Mystic Experiences with the Spirit of Jesus
The Apparition of the Face of Light of Jesus in the Sanctuary of Kevelear
The Holy Face of Lord Jesus is a famous Symbol of God of the Christian Church. During my Enlightenment with Jesus my first Mystic Experience with a Face of Light of Jesus occurred in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer in the winter of 1997, in a long Mystic Experience that I describe with details in my Complete Works (CW). Below the highlights of my Mystic Experience and some Miracle Pictures with a Face of Light of Lord Jesus in the Sanctuary of Apparitions of the Consolatrix Afflictorum with the miraculous ’Gnadenbild zu Kevelaer’.
It was a cold night in the winter of December 1997 and I was standing close to the Chapel of the Annunciation of Kevelaer where I had found a Rose Petal of María that had the Heart of Jesus printed in the Petal of María (CW). My whole body and Soul was flooded with a Spiritual Physical Experience when I saw an awesome Face of Light a few meters away from this Chapel of the Annunciation. High up in the air, a few meters away, I saw in the midst of the fog of the night, this awesome breath-taking beautiful Miracle Image of a Face of Light that I immediately recognized was the Face of Lord Jesus! I was overwhelmed in wonder as I saw the astonishing Face of Light of Yellow Golden Light that my Inner Little Self knew was a Manifestation of Light of the Face of Jesus. I could see the contours of a Face in the Light but could not distinguish features of a face within the Face of Light due to the strong intensity of the Light of the Face that my Soul recognized was an Apparition of Jesus. My Soul was Embraced by the Divine Light as my eyes saw the Symbol of God of the Face of Light with the Holy Spirit of the Love of Lord Jesus! Yellow Golden Light surrounded a White Face of Divine Light that appeared floating in the air in the black night through the misty fog of the night in the Sanctuary of the Apparitions of Kevelaer! I could not distinguish if the Face of Light had Yellow Golden Hair or if the Face of Light was covered by a Veil of Light, but my rational mind and my Spiritual Mind were seeing a Face of Jesus. The Apparition of Light did not move, and I did not move, because I stood frozen, looking in awe at the Miracle Apparition of the Manifestation of God. The Face of Light was so breathtaking beautiful that during more than one hour I was motionless and could not take my eyes away from the Countenance of God. Indeed, here is when I said and composed: even if my eyes burn when I see Your Light, I shall see Your Light, for when I finally find Your Light, I shall become forever part of the Light of the Holy Spirit of God (Chapter 14).
Rays of Golden Light from a White Divine Light came forth towards me through the fog of the night. The Face of Light was 20 meters away from me, levitating in the air, and I could not see physiognomic details within the Face of Light because the strong light and the fog interfered with my vision of the Apparition of God. However, the fog did not interfere with the ‘Eyes of my Spirit’ that clearly saw the Spirit of the Face of the Lord. Indeed, during many minutes, while in a Trance State Ecstasy, I saw in the Face of Light the beautiful Face of Jesus made Manifest by the Light of the Holy Spirit with the Face of my Lord! As I watched in astonishment at the Face of Light I felt like levitating in the air, as if Floating in Heaven, as I had experienced one week earlier, during my Journey towards the Light in the Sanctuary of María in Banneux (CW). I do not know how much time I spent in this Trance Ecstasy during that Close Encounter with the Face of Light, which a few months later, I would confirm with a Miracle Picture of the Face of Light of the Lord. I had lost all notion of space and time because I was immersed in the Spiritual Matter of a new Spiritual Dimension with the Heart of the Light of God…
Next morning I was standing on the same site, next to a tree, from whence I had seen the Face of Light the night before, and soon I heard a strange noise above on the tree. As I looked up, towards the strange noise, I was stunned to see a bird hanging upside down from the tree, with his eyes looking at me, in a weird scene, I could not understand. The bird was upside down, tied up to the tree with something that was holding one of its legs to a branch of the tree! The poor bird was struggling to free itself from its weird captivity, fluttering with its wings, to try to fly away, moving her little body to the sides, but without going anywhere, because his leg was tied up to the tree! The sight of the poor bird hanging upside down from the tree, with his leg tied to the branch, as if crucified upside down to the tree, was very disturbing! I could not recognize what was holding the leg of the captive little bird hanging from the branch of the tree. Little Hanging Bird was hanging upside down relatively high in the tree and I could not reach him to set the Bird Free! Right then and there I promised Little Hanging Bird that I would set him free from his weird captivity, even if I had to bring in the whole fire department! The 3 alternative preliminary plans to rescue Little Hanging Bird was to climb the tree, reach the branch of the tree with a long stick to bring it down to my hands, or call in the fire brigade to set the bird free. Climbing the tree was not an easy option because the tree trunk was thick at its base and the first branches were high and beyond my reach; since I was not Tarzan, I would need a rope to climb the tree and realized I needed to find a long stick to bring down the branch that was holding Little Hanging Bird to the tree. It was remarkable that in the middle of the Sanctuary during one of the most crowded days of the year, with hundreds of pilgrims walking constantly below this tree, that nobody was realizing poor Little Hanging Bird hanging upside down in distress from the tree in the center of the Sanctuary. The Face of Light I had seen the night before had given me again the Awareness of Angels that I would be the one to see Little Hanging Bird to set this loving little creature free! Free as a Bird shall Be! All Birds need to Be Free! Liberate All Birds that are in captivity! This is the Wish of God; it’s more than a wish, it’s an Order of God: All Sacred Birds should Always Be Free! The Sacred Chickens you eat are also Birds of God and Need to be Freed! PS: Stop torturing animals or you will all be DEAD with Covid-19!
Quickly I arrived with a long stick to bring down the branch that held Little Hanging Bird, and soon a man saw the overall weird activity I was putting forth beneath the tree, and quickly he joined me, in the weird task to rescue Little Hanging Bird. We grabbed a bicycle nearby and I helped my rescue younger colleague to mount on the bicycle and with my stick and a bit of equilibrium we brought down the branch that was holding Little Hanging Bird. Quickly we were able to free the distressed bird from his hanging ordeal to the branch; however the leg of Little Hanging Bird was still all wrapped up in the green nylon string that had trapped the bird to the branch of the tree. After releasing the bird from the tree Little Hanging Bird was almost free as a bird, but not quite, because his leg was wrapped up in the plastic string that had caused her bizarre captivity. Little Hanging Bird was very distressed and did not move as I held the bird in my hands and analyzed what to do next to set him loose from her plastic chain of distress. Not only was the bird caught in a human net of strings, but now she might have thought that she would become a meal of the human factor! My colleague grabbed the bird with his hands and I started to entangle the green string wrapped around the fragile fingers of her little delicate leg; it was very difficult to release her little fingers from the strong string without damaging his little fragile legs, and I set myself to use all my veterinary skills to free unharmed my stressed Little Hanging Bird. We now had a big crowd of about 20 curious spectators surrounding us, watching the rescue team working to release Little Hanging Bird from the string wrapped around her fingers. I requested from the crowd for some tool to help unloosen the nasty strings from the fingers, and someone in the crowd gave me a scissor and this was indeed the perfect tool I needed to set this bird free! Slowly I cut with the scissors the string around the foot of the bird without touching the fingers of ex Little Hanging Bird, and quickly the bird was released from harm and set Free! My commitment to free the bird was fulfilled as I had promised her 15 minutes earlier, and I didn’t have to call the fire department! As we released Little Hanging Bird from our hands, he was free as a bird, but ex-hanging bird flew a couple of meters away and crash landed in the ground! Little Hanging Bird was groggy, dazed and confused, like in the Led Zeppelin song, and could not fly away, into the freedom of the sky. I grabbed the dizzy bird and put him in a safe place within the bushes, where he would not be found by some cat and become the meal of the beasts of the wild. Hence the job was done, I thanked my colleague for his help, and we departed towards our next destination. I checked on Little Hanging Bird during the next 3 hours, and Little Hanging Bird remained in the safety of the bush without moving, during a few hours; and late in the evening I brought more bread to feed the bird, but to my pleasant surprise my Little Hanging Bird was gone and was relieved that this Bird with the Word had finally flown away into Freedom! All Animals will be Freed into Freedom! I do not have a picture of Little Hanging Bird but I show 2 photos with Images of Birds that were Manifest in Flowers that I received at the Chapel of the Annunciation of Kevelaer (CW).
That night I was back at the site with the Chapel of the Annunciation, with the Face of Light and a little Image of Light of Maria, next to the tree of Little Hanging Bird and I saw Faces of Light, Hearts of Light and Birds of Light on a Miraculous Medal of Kevelaer that was hanging on a window beneath the Face of Light of Jesus! The Medal of Kevelaer is indeed a Miracle Icon because the control picture shows that the Virgin of Kevelaer has her baton in her left hand, while in the Miracle Picture the Virgin of Kevelaer has the baton in her right hand! The Miracle Picture also shows small Hearts of Light that I saw during my Mystic Experience and in a third Miracle Picture the Miracle Light crosses the bounds of the Miraculous Medal with what seems to be the Face of Light that I had seen in the Miraculous Medal during the Manifestations of Kevelaer!
Two years after seeing the Vera Effigies of Kevelaer I would see again the Face of Light of Lord Jesus in the Church of the Agony of Jesus in the Mount of Olives in Jerusalem (Chapter 3). I was meditating in the Church of the Agony of Jesus in the Sanctuary of the Olives when a Heart of Light appeared on the altar of this Sanctuary of Lord Jesus. Quickly I got my camera out and focused on the Heart of Light and soon I saw a Face of Light of Jesus through the lens of my camera! After development of the pictures these show a Heart of Light that opens up to show several Persons of Light that seem to assist a Person of Light in Agony in this Sacred Sanctuary that witnessed the Agony of Jesus the night before the Crucifixion of Jesus. A Face of Light is Manifest looking at me in this Sanctuary of Jesus. I will never forget the awesome Face of Light of Jesus I saw in the Sanctuary of the Mount of Olives and all the many Mystic Experiences I had in the Sanctuary of the Blessed Virgin of Kevelaer (CW).
The Manifestation of Light which was the Source of Light from whence I had seen the Face of Light is shown next to the candle on the table of the main altar of the Church of Jesus. Blue Spiritual Light is Manifest with the White Light, which from the distance might show the Apparition of Light of the Gestalt of the Lord. The Apparition of Light is not present in the control picture, that I had taken earlier to show the main altar of the Church. The first Miracle Picture of the series of Miracle Pictures, shows the image of a Heart of White Light, surrounded by Blue Turquoise Light, the Symbolic Color of the Holy Spirit. Within this Mystical Light, which is first Manifest as a Heart of Light, I had seen the Face of Jesus. The second Miracle Picture, shows the Heart of Light with Blue Spiritual Light, transforming and opening up, to release from within, Images of Light, that eventually make Manifest several Saints with Jesus. The Blue Turquoise Color, shown in the Heart of Light of this Apparition of Light, is the same color of the Holy Spirit that I had seen a few days earlier, during the Apparition of the Light of the Holy Spirit of Pentecost in the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Mount Carmel. The third Miracle Picture in the series of many Miracle Pictures, shows the transformation of the Heart of Light into Persons of Light, and additional Blue Turquoise Light is Manifest in the Miracle Picture with the Symbols of God. The fourth Miracle Picture shows distinct Images of Light that will become the 5 Persons of Light of the Consolation of the Agony of the Blessed Virgin and Jesus. The fifth Miracle Picture shows now the distinct images of one Person of Light, holding another Person in Agony, with the Main Spiritual Person looking down at the Person in Agony. A fourth Person of Light is behind the Main Spiritual Person, and both are watching the Blue Spiritual Person that is holding the Blue Person in Agony in the Church of the Agony of Jesus.
A different awesome Miracle Picture shows the Miraculous Image of a Face of Light that is Manifest coming out from the Blue Turquoise Light of the Holy Spirit of the Covenant of God with mankind. The remarkably perfect Face of Light, showing its half profile, coming forth from the Blue Turquoise Light, is looking with Its Two Eyes at me, as I was taking the Miracle Picture of my Vision, as I was watching the Face of Light of the Lord! Indeed, the Miracle Face of Light is looking at you, straight in the eye, at the viewer of the Miracle Picture! Here I Am, and I Am Watching you! saith the Miracle Picture of the Face of Light that I took during my Vision with the Face of the Lord! The Miracle Face of Light is looking at you from within the Spiritual Light of the Covenant of God. This Miracle Image of the Face of Light is not the Face of the Lord that I had seen during my Vision of the Face of Jesus, but provides evidence to my Miracle Experience with my Vision of the Face of the Lord!
The Face of Light that I had seen in my Vision, during the Apparition, had the same features as the Image of the Face of Jesus of the Church of the Crowning of Thorns of the Lord. It is a Synchronicity of God that the same Blue Turquoise Light shown with the Miracle Face of Light is Manifest on the forehead of Jesus of this Miracle Icon of the Face of Jesus. No such Blue Mystical Light is shown in another beautiful control picture with the Face of the Lord. All the physiognomic features of a human face are Manifest in the Miracle Face of Light within the Miracle Light of this Apparition of God. The Miracle Picture with the Hoy Face of Light in the Shadow of Blue Spirit Light of the Apparition of Light provides the material supporting evidence that all other Miracle Pictures shown in these series of Miracle Pictures are a Miracle of God! Moreover, the Miracle Picture of the Face of Light, in the context of all the other Miracle Pictures of the Agony of Jesus, is supporting evidence of the Agony of Jesus in this Holy Ground of the Mount of Olives of the Holy Land of the Lord.
The last series of three Miracle Pictures show in more detail the Miracle Images of the Persons of Light, with the Faces of Light and Characters of God that were Manifest from the Heart of Light of the Miracle Apparition of the Consolation of the Agony of María and Jesus. The first Miracle Picture shows the three main characters of the Persons of Light depicting the scene of the Consolation of the Agony with María and Jesus. The second Miracle Picture shows the ‘Woman of Light’, holding the ‘Person in Agony’, and the Holy Face of the ‘Man of Light’ can now be clearly distinguished, looking down with its eyes on the Person in Agony. The last Miracle Picture shows the fading Blue Light of the Person in Agony, still held by the arms of the Woman of Light, with the Man of Light looking down on the Person of the Agony. These are the series of Miracle Pictures with the Heart of Light, the Face of Light, and the Persons of Light, with the Apparition of Light of the Consolation in Agony, made Manifest in the Church of the Agony of Jesus. The Scene of the Persons of Light in the Miracle Pictures provide a Symbolic Representation of the Consolation of the Agony as inscribed in the wall of the altar in the words of ‘Confortans in Agonia’, that become Apparent in Blue Spiritual Light on the altar of the Church of the Agony of Jesus. The Miracle Pictures give supporting material evidence to the existence of a Spiritual Dimension that can change normal images of light into Symbolic Images of Light, to create ‘Let there be Light’ with a Manifestation of Light, to give a Message of God! Moreover, the Miracle Pictures provide supporting evidence to the account of the last hours of Jesus, in the Mount of Olives in this Sanctuary of Jerusalen.
The Face of Jesus coming in the Clouds of Heaven in the Sanctuary of Banneux
And Jesus said to him: ‘I tell you, hereafter you will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of Heaven’ (Mathew 26:64).
Pentecost is the celebration of the Communion of God with humans when the Holy Spirit comes from Spiritual Heaven to Mother Earth to establish the Covenant of God with humankind. During the celebration of Pentecost 1998 I had several Mystic Experiences in the Sanctuary of Apparitions in Banneux and I received my first Miracle Pictures with Angels of Light with the Holy Spirit of Pentecost. The weekend of Pentecost 1999 arrived and I was High in Spirits because I was expecting to experience a major Miracle of God in this Sanctuary of Apparitions in Banneux. I had requested from the Lord a Miracle in my prayers, both in thought and in writing, asking to have a Close Encounter with the Being of the Lord. Inner Little Voice was telling me loud that on this night of Pentecost I would have a major Close Encounter with the Holy Spirit of God. There was no better place in the world to see the Light of the Lord next to the Icon of the Annunciation that showed Archangel Gabriel with the Holy Spirit coming down from Heaven to the Blessed Virgin for the conception of the Lord. I was excitedly nervous with a restless Spirit because my unconscious mind knew I was about to have a major conscious experience with the Light of God. I was alone in the dark of the night in Holy Ground of the Sanctuary of Banneux, primed by a weekend of prayer with my Lady expecting a Close Encounter with the Lord. If there was a time to see a great Apparition of Jesus this was the perfect time and place to see a Manifestation of God and this time I was prepared to capture on print the Light of the Lord: I had my camera on a stand ready to take pictures of the Light of God knowing I would receive on picture print a Manifestation of God!
With my camera on a stand right next to the Icon of the Annunciation I was alone with Holy Nature, in the darkness of the night, within the forest of the trees of the Holy Ground of the Sanctuary of Apparitions, waiting for the Apparition of the Light of the Holy Spirit of God. At 11:30 PM in the night I was ready with the mystical light of the moon creeping in and out behind thick clouds that were moving rapidly high up in the sky within the arena of my Holy Ground of Apparitions. During the night of Pentecost of the previous year I had taken pictures of the Light of Pentecost 100 meters away from the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation and a Face of Light and a Heart of Light was Manifest with the Light of Pentecost (CW). Now I had placed myself right next to the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation, beneath the site of the Apparition of the Heart of Light with the Face of Light that had been Manifest in the sky one year earlier during Pentecost 1998. A Face of Light was Manifest with a Heart of Light which you will not be able to see in picture print but here I will publish anyway the strange Faces of Light that I saw in the Light of Pentecost 1998.
Standing next to my camera mounted on my tripod, with my camera pointing towards the sky, I was ready to take pictures of the Holy Spirit coming down from Heaven to commune with my Spirit during this Pentecost of the Covenant of God. Crazy as it sounds, I was standing next to my camera waiting for the Holy Spirit to come to Earth from Heaven, and take a picture of the Spirit of God! In other words, I was waiting for God to Be Manifest in the sky, to take a picture of God! Indeed, I also laugh when I edit this section; but it is true: I was literally waiting for an Apparition of God to take a Picture of God! In my Trance State, I was listening attentively to Inner Little Voice of my Guardian Angel that would make me aware of the Apparition of God and tell me when to shoot pictures of the Manifestation of God!
I did not have to wait one minute for the Apparition of God because within the minute that I had uncovered the lenses of my camera, to take pictures of God, I see in the sky the swift formation of a Wonder in the Sky with a Manifestation of God! Right in front of my eyes, was an interaction between the clouds and the light of the moon forming a White Yellow Heart that showed me the Symbol of Love of the Heart of God! The interaction between Brother Cloud and Sister Moon made Manifest a Heart of Light with the Symbol of Love on Pentecost in this Sanctuary of Apparitions of God. This Heart of Light was the Sign of God for the up-coming Apparition of the Face of the Lord in the Clouds of Heaven! Within a few seconds the Heart of Light opened up, and I saw the formation of a Shadow of a Person that I thought was the Shadow of María or the Image of Jesus. I was so astonished by the Manifestation of Light that I forgot I had my camera in front of me, pointing directly at the Heart of Light; and quickly was come something much greater, Much Greater, because high in the sky, in front of me, I saw Manifest the Face of God, I was confronted with the Face of the Lord that was Coming in the Clouds of Heaven!
Next to the Yellow Red Heart was now Manifest the Face of the Lord! The Face of God was Come with the Clouds, moving in the sky with the wind, a Face of the Lord that was 10 times larger than the Heart of Light, maybe the Face of God was 30 meters tall come in a Cloud of God! The Face of the Lord had all the features of a human face with perfect yellow brown red skin color; the Face in the Cloud was so amazing to my sight that my mind was frozen and forgot that I had my camera in front of the Face of God. The Face of the Lord was amazingly majestic: it was maybe 50 meters from me, coming in the cloud, the Face of the Lord was looking at me, straight into my eyes, piercing the Spirit of my Heart! The perfect Face of God that was Come with the Cloud had this Majestic Expression, was moving slowly, closing on me, as I watched in awe the Face of God in the Face of the Lord watching me, through this Countenance of God! I could not think in anything but in the Face of God; I had my camera right next to me to take a Picture of God but did nothing, because I was petrified frozen unable to move anything but my eyes that followed the path of the Face of God! The Face of the Lord was a Majestic Face in the Cloud, slowly moving closer to me with the wind: the Apparition was only the Face of Jesus, it was now maybe 20 meters tall; the Holy Face had a perfect blend of yellow, red, brown and black colors that formed a perfect Human Face, with shoulder-length dark hair, eyebrows and brown eyes, long nose, cheeks and chin, lips and a beard, all was there, the perfect representation of the Face of Jesus! This was indeed the Materialization in the Clouds of the awesome Face of the Lord coming in the clouds as indicated in the quote from the Bible! The Visage of the Lord was so majestic that I must confess I was not only overwhelmed but also was scared to death with this Apparition of God! I watched in awe at the Face of Jesus during the eternity of what I calculate was circa 45 seconds, and thereafter the Apparition of the Face of God moved away with the wind, on top of me, and then behind the trees, to disappear from my sight; and this was the end of the Manifestation of the Face of Jesus coming in the clouds of Heaven! My Spirit had been confronted with the Apparition of the Face of the Lord with the Holy Spirit of Pentecost that was Come in the Clouds during the Covenant of God with Humankind!
The whole Manifestation of the Yellow Red Heart with the Shadow of Jesus and the Face of God had lasted circa 3 minutes. There I was, dumbfounded, next to the Icon of the Covenant of the Annunciation, with my little mind recovering from this Big Close Encounter with the Face of God. I had asked for an Apparition of God and my petition was answered with this Apparition of the Face of the Lord! Even though my camera was pointing directly at the Face of Jesus, slowly crossing the sky, I could not think of anything, nor take pictures, because I could not think in my camera, nor in anything else, for I was stunned petrified, even scared to death, by the Apparition of the Face of the Lord! I cannot describe the awesome feeling I experienced during my Close Encounter with the Face of the Lord; I can say that this Manifestation of the Face of Jesus in the cloud is one of my greatest Mystic Encounters I had with the Holy Spirit of the Lord. If I did not take pictures of the Apparition of the Face of God, the Angel of my Lord would make sure that I would not leave the Holy Ground without having a Miracle Picture of a Face of the Lord! Thus, quickly I Am come with Grace of Revelation of a Gift of God, with a Miracle Picture to show a Face of Jesus that is Come in the Clouds, as predicted by the Prophets of the Bible!
And Jesus said: I tell you, hereafter you will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of Heaven. Behold, He cometh in clouds, and every eye shall see Him…
A few minutes had passed after the Face of Jesus moved away with the clouds, and while my mind was recovering from the Manifestation of God I looked again towards the sky, to the site of the Apparition of the Face, and saw what appeared to be several small faces that were appearing in the clouds. Although these faces did not impress me much, because I had seen the awesome Face of God, my rational mind decided to shoot 3 fast pictures, one right after the other, for this I felt I was now being told by Inner Little Heart of my Guardian Angel. I took the pictures as commanded by my Angel, but with a feeling of a big disappointment, because now I was realizing that I had lost the big evidence of a Miracle Picture of the Apparition of the Face of God! Now it was in the hands of Inner Little Self of my Guardian Angel that ordered me to shoot 3 pictures on a precise moment, on the clouds that were passing by, even though my eyes did not see any faces while looking through the lenses of my camera; as I shot the 3 pictures I did not recognize anything but the blurred light of the moon, with the white clouds that I could not even focus, because I was still numbed in Cloud One from my Close Encounter with the Face of the Lord. Still there was my Angel Within Me, that moved my Soul, to move my camera to shoot 3 pictures to provide physical evidence of Spiritual Physical Presence of Jesus. There are no pictures of the Face of the Lord that I saw that night; however, the Holy Spirit was Manifest by Grace of Revelation to provide some evidence of the Miracle of God with Miracle Pictures of a Heart of Light and a Face of the Lord. I did not see any of the Images of Light that were Manifest in the photos that I show below; these are Miracle Pictures taken by the Angel of my Love, to show a Face of Jesus of this my Experience with Pentecost to establish a Covenant of God.
And Jesus said to him: ‘I tell you, hereafter you will see the Son of man coming on the clouds of Heaven’. ‘Behold, He cometh in clouds, and every eye shall see Him…I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord’.
The first picture shows a Shadow of Maia or maybe a Shadow of Jesus in the clouds that I had seen during my Mystic Experience. The second picture shows a Heart of Light which might be the remnant of the Symbol of God that I had seen before the Apparition of the Face of the Lord. I did not see this Heart of Light when I took the Mystical Picture that shows a Yellow Red Light that surrounds part of the Heart of Light and provides a draft concept of the Yellow Red Heart that I had seen before the Apparition of the Face of God. The third picture of the series of 3 pictures that was taken that night by Inner Little Self is the Miracle Picture with the Face of Jesus. A different pattern of a Heart of Light is shown next to a Face of Jesus; the Heart of Light seems transformed into the Image of an Angel of the Lord and right next to the Messenger of the Angel of Light is the Face of the Lord that is coming in the Cloud of Heaven. The Face in the Cloud is the Face of Jesus as shown by a Synchronicity made Manifest by the Spirit of Jesus: the Face of Light in the cloud has a remarkable resemblance to the Face of Jesus of my Miracle Icon of Sleeping Jesus of my Relic Crucifix of Jesus! My Crucifix of Jesus is the most important Relic of Jesus that I have among my Relic Gifts of Jesus. Through the Image of the Face of Jesus of this Relic of Jesus I had recently experienced Mystical Ecstasy with the Spirit of Jesus (below). Moreover, through this Icon of the Crucifixion of Jesus I felt in my hands the Beating Heart of Jesus (below). The Face of Jesus of my Crucifix of Jesus has the same physiognomic features as the Face of Light that is Manifest in the Cloud: this is a Symbolic Synchronic Miracle of God. I took a picture of the Relic of Jesus to show the resemblance of the Face of the Metal Icon with the Face of Light on the Clouds of Banneux and a beautiful Image of Light appears as a Messenger of Light on the forehead of the Miracle Icon of Jesus. The Manifestation of Light on the forehead of Jesus shows an Angel of Light with the similar Pattern of Light of wings and tails of the Messenger of Light made Manifest next to the Face of Jesus on the Clouds of Banneux. Maybe it is maybe it is not, but I rather see than see not a Miracle of Gott! The Face of Light on the Clouds of God is Manifest in the same Spirit of the Peaceful Face that is present in the Peaceful Face of my Relic of Sleeping Jesus! The Face of Light on the Cloud of God shows the same closed eyes, the nose, mouth, and pattern of eyebrows, with the darker left eyebrow as Manifest in the Face of my Miraculous Icon of Sleeping Jesus! The Face of Light riding on the Cloud made Manifest on Pentecost represents the Apparition of the Lord that is Manifest in the likening of the Face of my own Icon of Lord Jesus! Everything is Manifest on the Face in the Clouds for me to recognize this Sign of God to be my Peaceful Sleeping Jesus! Indeed, I did ask my Jesus that night of Pentecost for an Apparition of the Lord! I set forth with my Spirit to the Sanctuary of Apparitions of the Blessed Virgin of the Annunciation, in search of a big Manifestation of God, and I was Blessed by the Grace of God to see the Face of the Lord!
The Apparition of the Face of the Lord that was Come in the Clouds, at Pentecost, during the celebration of the Covenant of God, fulfills this prediction in the Bible! Be aware of the signs with the sun, and the moon, and the clouds, with the Son of Man; for when these things come to pass, lift up your Spirit, for your redemption is close by!
And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations…for the powers of heaven shall be shaken. And then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh (Luke 21:25-28).
Saint Pater Pio and the Face of Jesus
One night I had a Mystic Experience with Saint Pater Pio who had many Mystic Experiences and made many Miracles of God. I took pictures of the black and white picture of the face of the saint on the cover of a book of this great Saint of God. As I was scanning the negative of the black and white picture of the Saint of God, suddenly was Manifest a Miracle, when the black and white picture turned into a Color Picture of the Face of the Saint that now has a Face of Jesus on the forehead of the Saint of God. The Face of Jesus that was Manifest on the forehead of the Saint of Jesus is similar to the Face of Jesus of my Miracle Relic of Jesus. This is another Miracle of Saint Pater Pio one of the greatest Saints of Jesus in the history of humankind.
‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of Jesus’
PS: Mystic Experience in 1997; written in 1997)
It was the end of November of 1997 and I was back home in The Netherlands recovering from my overwhelming Mystic Experience with Jesus with the Apparition of the Face of Light that was Manifest in the Sanctuary of Kevelaer. Moreover, I still had to come into full awareness of the Apparitions of Light with the Blessed Virgin that I had encountered one week earlier in the Sanctuary of Banneux. Here I was in my apartment, wondering if the many Miracles of God that I had experienced over the past two weekends had finally come to a concluding end. My intuition was telling me that instead of being the end of a time with Miracles of God, this was rather the beginning of my Journey of Enlightenment with the Light of the Holy Spirit of God. I was meditating and writing in my computer, describing the Mystic Experience of the Materialization of my Little Red Rose with the Imprint of the Heart of Jesus that was given to me that weekend through a Telepathic Manifestation of Our Lady of Kevelaer.
As I was writing about the Heart of Jesus made Imprint on Little Red Rose of my Gift of María, it came into my mind, that the original lyrics of my song ‘Let your Love’, that I had recorded one year earlier, was actually about the ‘Heart of Jesus’. Moreover, the original title of the song was not ‘Let your Love’, but rather was ‘Heart of Jesus’, meaning the Heart of the Love of God. ‘Let your Love’ was about letting your love flow out from the Heart of God, and so was the Spirit of the ‘Heart of Jesus’. The sweet melody of the song of the ‘Heart of Jesus’ was quite unusual to my musical style, because it was quite a contrast to my other aggressive symphonic rock style of music, as shown in the production of PanGaia.
‘Let your Love’ with the ‘Heart of Jesus’ was very unique because it had been Communicated to my Spirit by the Holy Spirit, through a Dream with the Light with an Angel of God! Indeed, an Angel, disguised as a human male, that appeared to me to be Paul McCartney, appeared in my Dream of Light, and with this Humanized Angel, sitting in front and right next to me, Inspiring my Soul, I composed, with my guitar in my hands, the melody of ‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of Jesus’. As I woke up in the morning, I remembered my Dream with the Angel, and the melody of the song was still within my Heart, and thus quickly, with my guitar in hand, I composed the lyrics of the ‘Heart of Jesus’, to the music of the song. Within 1 hour, the melody and lyrics of ‘Heart of Jesus’ was born, from within my Soul, with the Angel in my Soul, in my Dream with the Light of God (Let your Love). This was the only song of my repertoire of PanGaia that was specifically composed in a Dream with the Light of an Angel of God!
A few months later, I decided to change the lyrics and the title of the song from ‘Heart of Jesus’ to ‘Let your Love’, to make the lyrics less religious, and more acceptable to the human factor, driving the commercial music record industry. I was in desperate need of the elusive record contract to expose PanGaia to the world, but the record companies were getting scared with the Word of Jesus that was present in many of my songs. I thought that by making the lyrics of ‘Heart of Jesus’ less religious, with a more neutral Message of Love, such as expressed in ‘Let your Love’, I could make the song more palatable to the commercialized music industry, to find a contract and expose the music of my songs.
My new Mystic Experience with the Light of María at Banneux, and the Light of Lord Jesus at Kevelaer, brought however my Heart back on track, and thus I became committed in the Spirit, to put up a fight for the original lyrics of the Heart of Jesus. Thinking in front of my computer, whether I should change the lyrics of ‘Let your Love’ back to ‘Heart of Jesus’, I raised from my chair, and walked towards the Miracle Icon of the ‘Heart of Jesus’, that I had bought the last weekend at Kevelaer, to commemorate my Encounter with the Face of Light of the Lord. Standing in front of my Icon of Jesus, with the Heart of God, I discussed with the Spirit of Jesus, this matter of my Heart, for I was ready to record once again ‘Let your Love’ with the lyrics of ‘Heart of Jesus’, if this was the Desire of the Lord.
While looking at the Miracle Icon of Jesus, and thinking about this issue of the Heart of Jesus, I suddenly heard Inner Little Voice telling me to look down on the floor, for there was something for me to see within the fluffy matter of my white yellow carpet. Without understanding why and how all of this was happening, I immediately obeyed the orders of my Guardian Angel to look down on my carpet. Quickly, as if per a miracle of finding a needle in a haystack, I found a tiny small ‘white yellow object’ that was camouflaged within the fluffy white yellow carpet. I grabbed the small white yellow object from the white yellow carpet, and holding it in my hands, I could not figure out what was the tiny little object all about that my Angel made me find on my carpet. The white yellow object had an elongated, somewhat triangular form, measured about 0.9 cm long by 0.7 cm wide by 0.2 cm thick, and had a soft plastic texture to the sense of the fingers of my hands. As I looked at the little object I wanted to see a Heart in the little white object, for it would be a wonderful Synchronicity of God of a Gift of God to receive a Heart of God in the context of my thoughts for my song of the Heart of Jesus. Moreover, Inner Little Self had made me see the little object hidden in the carpet, and thus I sensed that this could be a Gift of God. For a moment I could see, with a ‘little big’ imagination, that the object had the form of a little heart, but pity, it was no indisputable Heart, with the Symbol of Love of a Heart. I felt disappointed and sad that my little object that I had found, through the Whisper of my Angel, was not the Symbol of the Heart of my Love. I asked myself anyway, if the formless object with no Sign of God that I had found with my Heart, was a Gift of a Materialization, from Jesus, that was Manifest for my thoughts regarding the song of ‘Heart of Jesus’. I did not think so I thought to myself, for the little object was far from having the indisputable form of a Heart of Love, and only through a perfect Heart of Love would I understand that this was a true Materialization, and a real Gift from Jesus, for my song of the ‘Heart of Jesus’. Pity and more pity I thought, for I wanted the Manifestation of the Heart of the Lord!
While holding down in one hand the little object in my fingers, I thought what was I to do with the little object of the ‘Heart of Jesus’. I was not prepared to consider and save the little object as a Miracle Relic, as I had done that week with Little Red Rose with the Imprint of the Heart of Jesus, for the little piece of something did not show any Symbol of God to become a Relic of the Lord. While looking around throughout my living room, waiting to see whether my Inner Little Self had anything to say with the little object of my Heart, I started to rationalize this had been a false signal, a false intuition of my Soul, and started to consider throwing the white yellow thing into the bin of the garbage. I was standing next to the Miracle Icon of Jesus, thinking to throw the little object into the waste garbage, when suddenly, I was surprised to realize that the little object broke into pieces, within the fingers of my hand! I was astounded and could not understand how and why, and by what strange force, had the solid plastic object, that I was holding with great care, been broken within the fingers of my Soul! Many little pieces of the broken little object fell down on the carpet, except for one entire larger piece, that remained Stuck Fixed within the fingers of my hand! Indeed, the large piece of the broken piece remained glued to the fingers of my hand! As I looked at the broken object that was left fixed between my fingers, I quickly realized in great wonder and awe, that now I had in my hand, this awesome Gift of God of a Miracle Heart of the Lord! As I edit this section, I shed Tears of Emotion, as I appreciate again this awesome Miracle of God!
I remained still, standing next to the Miracle Icon of Jesus, my mind dumbfounded and in awe, holding tightly, but with great care, onto my little Heart of Jesus, understanding nothing what had happened, but knowing that I was in the Presence of the Spirit of the Lord! A few seconds after realizing that the Perfect Little Heart was indeed a Gift of Jesus, the Spirit of the Lord entered into my body, with a Spiritual Physical Experience, which can be described as a Close Encounter with the Kingdom of God! The perfect little Heart was a Gift from Jesus, sending me a Message of Love, through this Symbol of the Heart of God. Minutes after the Materialization of the Heart, I recovered from the Trance State Passion, and realized that the Spirit of Jesus was Come into my Spirit, to make Manifest this Gift of God! The Holy Spirit was Manifest within my Soul, moving every little muscle of my fingers, through this perfect Kinetic Manifestation, to break the little object into many pieces, for the perfect Materialization of a Heart, the Heart of Jesus, as a Gift for my song ‘Heart of Jesus’, to ‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of the Lord’!
I saved my Heart of Jesus as a Miracle Relic Gift, and several months later, once I had bought my Baby Camera, I took pictures of my Relic Gift of the Heart of Jesus, that shows, in Mystic Light, the Symbol of the Heart of Love. I never knew what was the physical nature of the little object that I had found on my carpet and that broke into pieces to give me the Heart of the Lord. My first rational analysis of the texture concludes this may be a little piece of white chocolate that in the past I had lost in the floor. If it is biological chocolate, then the Gift of God showed also Arrested Biological Degradation, because for many years, it has remained Immaculate Untouched by the wrath of the microbial world, to further establish this Miracle of God.
A few days earlier, I had seen the Face of Light of the Lord. Now I had received my first Miracle Relic Gift from the Spirit of Jesus, in this awesome Heart of Jesus through a Kinetic Manifestation of God! That evening, after the Materialization of the Heart of Jesus, I realized that my blessing to receive Miracles of God were not over, but rather were everlasting, and with awareness, I only had to seek to find Miracles of God, and ask and receive Manifestations of God! This was the beginning of my Enlightenment with the Lord, the awakening of a most wonderful interactive relationship with the Spirit of the Heart of God! ‘Let your Love’ be the ‘Heart of Jesus’, to seek and find the ‘Heart of God’ (written in 1997).