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Mystic Experiences with the Spirit of Saint Therese

Love at first sight with Saint Therese of Lisieux
The Apparition of the Burning Heart of Light of Saint Therese
Materialization of the Miracle Gift of the Key of Heaven

Love at first sight with Saint Therese of Lisieux

Saint Thérèse was first manifest in my life as a ‘love at first sight’, through the induction of a Spiritual Physical Experience, when, for the first time in my life, I saw her face on her portrait, at the Cathedral of María in my hometown of Nijmegen. As I saw her in the portrait, within the minute I told her in my mind: Hi, what’s your name, do you want to marry me? Quickly I bought a book on the life of Saint Thérèse, to learn about this Woman in my Heart, and promptly she was Manifest with many Miracles in the context of her images in my new book on the life of Saint Therese (CW). Indeed, a few days later, a Heart of Light with the Symbol of Love was Manifest on the cover of the book of Saint Therese (CW). Saint Therese wrote that after her death she would give showers of roses to those that she loved, and indeed she did: the second picture that I took of the the portrait of Saint Therese shows such Showers of Roses on the image of Saint Therese. One Miracle followed another Miracle and quickly I was in love with the Saint Therese with the beautiful images of Love Saint Therese.

God would allow me to love this Virgin Celibate Soul at the time that my body and Soul became a Celibate of Love for the Blessed Virgin (section 11B2). Saint Therese became ‘you must be the Guardian of your Angel’, surely my best line for a compliment for a female beauty, for it is hard for me to think of anything more lovely than a Sweet Guardian Angel! I could live a thousand lives together with Saint Thérèse, and would not get enough of her physical and Spiritual Presence, in a pure monogamous relation with the Love of God present in our Inner Heart! How would I not fall in love with a Spirit that comes from the Spiritual World, and breaks the laws of nature of this material world, to show me Miracles of God, so that I may find the Message of my Soul, and show me that I will join her in the Kingdom of Heaven? Indeed, in the Basilica of Saint Therese, in her Sanctuary of Lisieux, I received, through the Intercession of Saint Therese, the Miracle of the Materialization of my little Key of Heaven, to open the Spiritual Doors of the Kingdom of Heaven, to join the Spirit of Saint Therese in the Paradise of Heaven (section 11D3).

Within the first month of having met Saint Thérèse, I quickly became the ‘Prisoner of Love’ of Saint Therese (CW). One night, I was suffering from sleepless insomnia, due to my fights with the evil human factor and to bring down my anxious high, I decided to treat myself with a dose of ‘tranquilizer’, reading a little text from my Miracle Book of Love Saint Thérèse. As I haphazardly opened the book, I ‘happened to fall’, by the Forces of Causality, on the page of the Miracle Picture of Saint Therese with her poem ‘Life and Love’, containing the image of 1 of only 2 handwritten poems that are present in the 300 pages of the book: my eyes were immediately placed upon the words of her poem to read: ‘Vous êtes prisonnière de mon Amour (‘you are the prisoner of my love’)’, and thus I became her Prisoner of Love! Then and there, I knew I was a Prisoner of Love of Saint Thérèse. I cannot think of any sweeter ‘jail’ than to be in the ‘Prison of Love’ of Saint Thérèse!

Before her death, at the young age of 24, Saint Thérèse had written, that once she was in Heaven, she would help the Souls that she loves, in particular the apostolic Souls that are chosen for the cause of evangelization. After writing this last paragraph above I decided to take a peek into my book of Saint Therese, to see if I could find inspiration to write about my love for Saint Therese. As I opened the book, haphazardly, I came upon a passage that Saint Thérèse had written in the past, for me to read in the future. Saint Thérèse lived from age 15 until her early death at age 24 in the confinements of a monastery, accompanied by her 3 sisters and by the other nuns of the convent; thus, her letter addressed to a ‘brother’, is a symbolic letter to her Spiritual Brothers. Below I translate to English the letter from the Spanish text of my book, which is a translation from the French words of Saint Thérèse, written sometime before her death:

‘My beloved Spiritual brother, when you read this letter, surely I will have left this earth. The Lord, with its infinite mercy, will have opened for me His Kingdom and I shall have access to all of His Treasures to give them away to the Souls that I Love. Be assured my beloved brother, that your little sister will keep her promises, and that her Soul, now free of her mortal covering, shall fly with joy into the far regions of your evangelization. Oh! My beloved brother, I know that I shall be to you more useful in Heaven than on earth. With joy I announce to you my imminent entrance into the Holy City, assured that you shall participate of my pleasure, and that you shall give thanks to the Lord for giving me the means to help you, so that you become more efficient in your apostolic works. I shall not be inactive in Heaven. My wish is to continue my work for the Church and for the Souls. I ask this from God and I am sure that my wish will be granted. Are not Angels constantly occupied, without loosing the sight of the Face of God within the Spirit of Love? Why would not Jesus allow me to imitate the Angels? My loving brother, you can see that if I abandon now the battlefield, it is not with a selfish wish for peaceful repose. The thought of the eternal bliss in Heaven makes my Heart shiver…’

These are the written words of the great Saint of Lisieux. I feel most blessed to know that I am one of the Souls that are loved by Love Saint Thérèse, since I have received from Saint Therese the many Treasures from Heaven that she promised to give out from her Holy City of the Kingdom of God! Saint Therese has fulfilled her promise helping me to be more efficient in my Apostolic Work, providing me with what she had promised: the Treasures of Miracles from Heaven! Indeed, many Miracle Pictures of Saint Thérèse show many Treasures of Heaven that I have received from Saint Therese, to fulfill her wish of helping a multitude of Souls to become more efficient in the task of evangelization. I have received so many different Manifestations of God in the context of Saint Thérèse that I could fill a book containing many hundreds of pictures showing Miracles of God through the Intercession of Saint Therese! Here I include one Miracle Picture that is very dear to me, since it shows a physical Embrace of Love between Saint Therese and me, a beautiful image that establishes additional evidence to my claim that I am loved by Saint Thérèse, my precious little Angel of God!

Near my home in Punta del Este is the Chapel of Archangel Saint Raphael with a portrait of Saint Therese. I took 2 pictures of this portrait, one with flash and the other with no flash and after development of the pictures, I became delightfully surprised, or rather overwhelmed, when I realized that the reflection of the flashlight had made me an ‘Active Participant’ of the portrait with the Miracle Image of Love Saint Therese. I cannot describe my excitement, when I realized that Saint Thérèse was holding me tight, between her hands, and around her arms, in what is to me no other than a sweet Embrace of Love! The Angel in me, or the Angel of Saint Thérèse, induced my Soul to move my body, into such a perfect position, as I took the photo, so that my body, and my Heart, was embraced by the very same hands that I had kissed one second earlier, with the full Passion of my Love! The perfect positioning of my body for the Embrace of Therese is no casualty of the chaotic material world but rather a Kinetic Unconscious Manifestation driven by the Holy Spirit of God! The Angel of the Lord made me stand in the perfect position, and at the perfect distance from the portrait, so that the size of my body matched the size of the body of Saint Therese, to establish the perfect physical Embrace of Love!

One special day after reading that Saint Therese would send Petals of Roses to those that she loved, I asked Saint Therese to send me my Petal of Love, and in less that one hour I had this Petal of a Rose in my hand. When I asked Saint Therese how I could be sure this was a Gift of Therese, a Heart of Red Light was Manifest in the Rose Petal of Love. Another Manifestation of Therese brought a Miracle Picture with another Flower of Love with the Image of Therese. A Face of Light was Manifest next to a bunch of flowers that were left next to the relics of Saint Therese. The full size image of the Miracle Picture shows the Face of the Angel that is looking towards the Face of Light and towards the Miracle Relics of Saint Therese.

One day Saint Therese materialized a Heart of Love on the lips of the Miracle Portrait of my Sweet Saint Therese (CW). Tiny Little Thing was a Heart of Love made Manifest on the lips of my Sweet Heart Therese. Tiny Little Thing with the perfect form of a Heart was small, and with my bare eyes I could not see all the Wonder of Light that was still to be discovered in the Materialization of the Sweet Little Heart of my Love. Indeed, I was in for another additional Surprise of Love, when I eventually scanned the image of Tiny Little Thing, to discover another Miracle of God. Zooming into the Heart of Love it quickly became manifest that Tiny Little Thing was not one Heart of Love, but rather two perfect Hearts of Love, made manifest by my Little Sweet Heart of Love! The one larger Heart of Love that I could see with my eyes, on the lips of Saint Therese, was actually made manifest by the superimposed position of two perfect little Hearts of Love, on the lips of Saint Therese. Moreover, zooming into a close-up scan of the Miracle Picture, one can distinguish a smiling Face of Light within the Tiny Little Heart made Manifest on the lips of Saint Therese. The Face of Light in the Small Little Heart looks at you, while showing different Smiling Expressions in the different Miracle Pictures of the Heart of Love. The Expression of the Eyes, that are looking at you, from the Face of Light, is another Miracle of the Lord that provides evidence to the Miracle Materialization of all of the Tiny Little Hearts of my Love! Saint Therese de la Sainte Face helps me seek and find the Miracle of the Holy Face of the Lord. One night a Face of Light was Manifest on a little portrait of Saint Therese (CW). Behind the portrait of Saint Therese I had a poem that I had written for the Blessed Virgin. On the words ‘I will see Your Light’ the text ‘will see’ is highlighted with Blue Spiritual Light. This indicated to me that I would see the Light of the Holy Spirit and I did on the day of Pentecost of the year 2000 in the Holy Land of Mount Carmel (section 11A3). These are only a few Miracle Pictures with Faces of Light and Hearts of Light that I received in the context of images of Saint Therese. To finish this section I include a poem that I have written for Saint Therese in spanish which cannot be translated and is also included in the section of Dedications (section 6).

Teresita mi Muñequita, Amada Hada Enamorada,
Dulce Alma que me calma, de mi duelo eres Consuelo;
Pasión de mi Corazón, eres mi Canción en esta Oración,
Por tu Encanto soy mas Santo, con mi llanto aquí te canto:
Teresa María! Poesía Mía! Alma Enamorada Amada mía!
Teresita mi Muñequita, nunca me abandones, te lo pido por favor,
Prisionero de tu Alma, soy por siempre, tu Eterno Dulce Amor!

Sainte Thérèse, ma petite Sœur,
Je t’Aime, avec tout mon Cœur!

The Apparition of the Burning Heart of Light of Saint Therese

My pilgrimage to the Sanctuaries of Paris brought forth many Mystical Experiences, such as the awesome Vision of the Heart of Light with Notre Dame de Paris. After the Vision with the Heart of Light the Blessed Virgin gave me a Rose of Love with the Image of María in a piece of wax of a candle that had solidified in my hand and had broken into pieces from a candle that I had lighted for the Blessed Virgin. For the celebration of Eastern I had travelled from Paris to Lisieux to visit the Sanctuary of Saint Therese where I lived one of the most important Mystic Experiences of my life next to a statue of Saint Therese in the Cathedral of Lisieux (CW). It was my last hour in the Sanctuary of Lisieux and before going back to The Netherlands I decided to make a final visit in the altar of Saint Therese in the Cathedral of Lisieux.

In this altar of Saint Therese was a modern statue of Saint Therese, that I felt was rather ‘ugly’, for I thought it did not convey the physical beauty of Saint Therese; soon however, I would realize that this Miracle Icon was only Pure Beauty! I was standing right next to the marble statue of Saint Thérèse, and quickly I realized that the statue had spider webs and other insect dirt, spread all over the nose, eyes, veil and face of the statue of Saint Therese. I was madly in love with Saint Therese after having spent three days in her Home Sanctuary, thinking all the time about Therese, in a Passion of Love; and thus, quickly, I expressed my Love to the Spirit of Therese, through this statue of Saint Therese. Very carefully, with my clean hands, I started to remove all the spider webs, insects and other ‘dirt’ that had been accumulating over the years on the statue of Saint Therese. ‘I was lucky’ that nobody was around at that time, to allow me to be alone on my own, for there was always at least one person, coming in and out to this busy altar of Saint Therese, to pay their respects to Saint Thérèse. More than being lucky, this was another Synchronicity of God. Indeed, this was no lucky lonely moment, but rather a Grace of God, to have a very lonely moment, to be in the absolute silence, in the altar of Saint Therese, for soon was to be Manifest the Apparition of Light that needed the complete solitude of a Lonely Heart to see the Apparition of the Sacred Burning Heart of the Lord! During fifteen minutes I was left all alone in the altar of Saint Therese, expressing my Love to Love Saint Therese, as I cleaned every molecule of dirt, that had accumulated over the years on her image, to receive the ultimate Gift of her Love, in the Manifestation of Light of the Sacred Heart of Love, that was Painted with Light by Love Saint Therese!

As I was cleaning the face of the statue of Saint Thérèse, I consciously realized that I was doing this with uttermost care, with all my affection and love that I had for Saint Therese. I spent over 5 minutes, removing every particle of dirt that was in the face of Saint Therese, until there was nothing more to clean, except my ‘dirty’ hands, full of love for Love Saint Therese. When I was done with my Act of Love, I suddenly saw, on the floor, in front of the Miracle Statue, the Apparition of a very bright intense Circle of Light, moving and changing forms, right next to me, and in front of me, while praying my Words of Love for Love Saint Therese! Although I was in a high state of sensitivity, full of love, acquired during the careful cleaning of the image of Therese, I was in no profound Trance State, to see a Vision of God. Confused about the Circle of Light that was Manifest on the floor, my rational mind further analyzed the moving Apparition of Light, and when the Circle of Light was transformed into Heart of Light, I knew this was an Apparition of Light, made Manifest by the Holy Spirit with Love Saint Therese!

The Heart of Light that was Manifest on the floor, in front of the statue of Saint Therese, began to move slowly, away from the statue, and was gradually changing forms, as if the Heart of Light was Alive with the Holy Spirit of God! Beneath the Heart of Light was a Grey Heart, that seemed to be a Heart of Stone carved on the floor of the altar of Saint Thérèse. The Heart of Light was moving away from the Heart of Stone, and a few seconds later, I saw something more astonishing that quickly brought my Soul into a Trance State Ecstasy with the Holy Spirit of God! Flames of Fire appeared above the Heart of Light, making the Heart of Light a Burning Heart of Light, with the Fire of the Sacred Heart of God! Flames of Fire of White Yellow Light were flaming side ways and upwards, away from the White Heart of Light that was Manifest on the floor, and the Fire of Light evaporated away in the air from the floor of the altar of Saint Therese! The amazing Heart of Light made Manifest a Torch of Fire, that burst out from within the Heart of Light, and the Flames of Fire were evaporating into the air, above the Heart of Light of the Sacred Heart of God! The Flames of Fire was the main attraction of the Apparition for this was to me the Burning Fire of the Sacred Heart of the Lord! I was dumbfounded, as I watched in awe, at the astounding Apparition of Light of the Sacred Burning Heart of the Lord! Behind the Flames of the Heart was Manifest another motif that was part of the Apparition, and which I unfortunately did not care to identify, because I was too busy admiring the Flames of Fire of the Heart of God. It was only later that I would realize that the strange structural motif was the Image of a Cross, and that the overall Apparition of Light was the Burning Heart of Jesus, that in the past, was always painted by Saint Therese! Indeed, the Apparition of Light of the Burning Heart of Light was the same image that Saint Therese had painted on the door of her own room, with the text: ‘Stop, the Heart of Jesus is here’. Thus, the Burning Fire of the Heart of Jesus was Here with me, next to me, with the image of Saint Therese! Moreover, the Apparition of Light had the same appearance as the Heart of Jesus of the Miracle Icon of the Sacred Burning Heart of Jesus, that stood a few meters away, and that had triggered my Vision of the Ascension of the Lord (CW). The Heart of Light with the Burning Fire and the Cross of Jesus were thus Manifest in the Light, to make this Manifestation of God the Apparition of the Burning Heart of the Lord! The Burning Heart on Fire was slowly moving away from the statue of Saint Therese, and soon the Heart of Light was changing forms into the original Circle of Light. I also realized, with what remained of my rational mind, that the Heart of Light was fading away. The Burning Heart on Fire was quickly gone, but the Image of Light was still Manifest on the floor, changing forms, and moving away from the statue of Saint Thérèse. Quickly and suddenly the Apparition of Light was ‘Imploded Away’, and that was the end of the Apparition of Light of the Burning Heart of Jesus, with the Miracle Statue of Saint Thérèse, in the Cathedral of Saint Peter, in her Sanctuary of Lisieux!

I was overwhelmed and dumbfounded by the Apparition and recognized this had been a major Manifestation of God, through the Intercession of Saint Thérèse, for the merit of my Expression of Love that I had given to Saint Therese, right before the Apparition, during the cleansing of the face of the statue of the Lady of my Love! In the privacy of the altar, with Love Saint Therese, I began to realize the great significance of this Miracle of God, for I had seen the Manifestation of the Burning Heart of Love that was Painted with Light by the Lady of my Love! Realizing that Saint Therese had come unto me, breaking the Laws of Nature, to show me the Burning Heart of Jesus, I suddenly exploded into Tears of Emotion, in a loud Cry of Love, with Tears of Passion of Pain and Joy! It was now that I finally entered into a full Trance Ecstasy, in the Spiritual Presence of Love Saint Therese! My Spirit was now in Ecstasy of Love, filled with the Love of the Holy Spirit of Saint Therese, knowing that I had been Blessed by the Grace of seeing the Apparition of the Sacred Heart of the Lord! My numbed rational brain was still a little with me, reminding me that my train was leaving in a few minutes, and thus my emotions became further sensitized with suffering pain, when I realized that I had to leave the Home Sanctuary of my Sweet Love Saint Therese! I became extremely sad that my overwhelming Mystic Experience at Lisieux had now come to an end and thus my Tears of Pain increased further, feeling that I was leaving in the physical sense the presence of my Saint Thérèse! Indeed, as I edit this text, and remember every detail of my Spiritual Experience, I shed tears of emotion of pain and joy!

My 7-hour trip back home was like a brief walk in the park for I was entertained and absorbed with the books on Saint Thérèse that I had bought a few hours earlier. As I took my first book of Saint Therese, to read in the train, I saw the image of the Heart of Jesus on the cover of the book ‘Thérèse et Lisieux’. A Rose of Love, that Saint Therese also gives to the world, was also present in the cover of the book, and reminded me of my own Rose of Love that I had left for Saint Therese, on her Miracle Statue, right after the Apparition of Light of the Burning Heart of the Lord. Right next to the image of Saint Therese was her painting of the Burning Heart on Fire, accompanied by her text: ‘Stop! The Heart of Jesus resides here’. The Burning Heart on Fire was one of the paintings of Saint Therese, and this special image that depicted the Heart of Jesus was on the bedroom door of Saint Therese in the Monastery of Carmel. As I saw on the cover of the book this image of the Burning Heart of Jesus, that Saint Thérèse had painted on her door, I immediately realized that this Heart of Jesus was the same Burning Heart that I had seen a few minutes earlier, during the Apparition of the Burning Heart on Fire made Manifest right next to the Miracle Statue of Saint Therese! Except for the spines surrounding the Heart, which I did not see, the painting of Saint Thérèse of this Heart of Jesus was the same motif of the Apparition of the Burning Heart that I had seen minutes earlier! The physical Heart, the Flames of Fire on top of the Heart of Light, and the Cross, which must have been the ‘structural motif’ that I had not identified behind the Flames of Fire during the Apparition, were all there, to acknowledge that the Apparition of Light was the Heart of Jesus. In many books on the life of Therese it is shown that Saint Therese, all of her life, since she was 5 years old, had painted dozens of times the Burning Sacred Heart of Jesus. Thus, it seems that during the Apparition of the Burning Heart on Fire, Saint Therese was again Painting the Burning Heart of Lord Jesus, but this time, she was painting for me with the Paint of Heaven!

Still there was one more awesome Manifestation related to the Apparition of the Burning Heart of Saint Therese that provides evidence to the Miracles made Manifest by Love Saint Therese! Several months after the Apparition, I decided to re-create the image of the Sacred Heart on Fire that I had seen, by means of a material design, to have an adequate visual representation of the Apparition of the Light of the Sacred Heart of Saint Therese. To create the image of the Heart on Fire, I took a little stone with the form of a Heart, that I had found on the ground in the context of my thoughts with María, and a little leaf that I had found in the Sanctuary of Banneux, next to the Apparition site of the Blessed Virgin, a leaf that showed the Pattern of Fire that I had seen in the Burning Heart of Fire. The leaf turned out to be no common leaf, but a Miracle Leaf, a Gift of God, since it Made Manifest the Miracle Image of the Face of Saint Therese!

Little Yellow Leaf was very special, since the very beginning, when I found it in the Sanctuary of María, because Inner Little Voice told me to pick it up from the ground, while praying to María, as I immediately saw it could represent the Flames of the Heart on Fire of my Apparition of Light of Saint Thérèse. Indeed, picking up the Leaf of Therese at the site of the Apparition of María was a Telepathic Manifestation from the Angel of my Heart! The Miracle Picture that I took with the material designed Sacred Heart shows the similar Spirit of the Heart of Light that I saw during the Apparition at Lisieux. Little Miracle Leaf makes Manifest through Grace of Revelation an astounding Miracle of God! Indeed, the Physical Presence of the beautiful little Face of Saint Thérèse of the cover of the book, that shows the Sacred Heart of Jesus, painted by Saint Therese, is Manifest in the Fire of the Heart, in my Little Yellow Leaf, that was given to me by the Angel of God! Indeed, the Little Face of Saint Thérèse on the Miracle Yellow Leaf has the features of the Face of Thérèse that is present on the cover of my book, showing her Painting of the Sacred Heart that she venerated, and which she Painted as a Heart with Light at her Church in Lisieux! The Beautiful Little Face within the Flames of the Heart on Little Miracle Leaf shows the 2 eyes, with eyebrows, the nose, the mouth, and the chin, within the overall face, and the exact same hairstyle used by Saint Thérèse, as shown in the famous picture of Saint Therese on the cover of her book ‘Therese et Lisieux’. Indeed, the pattern of shadows on the left side of the face of Saint Therese on my Little Miracle Leaf, and the face of Saint Therese on the cover of the book, are exactly equal! This is yet another extraordinary Miracle of God made Manifest through the Intercession of Saint Therese! This Miracle of God provides further proof to the Intercession of Saint Therese during the Apparition of Light of the Burning Sacred Heart of the Lord!

Saint Therese had Painted for me with her Light the Burning Heart of Love after I had cleaned her face of her statue with all the Love of my Heart! Love Saint Therese was come to me with the Miracle Light of the Sacred Heart, to show me her love, and the Love of God, and to assist me in my task of evangelization, to help me provide evidence of the existence of God! Therese of my Love, come unto me, Sweet Love of my Heart, show me the Heart of your Love, show me the Heart of God, show me the Light of God, so I can be with you in the Heaven of Paradise, with the Sacred Burning Heart of Love of the Holy Spirit of God of Our Love!

Materialization of the Miracle Gift of the Key of Heaven

My second pilgrim visit to the Sanctuary of Saint Thérèse was slowly coming to an end, and I was happy in the Spirit for I had experienced many Mystical Encounters with the Spiritual World in this wonderful Sanctuary of God (CW). This was my last day of my pilgrimage to Lisieux for Eastern 2000, and this was the day of the celebration of the Resurrection of Jesus. During my first pilgrimage to Lisieux, on Eastern 1998, during the celebration of the Resurrection of Jesus, I was blessed with the Apparition of the Burning Heart of Light with Love Saint Therese (section 11D2). It is a Synchronicity of God, that on this important day of the Resurrection of Jesus, on Eastern of 2000, on the turn of a New Millennium, I would be Blessed by God with one the most important Mystic Experiences of my life, when I received a most precious Gift of God, the Miracle Gift of a Key of Heaven, made Manifest through the Intercession of Jesus, Saint Therese, and the Saints and Angels of my Love! Here I describe the Mystic Experience of  the Materialization of the Gift of my Key of Heaven.

After spending a few hours in the Monastery of Carmel, I went to the Basilica of Saint Therese, to participate in a religious ceremony of the Resurrection of Jesus, to experience my last moments in the Sanctuary of Lisieux with the Relics of Saint Therese. When I arrived at the entrance of the Basilica, a few meters away from the doorway to enter the Basilica, I was suddenly ‘Tackled’ by some Supernatural Force, that lifted me high in the air, and threw me down to the ground, to make me crash land on stone at the doors of the great Basilica! I was literally brought down to the ground, in a low tackle on my feet, as if in a rugby game, by some Material Invisible Force that lifted me up in the air, and made me crash land, with my upper body touching ground on the hard stone of the Basilica! The soft bag of my camera, hanging around my body, mitigated my crash contact with the hard stone, and my fast reaction with my hands, in a cat-like fall, smoothed out a hard impact with the stone! Here I was down, on the ground, with my eyes looking at the stone, astonished and bewildered in the floor, understanding nothing, assessing with my rational mind for any painful damage in my body, for this was no little slip, but a very nasty fall, on the very hard stone of the Basilica! Soon I was relieved, when I realized that no major pain was hurting my body, in this most weird ‘accident’, that could have cost me a broken neck, or a broken bone, or at least a wrenched wrist that paid almost all the burden of my nasty fall on the stone of the Basilica. Several individuals around me at the entrance of the Basilica were quite astonished on my weird stunt, and as I laid on the stone, still shocked from my fall, many pilgrims came to my assistance, inquiring if I was hurt; but injured I was not, by some Miracle ascribed to Mein Lieber Gott! My Guardian Angel was On Call, guarding my nasty fall! The Devil had tackled me to the ground to hurt me, but my Guardian Angel held my body before I crash landed on the ground! What was this Supernatural Force that made me fly in the air, to bring me down on the stone, as I was about to enter this Holy Basilica where I was about to receive a Gift of Heaven? The fact that during this strange paranormal experience I lost the Image of Therese, from the many medals that I was wearing on my body, is indication that Saint Therese was with me, during this Mystical Experience, when I was about to receive a Key of Heaven, in her great Basilica of Lisieux. I do not know what happened that day at the entrance of the Basilica, but I am certain that this was no casual little accident, but a ‘Causal Accident’ made Manifest by the Energy of the Spiritual World! I was pushed away, tackled out from my step, like blown up by the wind, to crash land on the stone at the entrance of the Basilica of Saint Therese. I would not indulge into so much detail about this Physical Manifestation, were it not that a couple of hours later I would receive the most precious Gift of God, through the Intercession of Saint Therese and the Light of the Lord during the Holy Celebration of the Resurrection of Jesus! I do not know if the ‘Stunt Manifestation’ was the Spirit of God that Made this Happen, to give me some Sign of God of the Miracle to Come; or if this was some ‘Energy of the Devil’, that did not want me to enter the Basilica, to hold me back from receiving this major Symbolic Gift of God! Whatever Force was behind the Tackle Stunt, it was the Angels of God that caught me in flight, so that I would not get hurt as I crashed landed on the hard stone of the Basilica! Moreover, maybe the Spirit of Saint Therese had something to do in protecting my dangerous fall, since it was her Miracle Image that first touched the ground on the stone, and was lost and left at ground zero of this weird Stunt Kinetic Manifestation, at the entrance of her Basilica, in exchange for the Miracle Gift of God that I was about to receive from the Basilica of Saint Therese! Guardian Angel of my Love, please come to my assistance, protect me from the Forces of Evil, with your Sword of the Lord, with the Love of the Spirit of God of my Love!

I was now enjoying the last moments of my pilgrim Eastern trip to Lisieux, walking around in the great Basilica of Saint Thérèse, knowing that soon I would leave this Holy Sanctuary of Saint Thérèse. Before leaving the Basilica, to catch my train in the station of Lisieux, and to close the celebration of Eastern, I decided to do one last big prayer session with Saint Therese, kneeling at ground zero of the Basilica, next to the hundreds of candles in front of the Miracle Relics of Saint Therese which lay beneath the main vitraux of the Basilica. This special place, in front of the Miracle Portrait of Saint Therese, is the ‘Autel Privilege’, the ‘Privileged Altar’, where two years earlier, I had seen the Mystical Light coming towards me through the Miracle Vitraux that made Manifest the Vision with the Heart of Light and the Miracle Smile of Saint Thérèse (CW). I was on my knees, in the Autel Privilege, in prayer, in front of the Relics of Saint Therese, and quickly I was in a profound Trance State Passion, that soon led to the shedding of a few Tears of Emotion. I asked Saint Therese for assistance, and for inspiration to write my book, to come unto me and Intercede with Manifestations of God. After a few minutes on my knees, praying to Sainte Thérèse, I stood up to continue my business, and as I opened my eyes, I found myself surrounded by a Beautiful Mystical Light that seemed not of this world! A Condensation of Light surrounded my body, with a Ray of Light coming down on me, through the vitraux of the Basilica! The Ray of Light was Manifest from the Red Image of Jesus of the vitraux of the Basilica. The Ray of Light coming down on me was Manifest like the Ray of Light that is Manifest in the Miracle Picture of the Altar of the Sanctuary of Notre Dame in Paris. Standing on the Privileged Altar of the Basilica, I was in a Trance State Passion, while I saw the Condensation of Light all around me; and as I looked at the Source of Light, from whence the Mystical Light was coming down on me, I realized that the Ray of Light was Manifest from the Image of Jesus! As I watched in awe at the Rays of Light coming down on me from the Image of Jesus, I suddenly saw a Golden Yellow Light surrounding the Image of Jesus. Thus, I was in the Trance Ecstasy of Heaven, surrounded by a Condensation of Light that was coming down on me, through the Image of Jesus! I looked around, to assess the Condensation of Light that was embracing me, and quickly I saw on the floor, all around me, this Circle of Light that surrounded my body in the Privileged Altar, while my Spirit felt Embraced by the Light of the Holy Spirit of the Lord! Here I was, standing in the Privileged Altar of the Basilica of Saint Therese, in a Trance State Ecstasy, with a Ray of Light coming down on me through the Image of Jesus, embracing my body in a Shower of Light, as my Spirit was One with the Light of God, on the celebration of the Resurrection of Jesus!

I was in Heaven, and Heaven was within me, but soon however, the Ray of Light was gone. As I looked at the Image of Christ, I could no longer see the Golden Light, but rather a mixture of red, yellow, green and blue light, reflected from the vitraux with the image of Jesus. It was later that I would realize that the Rays of Light of Love Brother Sun had sneaked into the Basilica, and somehow had come down on me, concentrated as a Condensation of Light, that came through the image of Jesus of the Miracle Vitraux of the Basilica! I stood still, in my position from whence I had been Embraced by the Light, recovering from my Trance Passion Ecstasy, looking around, trying to understand what was at hand, and see whether I could find any Message that was Come through this Light of the Lord. Standing on Ground Zero from where I had been exposed to the Light of God, my Angel of Love suddenly tells my Inner Little Self to look on the ground I was standing on, and which had been touched by the Ray of Light, to seek and find a Manifestation of God! Immediately I see, what I had to see, for quickly was come this awesome Materialization of the Spirit of a Gift of God!

Standing tall from the distance of my eyes, almost 2 meters below, on the gray stone of the floor, I saw this ‘Tiny Little Something’, of about 1 cm in length, with the same gray color of the floor, and that my Inner Little Self knew must be some kind of a Materialization of a Gift of God. I had been exposed to a Ray of Light through the Image of Jesus and this Telepathic Manifestation that was come unto my Inner Little Self could only be the Voice of my Guardian Angel! Quickly I responded to the orders of my Inner Little Angel, and thus I lifted from the floor this Tiny Little Something, to examine the new Object of my Heart. The tiny little object had the same color as the floor and thus my discovery was like finding a needle in a hay stack, as I had also done with a Heart of Jesus before (section 11C2). Surely this was a Telepathic Manifestation from the Holy Spirit to my Spirit, that I may find this Gift of God! I did not understand immediately what was the nature of the Gift of God, but quickly my mind recognized a little key, and thus my Heart was elated in Heaven, as I thought this was a little Key of Heaven! The first thing that my eyes saw in the Tiny Little Thing was a Silver Key, and as I examined it more closely, I realized it contained the Image of a Cross of Jesus! I thus realized I had found a Silver Key with the Cross of Jesus, and hence I was delighted with my Gift of Heaven! This was the day of the Resurrection of the Lord, and under Rays of Light of Jesus, I had found a Key of Heaven! I was thus in Heaven and Heaven was within me, as I held unto my little Key of Heaven! My Heart was in Ecstasy of Joy, as I realized the magnificent Miracle Gift that I had received from God! I stood still, in the Privileged Altar, holding the Key of Heaven in my hands, thinking about the overall Mystical Experience, cherishing this awesome Gift of Heaven that was Materialized by the Holy Spirit of God

My rational mind soon began to rethink if this Gift was indeed so significant as I initially thought, if this was a Message from the Lord giving me the Keys of Heaven. I had been praying on my knees to Saint Therese when I was flooded by the Ray of Light, and thus I thought whether the Key of Heaven was a Gift of Saint Therese, telling me that she loved me, and these were the Keys of Heaven to open the Doors of Heaven, on the day of my call to Heaven, for a final Embrace of Love (CW). My Heart was thus singing and crying the Song of Joy! The Rays of Light had been Manifest through the Image of Jesus, and thus I wondered if the little Key of Heaven was Materialized through the Light of the Lord! Did my Lord Jesus give me the Keys of Heaven? Was I being invited into the Kingdom of God? Had I received a Symbolic Material Key to open the Spiritual Doors of Heaven? Was the Little Silver Key a Symbolic Message from the Lord, that I had been given a Key of Heaven to open doors from Earth to enter into Heaven? Thus, I was excited as I had never been before!

I stepped out from the ‘Autel Privilege’, where I had found the Object of my Heart, and soon my rational mind began thinking that I was making the whole thing up, and thus considered whether the little object was merely a little man made flag. Indeed, my doubtful rational mind was now telling me that the tiny little object looked like a tiny little flag! I was back on earth, with my Trance State quickly fading away, and now I was thinking rationally, that this might be only a man made flag, lost by some pilgrim of the Basilica. Still the little flag had a cross, and my Inner Little Self felt strong about the Key of Heaven, but I could still accept this might be some little toy left by some pilgrim in the Basilica. My rational mind was interfering with my Inner Little Self that was telling me this was a great Gift of God. Whatever it was, my little Spirit knew this was at least a little Gift from God! I wished however in my Heart, that what I had found, was a Key of Heaven, and as I was thinking, if the Little Gift was a Key of Heaven, I suddenly saw a beautiful light coming through the vitraux of Jesus, and thus, quickly I grabbed my camera to take some pictures, to try and get on print the Mystical Light with the Image of Jesus. The perfect Synchronicity of this ‘apparition of light’ with the Light of the Lord, as I thought in my mind that I had found a Key of Heaven, was ‘Acknowledgement of Thought’ by the Lord of the Key, that my Key of Heaven was indeed a Gift from Heaven! A Synchronicity of God was Manifest with Love Brother Sun with the Image of Jesus, to confirm that this was a Manifestation of God!

Soon after finding my Key of Heaven, or the little flag with the cross, I walked with my luggage to the train station of Lisieux, to catch my train to The Netherlands. Once I arrived at the train station, I was disturbed by the news that there was a 2 hour delay in the departure of my train. Was this some Anti-Synchronicity arranged by some human factor? Or was this another Synchronicity of God to make Manifest another Message from the Lord? Soon I would realize that this anti-Synchronicity, arranged by the human factor, was a Synchronicity Arranged by the Angels of God! Indeed, were it not for this anti-Synchronicity arranged by the human factor with the delay of the train, I would never have discovered that my little material thing was no human flag, but rather was a Key of Heaven! Moreover, it is very unusual to have such a long delay of two hours in Europe, where trains depart at the second of the hour, and thus this was a Synchronicity Arranged by the Angels of God! I would not wait 2 hours in the train station, and since I could not get enough love from the Sanctuaries of Lisieux, I decided to walk to the Cathedral of Saint Peter, that was about 1000 meters walking distance from the station of Lisieux. I wanted to pay my last respects to the Holy Spirit in the Cathedral of Saint Pierre, which had been the source of major Manifestations of God, including the Apparition of Light of the Burning Sacred Heart given to me through the Intercession of Saint Therese of Lisieux (section 11D2).

As I entered the Cathedral of Saint Pierre, my body and Soul was suddenly and immediately flooded by a very strong and long-lasting Spiritual Physical Experience! I did not understand why was suddenly the Holy Spirit again within my Soul, since I had been in the Cathedral for 3-4 days in a row, and was done with Manifestations of God, and I had closed my pilgrim visitation, and was ready to depart back home. I thought that I was done with the Holy Spirit, but it seems that the Holy Spirit was not done with me! I wondered why was the Holy Spirit entering my body as I walked in a Trance State towards the altar of the Heart of Jesus, where I had experienced 2 years earlier a Vision with Jesus, with the Light of Saint Peter in the Cathedral of Saint Pierre (CW). Quickly I realized why the Holy Spirit was again Manifest in my body with this magnificent Trance State Experience with the Spiritual World! As I saw the statue of Saint Peter from the far distance, while feeling the Pleasure of Heaven in my body, I realized that the Spiritual Physical Experience I was receiving in my Soul had to do with the Image of Saint Peter, because the Spiritual Physical Experience intensified when I looked at the statue of Saint Peter of the Cathedral of Saint Pierre. As I approached the statue of Saint Peter, I immediately understood why my Spirit was the Target of the Holy Spirit, coming into my Soul, to give me the Message of God, through the great Disciple of the Lord! As I stood a dozen meters away from the statue of Saint Peter, I realized that Saint Peter was holding a Key of Heaven, that I recognized was like my own little Key of Heaven, that I had found minutes earlier, in the Basilica of Saint Thérèse! Thus I then fully realized my Gift of God! When I realized that I had been given a Little Replica Key of Saint Peter, my whole body and Soul burst out into a Spiritual Physical Ecstasy of Passion and Joy! It was only there and then when I fully understood the magnificence of my Gift of God, that this was no little toy flag, but rather a True Symbolic Key of Heaven, made Manifest by the Light of the Lord! Thus, I was in the Church of Saint Pierre, the great Disciple of the Lord that had received the Key of Heaven, who was showing me his Key of Heaven, from his own Miracle Image, so that I could recognize my own Miracle Gift of God in the Materialization of my Key of Heaven!

Let me present to you, my little Present of God, my awesome little Key of Heaven, that seems floating in the air of my little relic case, as shown in the Mystical Picture. The Levitating Silver Key is my Miracle of Heaven! White Pure Light is Manifest with the Key of Heaven that opens the Door of Heaven with the Pure Light of the Holy Spirit of God! The Symbol of the Cross of Jesus is Imprint on the Key, with indentations of Blue Spiritual Light that open the lock of the Gate of Heaven. The Key of Heaven is gray, but during the Mystical Photo Session, the Key of Heaven made Manifest other Golden Colors, to provide additional evidence that this Materialization is a Gift of God. The Mystical Picture shows the awesome Symbolic Golden Key that opens the Golden Gate of Heaven. Another Mystical Picture makes Manifest both the Green Mystical Light and the Blue Turquoise Light on the Key of Heaven, to give me the Sign of Hope with the Color of the Holy Spirit, telling me I will enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. During my pilgrimage to the Holy Land of Israel, in the year 2000, I took a picture of an image of Saint Peter, holding 2 Keys of Heaven. I did not find two ‘Keys of Heaven’, as indicated in the text of the Bible, but rather found only 1 Key of Heaven, as shown in the statue of Saint Peter in the Cathedral of Saint Peter in Lisieux. The image of Saint Peter, with ‘Keys of Heaven’, that appeared in my life right after finding my single Key of Heaven, has also only 1 single Key of Heaven and thus is a Synchronicity of God that further confirms my Gift of God! The Mystical Picture with Blue Spiritual Light with Saint Peter shows the Golden Key of Heaven standing out with the Saint of God. The same Golden Color of the Key of Saint Peter was Manifest on my grey Key of Heaven. The Blue Green Turquoise color of the Halo of Light of Saint Peter, shown in the vitraux of the House of Saint Peter in Israel, has the same color as the Light that was Manifest to me during Pentecost of 2000, in the Monastery of María at Mount Carmel. Moreover, in the Cathedral of Petropolis in Brazil, where my brother lives, there is a beautiful vitraux of Jesus giving the Key of Heaven to Saint Peter. The Key of Heaven of Saint Peter given by Jesus, is similar to the Key of Heaven I received with the Light of Jesus through his image in the vitraux of the majestic Basilica of Lisieux.

The Materialization of the little Key of Heaven is one of the most beautiful material Gifts of God that I have received from Heaven! I know for sure that what I received in the Basilica of Saint Therese is a Symbolic Key of Heaven that has great significance to the future of my Soul, because it was given to me during a profound Prayer Passion with Saint Therese, and was Materialized with the Particles of Light of the Lord, on the celebration of the Resurrection of Jesus! During my nasty fall at the entrance of the Basilica I had left the crystal image of Saint Therese of my Little Medal Heart, but I came out from the Basilica of Saint Therese with my little Key of Heaven! The Message of God that this was a Gift of the Lord was given through the Rays of Light that was Manifest through the Image of Jesus during the Resurrection of the Lord! I treasure with all my Heart this awesome Treasure Gift of God, that gives me this ‘Key Responsibility’, to Walk the Path of Christ Lord Jesus, to seek and find Miracles with the Angels, to give the Message of my Soul: to love and care for all Living Beings that are loved by the Holy Spirit of God!flecha-arriba