Mystic Experiences with the Spirit of the Blessed Virgin
The Manifestation of the Lady of the Light of Notre Dame de Banneux
One of the most important Mystic Experiences of my life occurred on a winter night of November 1997 during my first pilgrimage to a Sanctuary of Apparitions of the Blessed Virgin. This was in the Sanctuary of Banneux where in 1933 the Light of María appeared 8 times to 11 year-old Mariette that was celebrated for being born on a 25th of March on the Annunciation to María. The Mystic Experience of a Close Encounter with a Lady of Light in Banneux was a breakthrough Spiritual Revelation that changed the course of my life, to make me seek and find Miracles of God, to give evidence of the existence of the Spiritual World and to fight for the cause of the Sacred Animals. It is a Causality of a Synchronicity that this important Mystic Experience in my life would happen in the context of the Icon of the Annunciation to María that is celebrated on the 25th of March: the date of my birthday and the date of the birthday of the Saint that saw the Apparitions of Notre Dame de Banneux. The highlight of my Mystic Experience was the Apparition of a Woman of Light that appeared from a Reflection of Light of the Icon of the Annunciation of Banneux (CW). Below I describe highlights of my Close Encounter with the Lady of Light in 1997 showing Miracle Pictures that I took during Pentecost 1998 in this Sanctuary of Banneux.
Late in the evening I arrived at the town of Banneux and the first thing I did was to visit the Chapel of Apparitions where I learned to recite the Ave María that never in my life I had heard before. Within one year after having learned my first Ave María in French I memorized the Ave María in the 8 languages that I understand and many times in my life I recite the beautiful Mantra of Ave María in these 8 languages to come into contact with the Blessed Virgin and the Holy Spirit of God. Minutes after learning by heart the Mantra of María my Inner Little Self took me by the hand to walk me towards the Icon of Notre Dame de Banneux where I meditated next to this Miracle Icon that would be a source of the Miracle of the Tear of Light of Notre Dame de Banneux (Chapter 4). Quickly I found my first little Gift of Heaven a 4-leaf clover with Blue Turquoise Light that was an Omen to the Apparition that soon was come with the Light of the Virgin of the Annunciation of Banneux.
Under the Influence of María inspired by the long prayers of the Ave María my Inner Little Self knew I would soon experience a Presence of God. I was alone in the night in a Sanctuary of Apparitions of God, with the Blessed Virgin in my Heart, when quickly I see in the night, the Presence of the Light that to me was no other than the Mother with the Light made Manifest with the Icon of the Annunciation! In the distance I saw this beautiful ‘Image of Light’ that no mortal words can adequately describe. I knew that the Awesome Light had to be what my Heart wanted to see which was the Light of the Blessed Virgin. A Being of Light irradiating all the Colors of a Rainbow with Blue Turquoise White Yellow Orange Rays of Light intermixed with Violet Red Brown Green Colors of Light were flowing from the distance into my sight from a Core of Light that my Inner Little Spirit thought was the Light of the Blessed Virgin! Hypnotized by the Manifestation of Light I quickly entered into the woods and walked towards the Core of Light for a Close Encounter of the Spiritual Kind with the Lady of the Light of the Apparitions of Banneux!
Quickly I came closer to the Being of Light and a few meters from the Manifestation of Light my Vision of the Woman of Light was suddenly replaced by a new vision which was a Miracle Image of a Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. My profound Trance State Ecstasy was now replaced by rationale thinking and with my feet back on the ground I no longer saw a Being of Light nor the Light of the Blessed Virgin, but rather, a human made Icon of Light, that however contained a Miracle Image of an Angel of Light. The Source of Light with beautiful Mystic Colors of the Rainbow of Light suddenly transformed into a man-made glass sculpture with white yellow red pink purple brown green turquoise blue black crystals that depicted the Blessed Virgin with Archangel Gabriel in the Annunciation of the Conception of Jesus.
My great excitement to see an Apparition of María had come to an end but my Heart remained elated because I realized I had seen a Vision of Light of María within the Source of Light of the Annunciation to the Blessed Virgin. Soon after my Vision of the Being of Light within the Source of Light of the Icon of the Annunciation my Guardian Angel called upon me once again, suggesting I should walk into the dark forest, into the wilderness, to search for the Light of an Angel. This I did, and within the minute, I suddenly saw, in great wonder, right in front of me, the most beautiful Image of Light of the Blessed Virgin! I was still under the influence of my previous Vision of the Being of Light when I saw three meters away, standing right in front of me, this most awesome Image of Light of a Lady of Light of the Blessed Virgin! As I saw the Apparition of the Lady of Light my body and Soul exploded into a Spiritual Physical Experience, and quickly I entered a Trance of Ecstasy, with the Light of the Blessed Virgin! At last my Soul called out aloud at the Spirit of the Lady that was Materialized in Light with a human form! I cannot describe in mortal words the feeling of Mystic Ecstasy that I had in body and Soul when I saw the Lady of the Light of the Sanctuary of Apparitions of Notre Dame de Banneux!
The Lady of Light was all White Yellow Light standing out from the black dark background of the night. She appeared to carry in her hands a Rosary of Light. The Lady of Light was as tall as myself, standing Face to face in front of me, about 3 meters away from me, while I froze on the spot, dumbfounded by the Apparition of the Light of Mein Lieber Gott! Consumed in my Passion of Wonder for the Lady of my Love, I stretched out my arms, in response to the Invitation of Love that I was receiving from the Lady of Light with the Heart of God. I called out loud with all my Heart, the Name of María, beloved Mother of the Lord! As my eyes and my Heart beheld the Lady of Light, my body and Soul was being flooded by a Spiritual Physical Experience, feeling the Paradise of Heaven running through all my body, while my Soul melted into the Soul of the Mother with the Holy Spirit of God! I remained frozen in time, for several seconds, amazed at the awesome Sight of Beauty that was Manifest in the Light in front of me, and soon I decided to walk towards the Lady of Light, because I needed more Love of my Lady, to hold and embrace the Heart of my Lady, to melt into the Light of God! As I advanced towards the Being of Light to embrace the Light of María the Vision of the Woman of Light was transformed into a different Image of Light and soon I realized that the awesome Image of Light was a Reflection of Light that was Manifest from the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. I still kept looking in awe at the Image of Light trying to see the Lady of the Light but could no longer see the extraordinary Vision of María that I had seen a few seconds earlier. The Vision of the Lady of Light was gone but the Miracle Image of a Person of Light was still Manifest as a Reflection of Light that was Manifest from the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation. The evidence of my Vision with the Lady of Light with an Apparition of María is shown in Miracle Pictures of the Lady of the Light that was Manifest for me at this same Holy Site a few months later during the celebration of Pentecost with the Covenant of God (CW). Above and below a few Miracle Pictures that were Manifest on Pentecost with Hearts of Light, Persons of Light and Faces of Light with the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation of Banneux.
After the Vision with the Light of the Lady during many hours I spent next to the Icon of the Annunciation, in Communion with Holy Spirit, thinking about my Vision, digesting the Apparition of the Lady of the Light, when suddenly my mind was assaulted by a Loud Voice telling me the word ‘Evangelizare’: a Message of God that I would completely understand during Pentecost 1998 on my second pilgrimage to Banneux. The Voice of God was Manifest in my Soul giving me through a Telepathic Manifestation the Goal of my Soul: to ev-Angel-ize, to announce the existence of the Angels of God, and convey their Message of Protection for All Sacred Animals! The day after the Manifestation of the Lady of Light I read the literature regarding the Apparitions of María at Banneux with the girl born on a 25th of March and it was only then when I realized that I was born on the day of the Annunciation: it is a Synchronicity of God that this Mystic Experience with the Lady of Light would happen in the context of the Miracle Icon of the Annunciation that is celebrated on the day that I was born and on the same day of the birthday of Saint Mariette that had seen the true Lady of the Light of the Apparitions of Banneux.
The Tears of Light of Our Lady of Banneux with a Message of God
During my adolescent life, during the weekends, on many occasions, I celebrated with my best friends with beer and a joint of marijuana, to listen to music and have fun with the ladies in the disco during the Saturday night fever. This consumption I did with much control and without excess because I had mayor responsibilities to study for the University to get my degree in Veterinary Medicine. Many times during many years I felt guilty smoking pot and drinking beer; I knew it was not good for me, it was alcohol and drugs that surely affected my performance in the university; indeed, years later, during my Ph.D. at UC Davis, I did not smoke nor drink and always got an A+ in every exam during my 5 year student career; thus, pot and beer was the difference between the A+ (10) average at UC Davis and the A- (8) average at UBA, during my long university student career. I also felt guilty about the one night stands, sometimes ending up drunk in some brothel, due to excess alcohol consumption. All of this was not good for me, I knew and felt these were minor sins hindered my science career, and my spiritual evolution. I was not happy with myself, and knew something was wrong in my life, I was depressed as shown in my diary of my correspondence with God (below). This spiritual conflict in my Soul changed when the Blessed Virgin first appeared in my life, to bring me back on track into a Spiritual Path, to become more Conscious of the Spiritual World, to seek and find the goal of my Soul, to fight for what is right for the well being of my First Love: my Beloved Animals!
On Friday the 14th of November of 1997 the Blessed Virgin first appeared in my life, when I decided to visit for the first time a Sanctuary of Maria. During the cold night, after learning to recite my first Ave Maria, I had my first Mystic Encounter with a Woman of Light that appeared in front of me in the context of the Icon of the Annunciation (Chapter 5). The Apparition of Light of the Lady of Light was followed by a Telepathic Manifestation with the word ‘Evangelizare’ in my Mind with the Holy Spirit in my Soul asking me to promote the existence of the Angels of Light to convey their message to Stop Killing Animals. The morning after these Mystic Experiences I had another Manifestation with Notre Dame de Banneux that changed my life, to be able to fulfill my written destiny, to fight for the Universal Rights of the Sacred Animals. Indeed, that weekend I had to experience one more Miracle with María in my first pilgrim visit to an Apparition site of Maria, to heal my body, to cleanse my Soul, to enlighten my Spirit, to become a human messenger of the Angels of the Lord, to change the evil ways of the destructive human beings, to stop the torture and slaughter of Sacred Animals that destroys Mother Earth and leads to human extinction.
The morning after these first major Mystic Experiences I had another Manifestation with Notre Dame that changed my life forever so I may be able to fulfill my written destiny to present evidence of the existence of the Angels of Light and fight for the Universal Rights of the Sacred Animals that are Loved by God. I was standing next to the statue of Apparitions of Notre Dame de Banneux and with the light of the day I could see the whole beauty of the sculpture of the Impeccable White María with her rosary and blue sash in the Pure Image of the Blessed Virgin. I meditated on my great Mystic Experience of the previous night and soon I became so excited with my ‘spiritual achievement’ that I decided to celebrate my ‘spiritual victory’ with a small beer and half a joint of marijuana! Me too: I’m only human, born to make mistakes, like the famous song sings; but quickly was Manifest a Miracle with Maria with a Message of God and after this Miracle I never touched again a marihuana joint nor a glass of any alcohol, and never visited a brothel again; indeed, as I edit this text in 2020 I have abstained from alcohol and pot and have been celibate during 23 years! This is the Power of the Virgin! A Black Tear of Sadness of the Blessed Virgin was Manifest in the Miracle Icon of Notre Dame de Banneux and this changed my life to seek and find Angels of Light to transmit their message to humanity: Stop Killing Animals! Allow me to describe in detail this overall complex multi-Miracle of God.
After drinking the beer and smoking half a joint I was standing a few meters away from the statue of Notre Dame when I realized that the Impecable White Icon of María was no longer a White Impecable María but rather was a Sad Weeping Madonna because a Black Tear of Sadness was running down from the right eye of the Image of Notre Dame de Banneux! I approached the Weeping Statue and was astounded dumbfounded as I saw a Black Sad Tear ‘running down’ from the inner corner of the right eye of the Icon of María! Never before had I seen such a Tear on the Face of the statue during the hours I had been exposed to the statue that early morning and during the night before; but now I saw Manifest a Black Sad Tear running down from the Eye of María. I wondered if I had been so inattentive to the details of this Icon of María, or maybe this was a black insect or a black leaf fallen by ‘chance’ with the wind on the eye of the statue of María? I considered all kinds of natural explanations that would account for the apparition of the Black Tear on the Eye of María; however I felt strange about the fact that the Forces of Nature had formed such a naturally sized Black Tear running down from the Eye of María to show me what was a very evident image of a Sad Weeping Madonna.
Standing in front of the Image of María I spent many minutes looking at the Black Sad Tear trying to understand what was at hand with the Sad Weeping Madonna. Time passed by looking at the Black Sad Tear and as I considered the Manifestation of the Lady of Light that I had seen the previous night, I started to consider that the Black Tear might be a Miracle of God with a Message of Sadness from the Blessed Virgin! Soon I decided to take a closer look at the Black Tear to establish what was the physical nature of the Black Tear of the Weeping Madonna. I climbed on the stones of the wall of the well of the Source of Water to come as close I could to analyze the Black Sad Tear and quickly concluded that the Black Tear was no dirt, nor a black insect, nor a leaf, nor any other material thing that might have fallen by chance on the Eye of María. The Black Tear was Imprint on the White Marble of the statue of María.
I could not figure out what was the Black Tear all about; maybe the Black Tear on the statue of Notre Dame de Banneux was deliberately man-made to portray the image of a Weeping Madonna? But then, why had I not seen the Black Tear the night before, and earlier in the morning? If this was a man made sculpted tear on the face of the statue why did not I see the Black Tear before? I wanted to wipe that tear away from my Sad Weeping María, and I considered touching the Black Tear with my hands, to remove the Sad Tear from the Sad Weeping Madonna. Quickly however Inner Little Voice ordered me to abstain from touching the Miracle Image that was Touched by God and this was supported by my rational thinking, because if somebody would see me climbed on the statue, touching the Face of María, I would have been lynched on the spot, or even worse: put in jail, as they do with poor animals. I was in this most awkward position climbed on the stone of the wall of the well of the Source of Water of the site of Apparitions of María, with my head and eyes inches away from the Eyes of María analyzing the Black Tear, and I felt that I was already intruding too much into forbidden Holy Land. Promptly I decided I had seen enough and thus I climbed down from the stones of the well of the Sad Weeping Madonna.
I sat down on the well of the water next to the statue of the Weeping Madonna and started to meditate about the sins in my life, and about drinking the beer and smoking the joint one hour before, and I began to feel guilty, and sad, because now I was considering that the Sad Weeping Madonna was a Weeping God that was sad for my sins because it was clear to me that the Black Tear was a Sad Tear and the overall Miracle Image of the Weeping Madonna was an evident Symbol of Grief made Manifest through the Blessed Virgin. During 1 hour I remained put with the Weeping Madonna, thinking about these things, feeling guilty and feeling sad that María was Sad and soon I became distraught and I shed Tears of Sadness in front of the Sad Weeping María! It had been many years that I knew that my life with alcohol and drugs was wrong and now this was shown to me with a Black Tear in a Sad Weeping Madonna! After spending one hour punishing myself with guilty feelings, I finally decided to try come back to some rational senses and decided to think that the Sad Tearful Image must be a man-made painted sculpture of a Sad Weeping Madonna. I had now seen enough and decided to walk out from the sanctuary towards the village to purchase souvenirs and literature on the Apparitions of Banneux.
In the store I read the literature about the Apparitions of María to Saint Mariette to realize that I was also born on the celebration of the Annunciation; indeed, with the celebrated date of birth of Saint Marietta on a 25th of March, I realized that I had also been born on the celebration of the Apparition of Archangel Gabriel to the Blessed Virgin during the Conception of Jesus; this news was the moment in my life that I realized that maybe I was special for having been born on the Annunciation to María. While paying the bills for my books at the store I made a passing comment to the clerk that I was surprised to see that the statue of Notre Dame de Banneux was a Sad Weeping Madonna. The clerk looked at me with strange eyes and responded she had not seen nor knew nothing of a Weeping Madonna of the statue of Notre Dame of Banneux; the clerk had lived in Banneux many years and never heard of any visitor that had seen a Weeping Madonna in the statue of Banneux. I did not pay attention to what the clerk was telling me because minutes earlier I had seen the Weeping Madonna in the Icon of Banneux; I did however pay attention to the information given by the lady that two hours away was another Apparition site of the Blessed Virgin and thus decided to go to the Sanctuary of Beauraing where I had a Mystic Experience with María at the site of the Apparitions and with a wonderful Wild Boar of God (CW).
Before leaving Banneux to go to Beauraing my Inner Little Voice told me to walk back to see one more time the Statue of the Weeping Sad María, to say goodbye to my beautiful Weeping Madonna at the Source of Water of the Apparitions of Banneux. Soon I was next to the statue of Banneux; and to my bewildered surprise I saw in awe another Miracle of Notre Dame de Banneux: standing in front of the Image of María I saw that the Black Tear of the Weeping Madonna had completely vanished from the Face of the Mother of God! Notre Dame de Banneux was no longer a Weeping Madonna but rather was the normal Impeccable María showing me the lively lovely white pink color with no Black Sad Tear in the face of the Blessed Virgin of God! As I saw the Impecable White María with no Sad Black Tear a Spiritual Physical Experience flooded my whole body with a Feeling of Paradise elicited by the Spirit of God for I was witness to the Supernatural Divine Expression of another Miracle of Notre Dame de Banneux! As I realized that the Black Tear of the Weeping Madonna had actually been a true Manifestation of María my emotions became overwhelmed and quickly I was shedding Tears of Emotion. The Spirit of María was come to me breaking the Laws of Nature to show me Her Healing Power, to release me from my sins with this Miracle of God! The Blessed Virgin had cried for me a Black Tear of Sadness, to make me come back to my first Innocent Pure Heart, into the Pure Heart of the Holy Spirit with the Angels of God. The Blessed Virgin had a Plan for me and broke the Laws of Nature to give me another Message of God for my Soul and for the World: No to drugs and No to alcohol! This was done through the Miracle of the Apparition of a Tear of Light of Notre Dame de Banneux!
I remained standing in front of the Miracle Icon of the Blessed Virgin, thinking about my life and that I had to change my life and that I had to remove my remaining 3 minor sins with the naughty sex, drugs and alcohol that interfered with my Spiritual Voyage into the Heart of God. I recognized that I had to free myself from all minor sins that still remained in my life to be able to become a true Servant of God to evangelize about the Angels of God that was requested from me the night before with the Telepathic Manifestation of Evangelizare (Chapter 5). Since the Manifestation of the Black Sad Tear I removed all these three sins of my life and never again did I sin with those sins to become again a more innocent Child of God. Never again did I touch drugs, alcohol or whores. It is remarkable that a single tear shown by the ‘Virgin of the Poor’ of Banneux eliminated these sins that interfered with my Spiritual Growth to further seek and find Miracles of God, so I could transmit the Message of the Angels to stop the suffering of Sacred Animals! Many months later I was back in the Sanctuary of María and took a picture of this Miracle Icon of Banneux and hear here: quickly I Come! With another awesome Miracle of the Virgin, because the Blessed Virgin wept Tears of Light in a Miracle Picture on this same Statue of María, and this time the Tears of Light were not Tears of Sadness, but rather Tears of Love, to give material evidence to this Miracle of Maria to give this Message to the World!
Two years after this Mystic Experience I was back in the Sanctuary of Banneux and I took a picture of this Miracle Icon of Banneux and here quickly I Am Come with an awesome Miracle of the Virgin, because the Blessed Virgin again wept Tears of Light, but this time the Tears of Light were not Black Tears of Sadness, but rather Crystal Clear Tears of Love, to give me the material evidence to this Miracle of Maria of the Tears of Light to give a Message to the World. Two years had passed since the Manifestation of the Black Tear of Sadness of Notre Dame de Banneux and I had grown much in Holy Spirit because during those two years I had quit all the minor sins that hindered my Spiritual Evolution towards the Light of God. During those years I had received many Miracles of God and on the celebration of the Resurrection of Jesus I was expecting Mystic Experiences and thus decided to pass the weekend in the Sanctuary of Banneux. It had been a wonderful weekend full of Manifestations with Angels and before driving back home I decided to take a couple of pictures of the statue of Notre Dame of Banneux. I was preparing my camera to take a picture of the Icon of María when I started to talk to the Blessed Virgin, requesting from María the Grace of God to get a Beautiful Miracle Picture of María that would help portray her Spiritual Beauty. Alone I was in front of the Image of María and I started to pray to the Spirit of María to give me a Miracle of a Beautiful Picture of Notre Dame de Banneux. Under the influence of a Passion of Love for my Beautiful Model I took a picture and low and behold below I describe the Miraculous Tears of Light that were Manifest on the Miracle Icon of Notre Dame de Banneux!
The Perfect Sized Tear of Light is flowing down from the rim of the eyelid into the cheek of María; it is Manifest from the Perfect Site of the eyelid of the eye of the statue of the Blessed Virgin. The Tear of Light moves a Perfect Distance on the cheek of María, to end at the Perfect Site of the cheekbone, with the Tear of Light ending as a Perfect Drop of a Tear of Light; the Miracle Image shows a Perfect Tear of Water crying with a Passion of Love with a Message of María! Might the Tear of Light be the Materialization of Light of my Guardian Angel? Might the Tear of Light be the Materialization of the Spirit of Light of the Blessed Virgin? Whatever might be the Nature of the Miracle the Perfect Transparent Tear of Light is a Symbol of Love made Manifest by the Blessed Virgin of the Apparitions of Banneux to give a Message to the World: say No to Drugs and No to Alcohol to improve the Life of the Planet (below).
Two days after development of the Miracle Beauty Picture I decided to enlarge the Miracle Photo of the Tear of Light to have a big portrait, because this Manifestation of the Blessed Virgin was a precious Gift of Love that I had to see materialized in a big Miracle Portrait to share with my mother and to see in my bedroom. I was thrilled as I received the beautiful enlarged image of the Tear of Love of Beautiful María and with the enlarged image in print I soon would realize that there was another Miracle of María in the Miracle Image of the Tears of Light that I had not seen after the first development of the smaller picture. Indeed, another awesome Manifestation of God through the Intercession of María would quickly be Manifest because I still had not discovered another Manifestation of Light that was present as a Present in the Tears of Light of Love in the Miracle Image of the Apparition of Banneux.
I had trouble placing the large photo into the frame of the portrait I had bought, because every time I closed the picture beneath the glass of the portrait many particles of white dust sneaked into the picture, tainting the impeccable purity of the Image of María. Indeed, every time I placed the glass covering the photo of María, little white dust particles would sneak into the frame of the portrait, settling upon the Image of María, tainting the image of María, and thus many times I had to open the portrait and clean the glass and the photo from the intruding white dust particles that settled on the Image of María. I spent 1 hour kneeling on the floor of my apartment, cleaning my picture of Love of María, eliminating the white dust particles from the Image of Maria, again and again, because I would not allow one single particle of dust stain the Immaculate Purity of my Gift of María. Again and again after closing the glass on the print of the portrait I had to open the glass frame again to clean again the Image of María, always doing this under the influence of Love for María; the intruding white particles did not break my patience, because I was happy in my Heart with one of my favorite gifts: the Gift of a Tear of Light of Love of María!
After one hour the battle against the white dust particles was over, with not a single dust particle left within the portrait that would interfere with the Impeccable Image of María. I was now done with the Masterpiece of the Miracle Picture of the Tear of Light with the Love of María of the Virgin of the Poor of Banneux. I was sitting on the floor, kneeling in front of the Miracle Portrait with the Tears of Light, looking at the beautiful Miracle Image, when all of a sudden, I became emotionally overwhelmed by the Awesome Beauty of my Blue White María, as I realized the Grace of God that I had received from the Holy Mother with the awesome Tear of Light of the Blessed Virgin. Soon I started to weep serious tears from the emotion, induced by a Mystic Passion of Love, in front of the Tear of Light of the Lady of my Love; and in seconds I suddenly burst out in heavy Tears of Love that were manifest all over my face induced by the Tears of Light of Love of the image of the Blessed Virgin! While weeping profusely, kneeling in front of the Miracle Image of the Tear of Light, I suddenly felt with unusual strong intensity the presence of a big heavy tear under the right side of my nose, on top of the upper lip of my mouth. The big heavy tear next to my nose was to me very unusual and I was surprised from whence the tear was coming from, because I did not recall ever in my life weeping tears from my nose! While examining my tear of the nose, I also felt the presence of a notable big tear below my mouth that was flowing down into my chin; I was confused by this strange ‘pattern of tears’ on these strange places on my face that I was weeping in a Passion of Love for the Miracle Image of the Blessed Virgin. Still on the floor, kneeling in front of the Miracle Image of the Tears of Light of María, while assessing my complex weeping situation, I looked below at the Image of María, and right there, and only then, I realized that the Blessed Virgin had also a Big Heavy Tear below her right nose, flowing down into the upper lip of the Blessed Virgin! I had not seen or realized earlier that a Big Heavy Drop of Light flowing down from the nose on the upper lip of María was also a Tear of Light of Love, and thus the Big Heavy Tear was also part of the Manifestation of the Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin! My own Big Heavy Tear that I had shed for María during my Passion of Love had made me discover the Big Heavy Tear of Light on the Lip of María which had been Manifest by María two days earlier! Moreover, my own tear flowing beneath my mouth, on my chin, was also Manifest in the Miracle Picture of the Tears of Light with the Love of María! Quickly I realized that María and I had the exact same Pattern of Tears made Manifest for the same Cause of Love for the Tears of Love of Maria! My Tears of Passion for the Love of María made me realize that the Big Tear Drop of Light on the Lip of María was a significant Tear of Light from the overall Manifestation of the Miracle Picture of the Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin! The Little Dust Particles that Were Sneaked into the Portrait of María were White Feathers of the Angels of God that made me more Spiritually Conscious and sensitized my Soul, and gave me all the time I needed, to recognize and discover the other 2 Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin!
There was one 3rd Miracle of the Angels with this Portrait of María to complete the Manifestation of the Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin to give her Message to the World! I always avoided to publish the description of my past consumption of marihuana and alcohol because I thought it might reduce my credibility of the message I bring to the world; thus I had never included the reason behind the first Manifestation of the Black Tear of Sadness of the Blessed Virgin of Banneux. Indeed, in the first Spanish version of this book that was ready to be sent for printing and publication I had not included a word regarding my consumption of marihuana and beer that led to the Miracle of the Black Tear of Sadness, and thereafter the confirmation of that Miracle with the Tears of Light of Love of the Blessed Virgin. God however wanted me to describe every detail regarding the different Tears of Maria and my past minor sins with marihuana and alcohol and thus the Holy Spirit made Manifest a third major Miracle with this same Miracle Portrait of the Tears of María to make me understand that I had to publish the full story of the Manifestation of the Weeping Madonna of the Apparitions of Banneux!
On Friday 8th of November of 2019, one week before starting the printing production of my Spanish version of my book, a 3rd Miracle was Manifest with the Miracle Portrait of the Tears of Light of the Blessed Virgin that always hangs above my bed in my bedroom (photo below). I was giving the last editing touches to the text of my book in the living room of my apartment when suddenly next door I hear a thunderous crash of broken glass in my bedroom. A very loud crash of broken glass suddenly was manifest a few meters away; something very big had been broken with a loud crash of much broken glass in my bedroom. Five months earlier a thief armed with a gun had entered into my bedroom while I watched television in the living room, and in less than two minutes the criminal crook stole all my documents and also my gun that was loaded with bullets that I always had at hand prepared to fight the thieves that might enter my apartment! The police arrived after the crook had escaped with all my credit cards and my gun and the police told me that I had been very lucky because the thief could have killed me with his gun or with mine! Thus, as I heard the loud noise with broken glass in my bedroom I thought the worst: the thief had come back and had broken the glass of my window to enter again into my bedroom! This time I was not going to allow the thief to rob me again and thus I ran from the living room to the bedroom to see if the thief was in my bedroom! Lucky me there was no thief to kill me, and then I saw what had been the loud crash with all the broken glass in my bedroom. The Miracle Portrait of the Blessed Virgin with the Tears of Light that was hanging on the wall above my bed had fallen down on a Miracle Portrait of Saint Therese on my bedside table as shown in the photos below.
The portrait of Saint Therese was lying on the floor, with the glass of this portrait broken, with many pieces of glass scattered on the floor next to the wooden portrait of Saint Therese. The picture of Saint Therese within the portrait by some miracle had separated from the portrait and laid intact under the bed. The fallen Miracle Portrait of the Blessed Virgin with Tears of Light and a little portrait of my mother remained unharmed on the bedside table as shown in the photo. Quickly I called the manager of the building to come and see what happened because I had to be sure that no thief was around, because I did not understand what had happened: why did the Portrait of Maria had fallen on the Portrait of Therese? No thief was around (he appeared again to rob my neighbor several months later) and after one hour of discoveries, I realized what happened: a major Kinetic Manifestation of the Angels of Light was Manifest in my bedroom to expose this important Message to Humanity!
It took me some time to understand why and what was behind this strange Miracle of God. A Kinetic Manifestation though Holy Spiritual Energy had lifted the heavy Portrait of María from the hook on the wall that held the Miracle Weeping Maria on the wall of my bedroom; and the Spiritual Energy made the Miracle Portrait fall Diagonally on the Miracle Portrait of Saint Therese, to break the glass of the portrait of Saint Therese on the floor (photos). As shown in the photo: the Portrait of María falling down per normal gravity should not fall on the Portrait of Teresita because per vertical gravity there is half one meter of horizontal distance between the Portrait of the Virgin and the Portrait of Saint Therese! The Spirit Energy of the Angels of God lifted the heavy Miracle Portrait of Maria out from the hook on the wall and made it fall in a Diagonal Fall to hit the Portrait of Therese! The hook on the wall that holds the Portrait of María is very strong and has a very tight fit to sustain the heavy Portrait of Maria to the wall, as shown in the photos; indeed, it is very difficult for me to maneuver the heavy portrait out from the hook to release it from the hook of the wall; thus, the Kinetic Manifestation of the Angel that lifted the heavy Portrait of María from the hook, to Make it Fall Diagonally on the Portrait of Teresita, was quite strong, but also accurate, to accomplish the task of raising the Portrait of Maria off the hook and hitting the Portrait of Teresita in a Diagonal Fall to be able to destroy the glass of the Miracle Portrait of Saint Therese! Twenty years earlier I had experienced a similar Kinetic Manifestation with the Miracle Flowers of Saint Bernadette the night before my pilgrimage to Lourdes (Chapter 5). Kinetic Manifestations are one of the most convincing and evident Miracles of God because it involves moving an object from one place to another place, and I have seen many times the actual moving of objects with my own eyes (CW).
There was another big Miracle of the Angel that I would discover two days later that further was confirming this Manifestation of God. I took the Portrait of Therese to the glass store to fix the broken glass and I was missing the steel clamp that held the Picture of Therese to her wooden Miracle Portrait. I had no idea how and why the clamp was lost and what had happened to the disappeared steel clamp of the portrait of Saint Therese. Two days after the Kinetic Manifestation I went to the garden below the terrace, to clean some dirt from the neighbors that I was seeing in the grass where the birds come to eat a grain breakfast with me every morning. I was cleaning the dirt and was surprised to find the steel clamp of the Miracle Portrait of Therese in the grass: the clamp was 15 meters away from the crash landing site of her portrait! The clamp from the Portrait of Therese that crashed landed on the floor had Flown from the Floor of my bedroom towards the garden below, circa 15 meters away from the crash site of the Portrait of Therese! The clamp first made a Diagonal Flight impossible to explain: it had to fly 3 meters away from the floor to leave the bedroom, flying 2 meters sideways to avoid the glass door, then fly away another 2 meters outside in the terrace, elevate and fly above the 1 meter wall of the terrace, and then fly away another 7 meters from the terrace to the grass of the garden below where I found it 2 days after the Kinetic Stunt thanks to the birds of the garden! Totally impossible to explain unless Made Possible by the Immaterial Forces of the Angels of Heaven! The employee of the building that cleans my apartment was the witness that saw me when I found the Flying Clamp of the Portrait of Saint Therese in the garden and is witness to this Miracle of God; and the manager of the building is a witness to the crash destruction of the Image of Teresita hit by the Portrait of the Virgin of Banneux.
And as I analyzed the whole paranormal situation I soon discovered why this happened and what was the message behind this Miracle of God. I had finished writing my book and was doing the final round of editing before sending the text for printing and in this final version I had not included the section of the Manifestation of the Black Tear of Sadness of the Icon of Banneux described above. I had not written a single word regarding the message I had received through the Manifestation of the Black Tear of Sadness of Notre Dame to say No to drugs and No to alcohol. Due to this additional Kinetic Miracle I now include all this description of the Message of María to say No to drugs and No to alcohol! In my first version of the book I had only shown the Miracle Picture of the Tears of Light of María without saying a word about my experience on why and how I quit drugs and alcohol as described above and below. This Miracle was a Message of God that wanted me to include this message to the world and thus the Angel of Light used the Miracle Portrait with the Tears of Light with this Stunt Kinetic Manifestation to give me the message that I should include the full description of these 3 Miracles that I now describe in full and publish about my 3 minor sins that I removed forever from my life as per the Desire of God! Quickly it became crystal clear to me that the Holy Spirit with the Blessed Virgin through her Miracle Portrait and Saint Therese with her Miracle Portrait wanted me to include all the details of those Mystic Experiences that you have now read above, so I would include this important message to the world that God Holy Spirit is not happy with the human consumption of drugs and alcohol! Everybody should quit alcohol and drugs to have a more healthy human society and a more Healthy World!
The Virgin Mary, Lord Jesus, Saint Therese, my Guardian Angel, the Holy Spirit, the Spiritual Dimension, call it what you want, I do not know what Universal Cosmic Energy gives me these Miracles of God so I can give this Message to Humanity. The Message of this Miracle is about drugs, alcohol and prostitution that I experienced 23 years earlier: my 3 ‘minor sins’ that were present in my life before the Materialization of the Tear of Sadness of the Virgin of Banneux. The Message of God was crystal clear to me: I should write about: No to drugs! No to alcohol! No to prostitution! I had sung such a message 20 years earlier with rhyming lyrics in my funky song Straight is the Trait to be great: pot is the plot to start the rot, cocaine in your vein and in your brain insane, are you surviving drunk driving, fall alcohol I call, don’t lie to get high and try to be dry cause I’ll cry if you die, et cetera; indeed, you must be Straight in Mind and body and Soul to do Good for the World to put up a good fight for what is right to improve the Health of the Planet! Do not destroy your body, do not destroy your Soul, do not destroy your Planet! Alcohol destroys your body and destroys your Soul and destroys the Soul of society; alcohol is an evil incarnation of Evil and should be banned because it is a toxic poison of the body and the Soul that also destroys the Mother Planet! Marijuana is a lesser evil as long as it does not lead to other heavy drugs that also kills and destroys humanity and the Life of the Planet. Quitting alcohol and marijuana was for me the easiest thing I did in my life: in one second I quit everything, forever, thanks to a clear Message of God through 1 Tear of Maria! Alcohol is Evil; my father suffered 10 years with alcohol until the day my mother saved his life (Chapter 8). You must not consume alcohol that hurts your body and hurts your Soul and hurts the World; if you want to do good for the world you need to stop your intoxication with alcohol. I am Dutch and I live in Uruguay and in both countries the use of marijuana is legal to try to reduce the crimes that are related to drugs. In my experience marihuana produces no addiction whatsoever, but if you are weak in soul you will step into other drugs, and maybe pot can be a source of depression. The main problem of marihuana is that when you smoke pot you only do easy going pleasure things, such as listening to music, and you never study anything; when you smoke pot you will not do any work and you will never study anything, and education is the most important thing to evolve and to get wiser and take good care of your family and care for the Health of our Mother Planet! You should quit pot to do something significant for a positive evolution of humanity and for the Life of the Mother Planet.
Regarding the subject prostitution: I lived in The Netherlands and Uruguay where prostitution is legal and in both countries I had visited brothels to release the anxieties of my genes and console the loneliness of my body, always with uttermost protection control and care: I am free of any bugs transmitted sexually and have abstained from sex for 23 years! In my CD PanGaia I had written: On promiscuity: Call on me, I’m HIV, go ahead, make my day, you are too many anyway! Prostitutes in my life were never more, and if I should find someone, and might have sex, I will first have to sterilize the female body, passing her through an autoclave, as I did in the past as a research scientist to sterilize microbes! Indeed, this is a dangerous very contaminated world, and I do not want to get lost due to lust that goes to the dust; let Spirit be Come more Spirit to Save the world! (PS: that was written before Covid-19!). I missed marrying my virgin high school sweetheart! MaBelle, why has no one cloned you: the only thing you were missing is wings! I abstained from sex during 23 years; if a woman wants to have sex with me, and have fun with me after my very long sexual abstinence: she will have to pay me 1,000,000 U$S! Thats my fee; for my Animal Protection Fund! I must be a very expensive whore?! Sex is a problem: it is killing humans and animals and the Planet; we are too many people in this small world and we are intoxicating and killing our world (see further in my Book).