint of the Lord, to save many loving creatures of God of Our Love! Lord Jesus of my Love, thank you for sending me your Bird with the Word, in your Mount of the Missions, to Caress my Soul with your Miracles of God, so I may be a Witness of your Miracles, to present evidence of the existence of the Angels of God, to teach all nations the Love of God, to be with You Always, until the end of the world!

‘Then the eleven disciples went away into Galilee, into a mountain where Jesus had appointed them… Go ye therefore, and teach all nations… I am with you always, even until the end of the world’ (Mathew 28).

Canine Cosmic Consciousness

Dogs are the best friend of man. All of my life I had dogs that accompanied me through my voyage through life. Since I have conscience and memory, as from the age of 3, my life is a continuos passion of love for dogs and all the animals that I love with all my Heart. Cats also have accompanied me all of my life and I have suffered much with the loss of several animals; this is Mushita, showing a Heart of Light through her eyes; this very special cat today rests in peace in her tomb in the Chapel of the Sanctuary. The death of my beloved San Tango caused me a profound depression that lasted several weeks. With the death of San Tango I wrote an important chapter of my life over the absence of the unjust god that is not present to assist good people and innocent animals that suffer the injustices of this cruel world (CW). In this moment I am accompanied by San Taurus, the brother of San Tango, and Taurus is the great joy and love of my life that I love with all the Passion of my Heart. I had many mystic experiences with dogs during the many years of my life; here I describe some with Taurus:

When I was operated from an abdominal hernia in the city 2 years ago, early in the morning at 7am I left Taurus in my bedroom in the house of my farm. One hour after the operation, at 8:30am, as I laid in the bed of the hospital, with pain due to the abdominal surgery, a neighbor of a neighbor calls me at my cellular phone, and tells me that he saw Taurus on the road, running towards the highway, for he was coming to the city to look for me in the hospital! I do not know how Taurus got out from my bedroom, maybe through a window; he had passed 7 gates in the farm that are goat proof, he crossed the farm of the neighbor with 17 dogs trained to kill, and covered several kilometers towards the highway, to seek me in the city in the hospital! Since I was still in bed, coming out from the anesthesia, with tubes placed in my vein, I immediately told my neighbor to get my jeep and to go fetch Taurus and bring him back home to the safety of my house; and told him to immediately call me when he had Taurus in the car; or else, I would take my catheter out of my vein, leave the hospital with my car, and look for my beloved Taurus. Fifteen minutes later my neighbor called me and told me he had Taurus in the car, he took him to my farm, and tied him up with a rope so that he could not escape and seek me again in the hospital of San Carlos. That same night I wanted to leave the hospital, but the doctor gave me strict orders not to leave my bed; however, next morning I was very stressed about Taurus, and thus I escaped from the hospital, and came driving alone to my home, with difficulty and pain, but relieved that soon I would be next to San Taurus. Once back home I was greeted with great love by Taurus and many other animals that were waiting for me, even a chicken climbed on my body, and the cats gave me their usual massage with their paws to heal any pain that I had. That day I remained in bed, but next day I already was walking around in my farm to care for the well being of my animals. It was a little madness, the doctor was very mad with me, but fortunately I am well with the hernia and I am still lifting heavy animals. Taurus knew that something was wrong with me, with the operation of my hernia, because his Soul was connected to my Soul and he was coming to find me in the hospital through the Spiritual Cosmic Consciousness!

One afternoon some criminal hunters put on fire the highest mountain of my Sanctuary (CW). As I saw the smoke in the mountain, I left Taurus locked in my house, and quickly I drove up the mountain with my jeep to fight against the fire. Soon I had to call the fire-fighters and the police and 2 hours later 6 firefighters and 3 policemen came to help me fight against the terrible dangerous fire. In 6 hours we controlled the fire, at 12 pm at night, thanks to the humidity of the night and the wind that was coming from the right direction. The criminal bastards torched 20 hectares of my farm; I fought alone for 2 hours controlling that the fire would not come down into my extraordinary palm grove, and with much energy and courage, dressed in a summer bathing suite with beach sandals, I walked through the fire and the spines of the land, armed only with a towel, and was able to neutralize the criminal work of the criminal neighbor hunters. This was another of the many nightmares that I suffered in my life (CW). Once the fire-fighters were gone, at 12 pm of the night, I came down to my house to see Taurus. When Taurus saw me, he was in a Happy Trance Ecstasy, but I was completely surprised to see the extreme state of emotional stress he was in, I had never seen him so stressfully excited in his life, he was totally acidotic, gasping for air, he had lots of saliva in his mouth, he was totally dehydrated as I never saw before; it looked like he had run a 100 mile marathon! Quickly we went to the kitchen to drink water; I was totally dehydrated due to the 8 hour fight with a towel against the horrible fire; I was thirsty as never before; but Taurus was much more thirsty than I, and needed the fresh water much more than I, and thus quickly Taurus got the first water to quench the thirst of the horrible fire! The fire could not be seen from the house, but the dog knew through the Cosmic Consciousness that I was in deep trouble (the fire), and so I was! Taurus sensed my emotional pain, and thus Taurus suffered emotional pain and needed the water that I so much needed to quench the thirst of my Heart! I will never forget this Encounter of Love with my Dog of God as I came down form the mountain after putting down this horrible fire that could have cost me one million dollars worth of palm trees. Holy Nature helped me with the humidity that came in the night and with the wind that saved me from a horrible ecological disaster with the possible loss of my palm grove. Once back home I recovered my life, with the great Love of Taurus!

One day I was climbing up the mountain with Taurus to explore the nature of my magnificent Sanctuary. The dog was ahead of me and suddenly I hear a very strong gallop, a large animal was running down the hill towards me, and seconds later, I saw a very large wild boar, running down the hill like a thousand miles per hour, passing right next to me, only 3 meters away from where I was standing, for I had stopped to see what on earth was causing the loud gallop coming down the mountain. Quickly I saw Taurus running behind, he was chasing down the wild boar, but the wild boar had already out-run Taurus 100 meters of distance! Taurus kept on running down the hill behind the wild boar that I lost in the bushes; and I called aloud Taurus to come, to come quickly, for he should not mess with the huge wild boar that could have killed him in small pieces! The dog would have never been able to catch the boar, and after a minute I decided to slowly continue my walk up the hill. A few meters later, I was suddenly surprised to see 6 little puppies of boars running out from a bush from whence the mother had come out to run down the hill! Quickly I realized that the mother boar had decided to take Taurus down the hill, to take Taurus away from the piglets, to protect her little piglets from the dog! I had many close encounters with these magnificent animals the boars of the wild (CW). It is a complete horror what man is doing in this land with the killing of the boars and the death of dogs because of the criminal hunters that have fun with their fire arms that are killing and exterminating all the wild fauna of Uruguay (CW). The wild boars never killed any of my animals since I live in my farm. I love and respect and protect the wild boars in my farm and thus the wild boars respect me and they have never killed to eat any one of my animals. In the period of crisis in the winter the wild boar that live in my mountain may come down to eat some recently born animal of the neighbor (a criminal hunter that I have almost put in jail many times); they may have killed animals of my neighbor but they never killed my animals because the boar knows by Cosmic Consciousness that I do not kill boars like my criminal neighbors! The boars come almost every night to my house, just meters away from my bedroom, they eat the grass and insects beneath the earth; here is a picture I took one day when they came to eat some feed from my animals. The boars have a Soul like humans and have to be respected and should not be killed because they have the same right to a life like any other living being (section 7). I will never forget that the Mother Boar did not kill or hurt Taurus to defend her littler; she could have destroyed my dog into little pieces and thus would have destroyed me too for the rest of my existence! Thank you Holy Nature for this Wisdom and Grace I received that day in the mountain of my blessed Sanctuary!

One night I was in a birth day party and the visitors were given the traditional ‘asado’ which consists of all sorts of meat. I was the only vegetarian and I was delighted with the many salads. We were a group of people sitting in a large table eating dinner, when suddenly came the dog of the house and quickly he sat right next to me, looking at me, straight in the eyes, and immediately I understood what he was telling me: he was hungry, and wanted some meat. I was the only one eating salads, and all the other at the table were eating meat and had meat in their plates, but the dog was with me, sitting right next to me, looking at the only vegetarian that did not eat meat and had no meat in his plate with salads. The scent of the dog is one of the great marvels of nature and surely the dog smelled that I had no meat in my plate, and that the meat was in the plates of the other people in the table; however the dog was with me, sitting next to me and staring at me. Soon I raised my voice and said to the attendees of the dinner table: ‘here is a dog that comes to bring a nice message of universal cosmic consciousness: the dog is hungry, and wants to eat meat, but he is sitting next the vegetarian that does not eat meat, and has no meat to give him to eat; thus, why is the dog waiting that a vegetarian without meat will give him meat to eat? The dog kept looking at my eyes, and quickly, I grabbed with my hand a piece of meat from the plate of my neighbor and gave the dog the meat to eat! I had never seen the dog before, and the dog had never seen me before, but the dog knew that I was the only one that would give him the meat he requested to eat! This can be explained by the Universal Cosmic Consciousness: the dog knew through his Spiritual Soul that my Spiritual Soul would give him the meat! And so it was, and the dog received more meat, because after having a nice laugh, I gave the dog more meat for he was another Adorable Dog full of Love that I always receive from all the Dogs of my Heart!

The suicide of the old sheep Gorpita

I have a sanctuary of animals and plants where I have learned the most important lessons in life, and many of these experiences are very painful when a poor animal gets sick and sometimes dies because of the cruel manifestations of nature (section 13). The first animals that I bought for my sanctuary were 10 sheep (CW). I bought the sheep in the beginning of the year 2002, when they were already grown up sheep, and since I write this section today in june of the year 2015, I have some sheep that have more than 14 years of age. This is highly unusual because in the farm no one has sheep older than 7 years old, because when the sheep are of no more use (as they use to say), they kill the sheep to eat them, or they sell them to the slaughter house. I adore my sheep, they are all Lambs of God, they are all very sweet and very good natured, they do not cause any harm, they do not even harm my trees in the park, and I take care of each individual sheep with all the strength of my Heart. ‘Hidrita’ is the oldest of the sheep and must be at least 15 years old. The teeth of Hidrita are gone due to the many years of use with old pastures, and thus, with the poor grass in the winter and in the dry summer she would have problems to survive; but with much love, and the feed that I give to my old animals, she is still going strong and very happy with her life in the sanctuary. Other sheep also do not have good teeth to eat and thus I have a group of 10 sheep that I call ‘viejitas’ (oldies), that I have around in the park of the house, to give them food and have them close to the house to bring them inside when it rains and gets cold in the winter for a bad weather can kill a weak sheep in a matter of hours. In my group of oldies I also have 4 blind sheep, that became blind due to irresponsible companies that sell a product called ‘Closantel’ that can cause blindness if an employee passes the exact dose of the product; the anti-parasite is thus very toxic and nothing is mentioned in the label of the product, nobody knows this, not even the local veterinarians. The blind sheep do very well with the other oldies in the park; they know where all the obstacles are, they know where the trees are for shadow and protection, they know where and when the food comes, and they know where to drink water. One of my favorite sheep ‘Gorpita’ was the most complicated of the group because she was very old, she had no teeth, and she was blind.

In february of the year 2015, Gorpita was fed up with the complications of her life that were getting worse every day, because we had a terrible drought that eventually lasted 8 months, and thus she had no green pasture that helped complement the feed that I gave twice a day to the group of oldies. During the drought I gave Gorpita her food 3 times a day; however, Gorpita had enough, she had decided she no longer wanted to have this complicated life, without her sight, without green grass, and in addition she had an accident with the fence because of her blindness and had pain walking everywhere. Gorpita wanted to leave the park of the house where she had everything she needed, but all the time she requested she wanted to leave the park and go with the other younger sheep into the mountain, were quickly she would end her life. I was not letting her out from the protection of my park, because I would not let Gorpita suffer alone in the mountain and die a slow death with pain. When the time was right, I would help Gorpita end her life with 4 shots of my gun in the brain that in 3 seconds would end the life with no suffering to liberate her Soul into the Cosmos of Animals. This type of euthanasia I had to use on a few occasions, before the imminent death of a very sick animal; for the only thing that firearms are useful is to end the life of a very sick animal. Gorpita however decided to go before my time of action, and thus she liberated me from the terrible ordeal of killing a beloved animal. During 3 days Gorpita was always at the gate of the park, trying to get out to follow her mates to the mountain, but I would not allow Gorpita go, I thought that the rain would come, and the water would bring fresh air and green grass that would help in the recovery of Gorpita. I thought that Gorpita still had one more good year to live a relative good life under the protection of the sanctuary. But I was wrong, it did not rain, and as I edit this text in mid winter, the rain of the autumn has yet to come! The ‘lord’ was angry, and did not send water, and there was no green grass, and the trees suffered as never before, and the animals suffered also, but the worse suffering was for the blind old sheep Gorpita: I saw it every day in her eyes, in her attitude, in the Heart of her Soul. On the fourth day I found Gorpita entering into the water of the lagoon of my home; the water had reached her knees, and she was still moving into the deeper side of the lagoon to finish with her life. As I saw this event happening I quickly took her out of the water, and thought that this had been some mistake of Gorpita and paid not much attention to this unusual action of Gorpita. Next day the same thing happened, and again I took Gorpita out of the water; this time I did not like her attitude and started to think what was going on with this strange behavior of Gorpita. My other blind sheep had never done this before: when they touch the water with the foot, they stop, they drink some water and then go back to solid ground; sheep do not like at all to be in the water, very rarely you will see a sheep falling in the water. On the third try with the water Gorpita was finally successful: on the fifth day after Gorpita had decided to go, I was coming down to the house from watering my trees due to the terrible drought that afflicted us; and as I pass the lagoon of the house I see Gorpita floating in the water! In one second I threw myself into the water, with watch and boots and everything I had with me, and raised the head of Gorpita out of the water; but as I reached the land I realized that my Gorpita was dead! I held Gorpita in my arms on the coast of the lagoon, next to 10 ducks that were watching the rescue scene of Gorpita. I could not believe that my Gorpita was dead! One hour later I took Gorpita up the mountain and I laid her to rest close to the bones of other sheep that had died in the past. Here I meditated with Gorpita, and finally I broke into Tears of Emotion! ‘Partir cest un peu morir‘ says the wise refrain. How much pain I suffered and would suffer without the lovable presence of the Soul of my Adorable Gorpita!

The Miracle of the Holy Cows of Sanctuary Abba-Ama

Cows are considered holy in various religions and several countries in the world. I also consider cows holy, and here I describe a miracle that I had with the cows of my sanctuary. During more than 10 years I had cows giving calves in my sanctuary. I started with 9 cows and one bull and ended having a total of 56 animals when for financial reasons I had to sell all my loving animals to relieve the great work load that I had with no help with all the different animals of my sanctuary (section 13). The cows were adorable and gave me much happiness but the work load and the pain was also always there due to the immoral regulations of the government with their programs of cow production for meat consumption: we had to burn the cows with fire to mark the animals, we had to cut their ears, put plastics in their ears, inject the animals every 3 months with vaccines for the production of meat for human consumption. I hated very much having to participate in all these procedures and was one reason why I abandoned my profession as a veterinarian (CW). During the 3 months of the winter I enjoyed giving all my animals feed so that they would never be thin, they were always in great shape, but the feed was expensive and it cost me 50 U$S per day, thus, I paid 1,500 U$S per month to enjoy my cows, with money I did not have, and eventually I ended up with loans that cost me a fortune; thus, one day I decided it was time to sell all my animals with a great sorrow in my Heart. The day of the sale when they came to take my cows was one of the many very bad days in my life. Here I describe that day with the Miracle of the Holy Cows of the Sanctuary Abba-Ama.

All my adorable cows were still young and of course their calves also and the buyer of the cows had given me his word that no animal would go to the slaughter house. I had arranged that the buyer would come to pick up the cows at 10am in the morning with the big truck to take the 56 animals. Thus, at 9am in the morning I took my adorable animals for the last time to the corral to have them ready to embark them in the great truck one hour later. That morning I gave my cows one last big meal of feed so they would leave satisfied and ready for the ugly trip in the truck to some unknown destiny. I waited next to my animals for the truck to arrive, but the truck did not come to take my animals. Two hours had now passed and the truck did not come. One hour later I called the buyer of the cows and asked what was going on, and the buyer called the truck driver, and this idiot told him that today he would not come; this is the typical idiotic manner that these irresponsible people are accustomed to be in this land of idiotic people, he did not even call me to say that he would not come, and I was waiting during hours with all the cows locked in the corrals waiting for this irresponsible idiot of the truck driver to come. The buyer then told me that we would leave the loading of animals for another day and I responded that if he did not come today I was not selling the cows; thus, a few minutes later the buyer calls and tells me that another truck driver was coming in 1 hour. The hour passed and the other truck driver did not come, and then another 2 hours passed and the truck driver did not come, and I was sick with my nerves, with my cows in the corral, with my beloved cows that I would loose forever. Due to the lack of the evil money I was loosing my precious animals. It was now 5pm and the light of the day was slowly fading away and the truck driver did not come and my anguish was a total torture due to the stupid irresponsible human factor that again was wrecking havoc in my Heart (CW). At 6pm, when the sun was setting behind the horizon, at last came the truck driver with his huge truck to carry a great load of animals. Soon the great truck was close to the corrals to embark my 56 animals. I was very stressed out, with great pain, but also relieved that the my cows would embark for its new destiny and my suffering would soon end. The truck made a turn close to the corrals and was ready to climb the last 50 meters to reach the jetty to embark all the animals. However, when the truck tried to reach the jetty to embark the animals, something totally unexpected happened that drove me crazy with great anguish in my Heart.

A couple of days before it had rained, the grass was humid due to the rain, and thus I saw with great anguish that the double truck could not climb the hill for the last 100 meters to reach the jetty. The wheels of the truck were slipping in the humid grass and did not move from its position to reach the jetty. I could not believe what was happening: the truck driver tried to climb with his truck over and over again, but the truck was slipping back and forth and did not move up to reach the jetty. Over and over the truck driver tried to climb with his truck but the truck only moved sideways, because the wheels were slipping in the mud. I could not believe what was happening, the sun was gone behind the horizon, the light of the day was now fading away, and my cows were still waiting in the corral; they had patiently waited with me for almost 8 hours, and I was devastated in my nerves, and could not believe the curse that I had. The tuck driver tried to climb with his truck a dozen times, but the truck did not move upwards, it only moved sideways due to the slippery mud beneath the jetty. Soon the truck driver told me he could not move the truck, he was quitting his effort and that we should leave the embarkation for another day. I could not believe what was at hand, this could not be happening, and would not happen, my cows had to go that day and at that very moment, they had to go to their new destination. Thus, quickly, I said to the truck driver: I am going to push the truck up to the jetty with my hands, when I say now, you accelerate the truck and we will climb up towards the jetty; I will count to 3, and when I say now you will accelerate the truck to reach the jetty. I placed my body beneath the truck with both of my arms to push the truck of 30,000 kg up the hill towards the jetty, for the final 100 meters to embark my animals. As I was telling the truck driver that I would push his truck of 30,000 kg I had no doubt that I would push the truck towards the jetty! Thus I said aloud: one, two, three, now, accelerate! And I pushed the truck, and the truck climbed up the hill, and in a few seconds we had the truck on the jetty to embark my animals! Quickly I said bye to my beloved cows, because I would not see them go up the truck, and left my employee with the truck driver to handle my animals. A few minutes later I saw the truck from the distance leaving my Sanctuary. ‘Partir cest un peu morir‘; indeed, every time I loose an animal I die a little bit; that day I died 56 times because I had lost my 56 cows, my beloved precious animals that had been with me for 10 years, giving me the love of their Wonderful Peaceful Heart!

On rain and frogs

It was late in the evening on a summer night at the studio and I was done and satisfied with a successful recording. Outside it was still drizzling with the remnant of the typical dutch ‘rainy day, dream away‘; I prayed if the drizzling would stop, so I could ride my bicycle safely back home. With a break from the rain I was quickly on the road, but suddenly, the waters of the skies were pouring down on me as they had never done before. Within the minute, even my bones were wet from the pouring rain. I asked myself ‘why‘ was I punished again, by the ‘wrath of the gods’; I did not deserve such ‘punishment’ from the elements of Mother Nature, certainly not after recording ‘Cry from Gaia‘ and ‘Messenger of Love‘.

Soon however, I started to think ‘I feel good‘, under the soft drops of the sweet falling rain of the ‘Mother‘, as I sensed the peace and pleasure of ‘rain drops falling on my head’, while the warmth of the summer night embraced my body, with the ‘sound of silence‘ that was golden with a spirit of my sweet Lord. My bicycle lights reflected light from the rain-drops, that made them look as sparkling little stars, or as white snow drops of a ‘White Christmas‘ falling on the ground. Wonderful color lights from the city, from the other side of the river, were mirrored on the waters of life, exposing many ‘true colors’, like a rainbow in the sky.

Thousands of frogs suddenly appeared in the scene, ‘dancing in the street‘, and it was exciting to use my excellent riding skills, to drive ‘within and without‘ hurting one single frog, of the many hundreds of frogs, even thousands of frogs, that were playing in the street during this mystical ride back home. The frogs had ‘come out and pray‘, to ‘come talk to me‘, with their loud sweet voices, ‘singing in the rain‘ to ‘let your love‘ be a ‘Cry from Gaia‘. My spiritual encounter with the frogs was a ‘magical mystery tour’ in the ‘fields of gold‘, that in a ‘stairway to heaven‘, made me feel in ‘paradise‘, with the ‘passion‘ of the ‘messenger of love‘.

My lower desire to make stop the rain was overruled by the desire of the Higher for the Love of Mother Gaia. I did not get what I wanted, but rather got something better of what I wanted; for yet, I did not know, that ‘God only knows‘, what is wrong and what is right, to help me see the Light of what is Right for Love Mother Gaia. What might look wrong for us might be good for us, and for the overall good of Mother Gaia. We do share this world with other living beings we depend on. You see, my frogs also deserve a party!flecha-arriba